Mentally disturbed thingy

Pls dont yell at me I'm fragile --------------------------------------------------- Norway | 20 | Pisces

[dumbassborderline-deactivated20]

me: *starts talking to someone*

that person: *talks to other people* *has friends* *doesn't think about me 24/7*

my bpd:

[borderlinebubbles]

[borderlinebubbles]

[small-but-mightyy]

childhood trauma culture is constantly seeking validation because no matter how many times it is confirmed that you were abused, you can’t help but feel like a fake because others have had it “worse” than you or the abuse wasn’t “bad” enough

[margomoment]

[borderlinebubbles]

[anxiety-ghoul]

[bpd-italy]

a small thing makes me happy:

me: i’m in a great mood i’m going to fix my life and reinvent myself!!

four seconds later, a small thing makes me sad:

me: i wish i was dead there’s no point in being alive i have never once felt joy

[this-unearthed-being]

[not mine] dead.

[alittlebitmessedupgirl]

[humor-is-coping]

[submissivefeminist]

My emotional regulation machine is fucking broken.

If I’m having a wholesome moment with a friend, I cry. If I’m watching something intense alone, I cry. If I’m missing someone, I cry.  If I get too turned on, I cry. If I’m nervous, I cry. If I’m lonely, I cry.

Even when things are good, I cry. It just happens. I can’t explain why my emotions are so intense. In kink, I see it as a great thing because I love crying during a scene but sometimes I just want to get through the day without crying for some dumbass reason. I don’t know how to even begin working on this. I’ve been trying to focus on mindfulness but it doesn’t seem to help much. 

[ratliker1917]

mario doesn't eat mushrooms to get high you buffoons he eats them because mushrooms are fucking good and nutritious and thats how he can jump so good. jesus. god

[outofcontextbonappetit]

[sovietnam]

[bloodclaatpussyclaat]

[tastefullyoffensive]

[thetoxiczombie]

This panic happens like every few months.

[xueyangapologist]