me: *starts talking to someone*
that person: *talks to other people* *has friends* *doesn't think about me 24/7*
my bpd:

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@mutanthorse
me: *starts talking to someone*
that person: *talks to other people* *has friends* *doesn't think about me 24/7*
my bpd:
childhood trauma culture is constantly seeking validation because no matter how many times it is confirmed that you were abused, you can’t help but feel like a fake because others have had it “worse” than you or the abuse wasn’t “bad” enough
a small thing makes me happy:
me: i’m in a great mood i’m going to fix my life and reinvent myself!!
four seconds later, a small thing makes me sad:
me: i wish i was dead there’s no point in being alive i have never once felt joy
[not mine] dead.
My emotional regulation machine is fucking broken.
If I’m having a wholesome moment with a friend, I cry. If I’m watching something intense alone, I cry. If I’m missing someone, I cry. If I get too turned on, I cry. If I’m nervous, I cry. If I’m lonely, I cry.
Even when things are good, I cry. It just happens. I can’t explain why my emotions are so intense. In kink, I see it as a great thing because I love crying during a scene but sometimes I just want to get through the day without crying for some dumbass reason. I don’t know how to even begin working on this. I’ve been trying to focus on mindfulness but it doesn’t seem to help much.
mario doesn't eat mushrooms to get high you buffoons he eats them because mushrooms are fucking good and nutritious and thats how he can jump so good. jesus. god
This panic happens like every few months.