my teenage thug's life

Science Communication and Community Development 2011 - IPB

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What could i ask more than this ?

Finally, my big journey starts. I passed SIMAK UI for post graduate student yesterday, exactly is in 21st December 2015.

I did my test in 29th November 2015 when everyone enjoyed their JGTC concert, i decide to make my movement by doing that test.

Glad to know that i can make another graduation moment. Happy happy yeaaaayyy

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Jangan harap kerjaan pertama lo surga

One day gue pernah ribut sm 2 senior gue (di waktu yg berbeda dan kasus yg berbeda), pnh dikatain, pnh dilabrak (gue berani bersumpah itu yg salah senior gue dan gue gak diem aja gue bales jg kata2 dia). Lalu kabar gue berantem sm senior tersebar di cabang. Dan org di cabang gue jd kurang respect sm gue, keliatan kok mereka cm ngomong seperlunya sm gue, interaksi secukupnya. (Kalo yg kenal gue pasti tau gue orgnya kuat dan kalo bener bakal gue bongkar smpe abis). Tp beberapa kejadian di cabang buat gue gak kuat dan nyerah. Akhirnya gue memutuskan utk membatasi interaksi dan berbicara dg org2 cabang. Untungnya gak semua org di cabang begitu, msh ada beberapa yg baik. Pak eko & pak sapto (security), mas sanjaya, mas doli, mas fahmi, mas lukman, mas udin, dan OB (mas ande). Ditambah lagi uang gue pnh diambil 100rb sm OB yg satunya (bukan mas ande). Tp gakada yg belain dan respect sm masalah uang gue. Untung ada pak eko dan pak sapto yg bantuin gue utk liat ke CCTV gue sangat menghargai usaha mereka. Skrg gue jadi pribadi yg baru, gue udh pendiem di cabang. Gue emg org yg pelupa tp utk hal ini sayangnya gak bakal lupa.

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Cobaan dan hikmah

Awal februari gue dapet tawaran kerja dari perusahaan asing milik hongkong, letaknya di slipi, jkt barat. Gue belom lulus belom pegang surat kelulusan, alhamdulillah setelah berkas masuk dan wawancara dapet aja itu kerjaan. Emang baru dikontrak doang sih gak permanen. Tapi lumayan itung2 nambah pengalaman krn gue sama sekali gak pernah ngerasain magang di kantor, cuma pernah ke kantor bokap doang hahaha. Cobaan pertama dateng, hp tercinta gue ilang di transJkt dicopet lebih tepatnya hiks gue ikhlaskan. Lalu pacar gue yg baik hati meminjamkan salah satu hpnya dan sekitar 2 minggu kemudian gue dapet hp baru. Alhamdulillah sekali lagi. Bulan ke dua masuklah orang baru, gue jadi deket sama orang baru itu. Dan singkat cerita uang gue sejumlah 650rb dibawa sama org itu. Bukan nyuri ya dia, ya ceritanya panjang, mager jelasinnya haha. Lagi2 gue dituntut utk ikhlas. Awalnya gak ikhlas bgt smpe nangis2 bombay krn itu uang dari jerih payah pagi-malam gue. Akhiranya gue ikhlasin lah daripada bikin kepala barbie pusing kan 😩 Sekarang masih nyekripsi. Kemarin skripsinya sempat ketunda 2 bulan gitu karena keasikan kerja. Tenang aja lulusnya gak telat kok. Rencana sidang juga udah dipikirin mateng2. Kalo dipikir2 hidup kita gakada 'flat' nya ya ? Ada aja kejadian yg ngajarin kita utk ikhlas, sabar, memaafkan, dll. Intinya gue bersyukur bgt Allah masih merhatiin gue dengan ngasih banyak cobaan gitu, berarti gue msh ditempa dan dapet banyak perhatian dari Allah :)

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{ whatever colors you have in your mind i’ll show them to you and you’ll see them shine }

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On a journey to something big 🎉🎓

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Happy New Year!

2015.

Best wishes!!!

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We talked to Tumblr founder and CEO David Karp (david) about awesome new technology, how he built the platform and dropping out of school.

P.S. we asked an extra question for you at the end, Tumblr :)

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Eight different middle and high schools grilled our CEO as part of Code.org's Hour of Code program.

These kids are great. 

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1. Grades are not more important than your mental health. 2. If you’re too numb to feel the ground when you get up in the morning, stay in bed. 3. Don’t let anyone make you feel smaller than you’d like to. 4. Your parents are getting older too. 5. No one is paying attention to you; they’re self-conscious enough about themselves. 5. Cut your hair instead of your wrist. 6. If you feel the need to change something about yourself, it’s okay. No one is stopping you. Change is good. 7. Water is also good. 8. Sleeping is important. Your brain is still expanding. 9. Writing angry letters to the people who hurt you and then burning them makes the sting go away for a while. 10. Now is the time to make mistakes. 11. Letting people go is part of life, and keeping toxic people in your life will not help you grow. 12. Don’t take yourself too seriously. Being able to laugh at yourself is a talent. 13. 5 years from now, it’ll be okay. 14. Recovery takes time. 15. Remember to eat everyday. 16. Return overdue library books. 17. Do things to make yourself feel positive, whether it’s cleaning your room, doing your hair, or planting flowers. You’ll feel accomplished. 18. Sometimes breathing is the only thing you’ll feel strong enough to do. That’s okay. 19. Never forget how important self-expression is. 20. Don’t give up.

20 things to remember when you’re a teenager (via m-ellowed)

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I have the deepest affection for intellectual conversations. The ability to just sit and talk. About love, about life, about anything, about everything. To sit under the moon with all the time in the world, the full-speed train that is our lives slowing to a crawl. Bound by no obligations, barred by no human limitations. To speak without regret or fear of consequence. To talk for hours and about what’s really important in life.

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Pre-schoolers ask Kate if she’s Elsa from Frozen

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Like the huge candy canes hanging from the 9 W 57th building

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After doing literature

Alhamdulillah tonight i use my late-night time to do literature better than watch inuyasha, running man, or k-drama 😂 Next week i want to finish and print my literature out, so i can go to the next level!!! Welcome colloquium 💃🎉 Bismillah. I can do nothing without you, Lord, God, my only one Allah 😇

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Insomnia

The clock is ticking.. Seconds change, minutes elapse, hours run slowly but sure. Time, it cant be reversed. The cock is crowing. It is 2.53 am. I am not doing any project, task, or thesis, but these eyes wont be closed. It happens often recently. I just realized that i have insomnia. It is not a big deal for some people perhaps they already used to it. Not for me.. In the morning i will be catched by a heavy headache and queasy. I am not a strong person physically. I have no courage to beat my adrenalin to get on a roller coaster, ever fainted when doctor injected me, and cant stand in a low temperature. Yes, i am a coward and now i suffer insomnia 😩😩😩 -the end-

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Our never ending fight

Huufht.. Here i go writting my story, my unpredictable and undeniable love story💔 Maybe out there in the other space or in the other world i have done my best beast crime to someone. Thats why rite now my ex-best friend who has become my boyf and i are in the so much problem ahead. Actually i dont know why i act like this, be a super-duper childish and sensitive indeed! We argue for many things, most of those are unimportant, but i did act overwhelming. Almost in every single problem i acted LEBAAAY! Only God knows what the hell i am thinking. I really want to reverse time and stop thinking like a cold blood killer lady and stop crying like a baby. My boyf is such a bad temper and "comberan" mouth as well, can you imagine what happen when we have a fight ? Bingo! We did crash much argument, he broke things around, i cried loudly or even yelling. It is such a scary movie to watch and scary novel to read. Fyi he already broken the air conditioner holder in my car.. and it costs around Rp 600.000 to make a brand new of it. He will make it new he said, but i dont really want us to be like this! HEEEEELLLPPPP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Get rid of my L-word phobia

There was a guy that i loved so much, okay not that much, but he meant a lot to me. Used to.. There is a boy, the same age as me. He's funny, hyper-active, sanguins, patient, and wise. He is my bestfriend. He used to be my best friend. In the 2nd semester we knew each other. At that time i had a boyfriend, a guy that i mention above. Here is the point. My bestfriend had a crush to me that i never replied because he isnt my type. He's far far away from my expectation of a boyfriend. Besides that i had a boyfriend that i loved so much since senior-hi. My boyfriend and i have been in relationship since i was in the 3rd grade of senior-hi and he was in his 3rd semester. He's 2 years older. My 4th semester in college came. There was an ugly truth that i revealed. My boyfriend had another crush with Bosnian girl. I knew that he always possesed a dream of going to Germany for his master degree. I supported it. One thing that trully gave thousand scars in my heart is.. that betrayal with Bosnian girl because she can speak german language. Then i left him, i left our big future dream. I moved on from my old-drama. But he left thousand scars in my heart, so i had a phobia cause of him. Psychologists called it L-word phobia. We go again with my bestfriend. In 2013 in my 5th semester, i went to Semarang with my family and there was my bestfriend asked me to hung out. He knew that i was a broken hearted girl that day and i didnt know he also already broke up with his girlfriend. Since that day we kept in touch everyday, every single minute and now is still counting. His way wasnt that easy. After a half year we've been closed, and half a year his chasing me. i fought my fear and tried to make a relationship with my bestfriend <3 A boy that used to be my bestfriend becomes my boyfriend after his chasing since my 2nd semester. I dont even know exactly when i fall for him. And now i'm in my 7th semester. My relationship turns bad, i mean bad because some trouble that i made and some his. Not bad everyday, but sure thing it is a lot, we often fight. But i believe there is something good in the bad thing :)

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Picnicked! 🍲🍌🍉🍈🍗🍝🍮🍧