⎛⎝( ` ᢍ ´ )⎠⎞Mᵘaʰᵃʰᵃ

My posts alternate between being needy for my partner or expressing immeasurable amounts of rage. 19 || MDNI || Taken & Genderqueer || he/she I am very mentally ill

[hearts-plit]

[pintmother]

there’s nothing i want more than to be her personal alarm clock.. sliding under the covers and pulling her underwear down .. my mouth wrapping around her clit.. sucking slowly until i feel her stirring in her sleep.. my fingers finding her entrance and thrusting.. her pussy taking me in and wrapping around my fingers.. her hips bucking to meet my thrusts..eyes slowly opening and looking down at me.. “shhh honey.. such a desperate girl even when you’re sleeping, you need mommy that bad .. don’t you sweetheart?”

[wholesome-animal-images]

[mutilatedquearbo]

me if you guys care

[drizzledrawings]

I have multiple dead horses that I beat regularly

[cult-of-lilith]

Subs! Bottoms! Exhibitionists! The generally initiated upon! Please at least occasionally be the one to initiate something. Its all well and good saying "you can ask me for nudes whenever!" Or similar sentiments but I promise you it will make a world of difference if you are the one to initiate, to offer, make it a surprise. Being made to ask for something always can feel like such a burden and personally I always feel like such a bother and even like I can be harassing if i'm always asking for something even if you're happy to give

[mutilatedquearbo]

its also the cutest thing when they give you that look where you know its all theyve been thinking abt and cant ignore it anymore UGHHHHH i miss my partner guys can you tell

[mutilatedquearbo]

getting a job but not to afford adult things like rent or gas, but to buy puppy cute collars and toys and to hear him whine and cry all day about how much he misses me while im at work. and he sends me photos of himself while im gone, then coming home to him wearing nothing but the ears and tails i got him and my hoodies >>>

bonus point if he doesnt get to wear his collar until im home so he gets extra excited when im back because he loves wearing his collar

sigh, it will come soon... (a job, that is..)

[puppyautism]

if you bob your head when you're sucking tdick you're going to heaven

[mutilatedquearbo]

and they do im winning

[goth-queen]

[mutilatedquearbo]

you seem super cool, i’m sorry about the transphobic weirdos who are harassing you

tysm friend, even on this kind of platform theres always going to be idiots who only know how to instigate (and theyre always anon, its like they know theyre wrong before the convo even begins). but ive resorted to ignoring most of them since you cant logic someone out a place they didnt logic themselves into.

ty for the kind words ill be back on my normal shenanigans ❤️❤️

[gender-incinerator]

i think it's really cool and awesome when transmascs get to the point in their transitions where they feel confident enough to reclaim their femininity on their terms.

there's really no transmasc joy quite like it imo

[mutilatedquearbo]

not just a terf you’re also a dumb fuck who doesn’t know what he’s talking about. You tag your post as you not picking a side but also ftm. Are you dense on purpose? fuck you, have fun detransing in 5 years and going full terf

wow anon! congratulations, you understand how gender is nothing more than a social spectrum. my transition experience is that of ftm, precisely why i also identify as tranSEXUAL as well. one can have experienced a ftm transition and still be non binary...

i have also been proudly and openly trans for 5 years, have been on T for nearly 4 years and am post op btw 😘😘 to imply that id ever detrans is such a weird thing to hold over someone and an out of touch assumption, especially given most of the detrans community only detransitioning due to third party pressure and safety risk, and our detrans siblings are not an enemy to us trans folk as a community..

how little do we know about our own communities guys, im not the first of my kind 🤯🤯

[mutilatedquearbo]

terf 🫵

ah yes me, a (very) visibly trans, feminine, non binary/ genderfluid person... who is at high risk of anti-trans hatecrimes due to this, is trans exclusionary 😭😭

you understand i experience trans misogyny in public more than anything else? You understand I have supplied my trans sisters with resources and support at any and every opportunity? Youre talking to the person who has only been with other trans people too (this includes trans women).

you understand that i acknowledge the issues and hardships of trans women and will always stand behind them?

so why is it that i am a terf?

is it because you refuse to acknowledge that two things can exist at once?... is it that while i experience and acknowledge trans misogyny, that i also simultaneously acknowledge and experience transandrophobia both because of my androgyny? because both are nuanced issues that overlap?

or are you too used to the surface level trans-debates like the ones about JK Rowling and turn to calling people terfs the moment a TRANS PERSON speaks about their lived, trans experiences that dont allign with your narrow minded perspective...

rightt, if youre so sure, come out of your hole anon and have this (in your defence, very nuanced) conversation with me directly 🫰🫰

[kosmogrl]

no one is coming to save you not because you’re all alone in this world but because you have to be the one to do it

[kosmogrl]

the day is gonna end anyway and your warm bed will be waiting so you might as well do the hard things and not let them ruin your day

[orpheuslament]

"why do people act like calling their kink gross is oppression 😂" maybe because historically people have always tried to find an excuse to be violent against sexual minorities or those who experienced sexuality outside of the norm in general, & when attacking your run of the mill trans & gay person is no longer "acceptable" the next best thing is Trans & Gay Person Who Gets Off On Shit I Don't Like. oh & also because youre not just calling someone's kink "gross" youre organising targeted campaigns to harass & stalk people who make you a little icky & calling it a "moral service to the community". but you know, semantics.

[pyrateko]

Piece done for @arcanefineartzine which I am very proud of!

[therapatical]

new files dropped:

[mutilatedquearbo]

Many people need to understand this email [somehow, its fucked.] exemplifies transandrophobia, misogyny /trans misogyny, and exorsexism all at the same time and i think this is a good wake up call for the lot of us who are conflicting with any of our brothers and sisters at this time to realize each issue overlaps with the other.

We are ALL here for one another, and if you simply cant accept that then you need to look inward, because you are likely directing your anger in the wrong direction. We can and are so so powerful and wonderful as a community, we can and will protect eachother and uplift one another.

To my trans bothers, sisters, siblings,

to any GNC, intersex, detrans, or closeted siblings,

I love you... okay?