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mutt, owl, rosie, frankie, bucket • he him & she her • diagnosed autistic and idk what else is wrong with me • trans ftm boygirlthing • pers/vent blog to process my thoughts and feelings

feel free to ask for my main. rbs are fine idc

last updated ; 14 / 05 / 2026 .

#🫀#dont really know what else to add .#will probably frequently update this post . thank u for reading < 3

achillesinhighheels

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and i'm losing sense of time

#rb

#petscop #tapers #care #carrie mark #not feeling good at all at all. i love u carrie #tw implied csa #< only tagging bc this is vent art

i dont really know what to do with myself

#petscop #care #carrie mark

hi rosie

#rosie #tw sh implied #dont tag as oc please and thanks #idk if ill ever main tag this maybe #mine

doign everything in my power not to cancel my therapy session in june

#first proper therapy session. like it’s actually hitting me im getitng help for this now and i dont like it #having to do that phone call a bit ago took so much out of me i hate. i hate hate phone calls #i dont want to journal all my thoughts but i know ill forget. how do i tell them anything #how do i twll them whatever. whatever whatever i should go eat but dont want to #mine

i really want to share more about owl but the issue with her is in my head she’s a lot more triggering than i admit

#how it feels not telling anyone owl and mutt are based off my own personal manic and depressive episodes lol. lol #mine

MY REFERRAL GOT APPROVED LETS FUCKING GOOO

#mine

oughh weird day.

#mine

google how do i know who ia m. google do you hear me

#mine

i dont want to touch anythjng i dont want to touch anything i dont want to touch anyone or anythingor be touched ever ever ever ever

#mine

too hot to keep window shut. nighttime . someone outside

#AUAGHHHHHH okay. shut window put fan on try to ignore the fear of it catching fire #no one is actually outside i know this. can i stop #mine

silenceheldme

when its getting bad again but you can‘t talk to anybody about it so you lowkey just sit there and let your thoughts consume you

#rb

i thought i was . feeling better ok

daily affirmations:

I'm not being watched.

I'm not a horrible person.

no one is watching me through my phone's camera.

I will not fall for my mom's ragebait.

my friends don't hate me.

#rb

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