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Become what you deserve, therefore, you won't go searching for it in anyone else.

[tkkatherineblog]

[oddorch]

[toolcvely]

Me.

maybe i wasn't made for you,

but i like to think i was.

because for that moment, i mattered.

i mattered to you.

but as leaves fall to the ground, quicker than i can get over you,

i am left open.

open to new leaves and seasons—for now.

as i start to bloom i will blossom into something more—

me.

—e.c.

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[honeyfox777]

http://Instagram.com/agnijagrigule/

[supremeputa]

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[olearypoetry]

[littlewickedthings]

dried flowers by Alexandr'e Le May

[thowd]

[brownnesscrew]

Rihanna x Harpeer’s Bazaar is so perfect!

[keyantaee-blog]

MasterPiece

MasterPiece

I was emotionally bulimic and I didn’t know

building up walls and arenas

to keep out the love I wanted to stay in

purging my cravings

I made a beautiful construction, so my self esteem was high

I as the architect, was even distracted by the architecture and missed the deep seeded insecurities that hid inside

only inviting people in that were just as emotionally unavailable as me

a sure guarantee

that if they just so happened to touch my heart, my walls still wouldn’t go crumbling down

and then I invited someone in who roamed deep enough for my insecurities to be found.

Hanging on the wall to their right, is my low self esteem of being accepted

and over there to their left is my low self esteem of being loved

you see I didn’t know that I overcompensate in a relationship because in return I want their validation and attention

I didn’t truly recognize the intention of my giving

Unrealistic expectations

causing me to think I wasn’t getting enough back in return

When really I’ve learned, that I was just investing in my own hurt and pain

looking outside of myself for a false sense of happiness

So I’ve decided to take a step back from these walls I’ve built

It’s about that time I tear them down

Now I am on the outside of myself looking in

I am going to love me like no one else can love me

and this time

I’m going to create a breathtaking museum

[olearypoetry]

[scorpy]

[ellehena]

[boseman-chadwick]

Lisa Bonet

photographed by Yelena Yemchuk for PORTER Edit March 2018

[byjamiebruce]

we literally just sat in living room on the floor and shot this.

photographer: jamie bruce Model: sienna evans

[madamemolamola]

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