Oooolalala .

A Compilation of my Thoughts

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it’s been a minute 🖤

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Caramel 🍫

baldie gang ✊🏾✨

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semi-sweet

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Pre gym selfie 😂😂

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MasterPiece

MasterPiece

I was emotionally bulimic and I didn’t know

building up walls and arenas

to keep out the love I wanted to stay in

purging my cravings

I made a beautiful construction, so my self esteem was high

I as the architect, was even distracted by the architecture and missed the deep seeded insecurities that hid inside

only inviting people in that were just as emotionally unavailable as me

a sure guarantee

that if they just so happened to touch my heart, my walls still wouldn’t go crumbling down

and then I invited someone in who roamed deep enough for my insecurities to be found.

Hanging on the wall to their right, is my low self esteem of being accepted

and over there to their left is my low self esteem of being loved

you see I didn’t know that I overcompensate in a relationship because in return I want their validation and attention

I didn’t truly recognize the intention of my giving

Unrealistic expectations

causing me to think I wasn’t getting enough back in return

When really I’ve learned, that I was just investing in my own hurt and pain

looking outside of myself for a false sense of happiness

So I’ve decided to take a step back from these walls I’ve built

It’s about that time I tear them down

Now I am on the outside of myself looking in

I am going to love me like no one else can love me

and this time

I’m going to create a breathtaking museum

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Ravage

My reasoning has always been a slave to my passion

Exploration in my feelings, determining my ends

Reasoning only used as a means to realize those ends

In my passion I will choose my total ruin to prevent the least uneasiness of you

Destructively in love

Truth?

I just need that same passion for myself.

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Gone.

With the kiss of love

Your soul touched my lips

interlocking my mind in your heart

Imperishable beauty

captured without the knowledge of your existence

Existing

was us

And now

fragments of me are left with you

causing an unsmiling grin to grace my cheeks

who knew remaining stoic could hurt

aches propel throughout my body

pain

landing directly in the space reserved for you

my heart

becomes untangled

dismantling thoughts of happiness

developed is a chill that drives my mind cold

indifference lingering

perishing

is our future, untold.

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UFO’s Do Exist!

Listen...

When i tell you that i came so hard like Usain Bolt running the last leg in a 4x4.

Her tongue was moving faster that Usain in a 4X4,

using a four by four to tighten that Bolt.

i bust a nut.

No scratch that, i was a combustion of nuts all wrapped into one explosive orgasm.

A mechanism that i cannot begin to explain had occurred in my body.

i don't even know who i am anymore, shit even more ..

who is she ?!

Looking at her as if a UFO is next to me,

my stars did she just give me an outer flesh experience.

As i wonder in space, i think to how the good word reads if thou shall live according to the flesh and experiment

.. ye shall not see the light.

Smiling sheepishly,

I think brilliantly

The Light

Had my eyes made so that the iris narrows & pupils constrict,

I give way to the allure of darkness allowing it in

Legs shaking soul quaking

all over her is where I choose to send my sin

#lordforgiveme

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Ebony

Satin layers elegantly hugging every curve

Cover girl, you are

Alluring

Entrenched in spirit 

Possessing the history of the melanin that is deeper than your skin

Divine

Bearing the weight of the eyes coveting your complexion

Brown, in depth

All shades of magnificent

Brilliantly astute, maneuvering through generations of repression

Impenetrable by nature 

Mistaken as aggression

Ebony

You are concealed only to be revealed

to souls whom can grasp you in all of your glory

You are inimitably well made, Queen Ebony.

Your color is your story.

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Concealment

Harnessing the misconception of the words spewed from your mouth landing on the unintended receptor of my heart. Meant for my ears, I inhale the deception. Is it possible to unblossom because I did so in that very moment. In that moment thinking.. what shouldn't I be. A rose at its beautiful end. Because just as the beginning in the end we knew as friends.. we are one and the same.

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So .. I’m new to this blog thing but um I’ve been encouraged to share my poetry so that’s what I’m here for !! Enjoy, share, or comment #muchlove #acompilationofmythoughts