My.Awkward.Thoughts

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Is it weird that I’m scared to be old

I feel like when you become older, you have no life and you don’t do anything fun. After high school, I don’t want my life to be mundane and boring. I mean actually how many things can you really do in this world? We’re limited in my mind. I also have the fear of being alone which is... such a fun fear to have really 🙄 I’ve paid for my friends to come places with me so I wouldn’t be alone. Someday I’ll be an adult and I’m just gonna be all alone... you’re welcome for the tour through my most depressing thought.

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Boi

Am I the only one who actually really hates liking people? As in like attracted to them not just friends? Because I’m a plus sized queen you know? So most high school boys would never date a girl bigger than them. So, every time I like someone I have to tell myself that they aren’t the indeed because they won’t love you for who you are. Isn’t that a disappointment that in 2018 we can accept gay rights and black lives matter but can’t simply look past fat shaming? I understand when someone is morbidly obese and it’s unhealthy and them needing to seek medical attention but if you’re just a plus sized queen or king of ruler of some sort, why should we be shamed for the way we look? It doesn’t make any sense. Also I know I hit like 5 different subjects but role with it lol this is called my awkward thoughts for a reason.

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Time and future

Its so crazy how we’re all just a speck of dust in time to be forgotten. No matter how famous we become we will someway be forgotten. Also, for people who believe in religion, once you leave earth, you wont ever be coming back. Just an interesting thought...