Rainy Days

[artbylittlebug]

[my-rainy-dayss]

It’s weird right?

We don’t want anyone to know how bad we are doing, yet we give people small signs to let them know that we are not okay and secretly hope they will notice…

But why? We all know that person can’t help you and they will just tell you that you need to go in therapy. But we all know that right? So why do we need someone to tell us something we already know before we actually start doing it.

[my-rainy-dayss]

Where is that pause button we all need in life?

[anxietyproblem]

[my-rainy-dayss]

Why is life so damn complicated?

[quotefeeling]

“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone.”

— Robin Williams

[anxietyproblem]

[my-rainy-dayss]

I don’t this this will work…

I just can’t take this anymore I’m so close to just give up and relapse again.

[only-cat-memes]

[nev-valkyriesdottir]

@ilovesnat 😁

[its-simply-just-krys]

“Mouthful of Forevers”, Clementine von Radics

[noname-404s-blog]

[borderline-nugget]

I hate being in between. Not actively suicidal, but hell how I want to die… I just want to vanish, disappear into thin air, I’m not strong enough to attempt… I wish I had though…

[anxietyproblem]

[my-rainy-dayss]

I’m stuck in this circle and I can’t seem to escape it…

It’s like I am always looking for reasons to be unhappy and miserable, there is always something wrong with my life, if it’s not my physical health that’s ruining my life, I will relapse in my mental health and will be all messed up in my head again.

It’s like I can’t seem to be capable to feel joy and happiness, like I’m not able to be satisfied and find joy in the small things in life.

I have tried to recover so many times now, but every time I’m doing slightly better, I just relapse again, because I can’t cope with this life, with my feelings…

I find life just so complicated and I’m just so so scared all of the time. i don’t understand how people do this life shit and be happy with it.

I don’t know how long I can keep going on like this, I’m scared that my impulsive thoughts will take over one day and I will do something really stupid.

[anxietyproblem]

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