Respiratory Program
So, I applied to the respiratory program at my school (for fall 2022). Mostly due to my fear that I would not score well enough for the RN program...I always need a back up plan lol.
Turns out I scored well enough on the TEAS and so I submitted my RN application (for Spring 2023).
I woke up today with a email, Congratulating me on my acceptance into the RESPIRATORY PROGRAM!!
I don't know how I feel. I feel numb. Because although I know I am a competitive enough candidate for the RN program, my imposter syndrome has me doubting if I its not a mistake passing on the Respiratory program...what if I don't get into the RN...what if I am not as competitive as I think I am...what if I regret passing up what I have already been accepted to?...UGH!!!
I can't even enjoy the fact that I GOT IN! respiratory in my school is also a pretty competitive program considering it is only offered once a year and yet my dumb brain won't let me at least bask in this achievement for a minute!
I keep telling myself that I AM competitive enough for the RN program, that I am knowledgable, Im an amazing student, that I have what it takes to get into the RN program and pass it. But still...
These feelings of inadequacy plague me to the point of doubting my decision to go full speed ahead for the RN program and forgo Respiratory...SMH









