Hello, i'm Rain, and here we go again. Let me throw up on your carpet (the one with weird shapes on it) and beg not to disturb the tumblr gods too much
☆very very old (16)
☆they/them...i'm an entity
☆love collecting bottle caps, soda tabs, fabric patches, trinkets, jars of my blood, inaccurate diagnosis
☆also love wearing silly socks and hating on raw tomatoes
☆wasian but the w is lowkey silent
☆learned english through movies, sorry for any errors </3
☆I love art in all its forms and my amazing boyfriend yes I am !TAKEN!
☆pro-recovery!
☆my issues are ugly
☆cringe cringe cringe and not nonchalant like at all
☆ I paint. Kinda. And post it sometimes eheh
☆ LOVE ASKS LOVE TAG GAMES LOVE DMS LOVE MAKING FRIENDS HERE
☆ I don't really reblog much for a reason I don't understand
☆fuck tuesdays
☆answering asks might take a while I am so sorry I am paranoid and shit
☆elf ears/bat ears!! Everyday!!!
☆please don't flirt with me or ask for nudes
☆favourite dinosaur is parasaurolophus
☆I do my best to put my really f-up posts under a read more
☆lifestyle jirai
☆will add more when I remember who I am ToT
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Favourite authors: Kazuo Ishiguro, Tj klune, Alice Osman, Andrew Joseph White, Osamu Dazai, Jessica Townsend, Suzanne Collins and more...ofc
Favourite shows/movies: arcane, the owl house, she-ra, the amazing digital circus. gaslight district, umbrella academy, knights of guinevere, perfect day, I saw the tv glow. edward scissorhands SO SO MANY MORE AGHHH
Favourite podcasts: THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES, welcome to the nightvale, rotten mango (yes, that's a true crime podcast. Yes, am sick and twisted and like hearing about all the terrible things in this world), camp here and there, about to listen to malevolent and so so many more
Favourite music artists: will wood, mother mother, bikini kill, idkhbtfm, penelope Scott, mitski, rabbitology, crane wives, alex g, big thief, a verbal equinox, mcr, mommy long legs, lemon demon, Evelyn Evelyn, the oozes, eliot mei, ghosts and pals, kikuo, 9 inch nails, fish in a birdcage, the scary jokes, the mechanisms, nastyona, marina, of montreal. phemiec, charming disasters, human zoo,eleisha eagle, jhariah, kabaret sybarit. machinery of the human heart, cricket alicebanD, the blake Robinson symphonic Orchestra, miracle musical, AAAAAAAA THIS IS NOT EVEN A HALF
I am self diagnosed with autism (JUST TRUST ME BRO I DID MY RESEARCH), and diagnosed with borderline development. I also struggle with disordered eating, depression, sh, anger issues, as well as some other things
Some hashtags i use:
#strawberry dumplings- interacting with yall (:<
#raw tomatoes suck-tried to be funny (probably failed </3)
#agressive optimism-the whole world is ending but it's fine, it's FINE
#worshipping spinning insects/unlocal entity-yall better think @maggots-in-a-microwave is amazing or will put superglue in your coffee
#purple reblogs purple- i have a deep relationship with posts from my old blog(s), they are my sickly children
#life's a deeply tragic affair- vent posts, (not)eating related posts, $h posts
#fighting with the invisible people - i'm arguing with the air, enjoy
#awkwardnessmaxxing -pictures of my avatar
#salvador dali says you left your eyeball on his nightstand - doodles
Anons:💌🧡,🌖🦝, 🪽, ☁️, 🥩🪽, 🍒, join.......or i will cry >_<
If you read it all, i'm paying for your lobotomy, also here you go->🍪🍪🍪(dw they are 0 cals)
I need to get up. The sun is so awful I hate it, i'm so tired but I slept well, I want to do things but it feels as if my body is stuck on this spot. I'm scared that someone, genuinely no idea who, will come here. If i go outside they'll go after me, it's not safe out there. This is ridiculous nothing is wrong, it just feels wrong. I worry about everything.
There's this pain in my body that no healthy thing can get rid of. It's always there just making everything hurt and I genuinely don't think it will ever permanently go away
