Dying in a hot tub

This shit messes with my head The only home I know is my bed Too lazy for a suicide I just watch the days pass hoping to die

[iflytothemoonagain]

Did I just gaslight myself into actually believing that I am not depressed and that I’m just faking it for the attention?

Yes!

[anxietyproblem]

[iflytothemoonagain]

It gets said that the people around you change as you grow

But it hurts so fucking hard when someone leaves without an explanation

It feels like a piece of my soul leaves with them

And yet, every single time when it happens, it feels like it is my own god damn fault

[perfectquote]

“Sometimes we break our own hearts because we expect too much.”

— Unknown

[iflytothemoonagain]

For the first time

I actually feel like I am surrounded

by people who love me

And for the first time

I feel so alone

[anxietyproblem]

[perfectquote]

“Your heart knows the way. Run in that direction.”

— Rumi

[perfectquote]

“We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot.”

— Unknown

[thehopefulquotes]

“Keep the ones who heard you when you never said a word.”

— Unknown

[anxietyproblem]

[lisa-rowee]

[stay-close]

I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.

Unknown (via stay-close)

[sa-dnesss]

I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.

(via sa-dnesss)

[leonardospoetry]

constantly on this search

[thoughtkick]

My entire life can be described in one sentence: It didn’t go as planned, and that’s okay.

Rachel Wolchin (via thoughtkick)

[cynthia-viv-deactivated20240204]

"An hour spent reading is one stolen from paradise."

–Thomas Wharton

[stay-close]

“Even the darkest night will end and the sun will rise.”

— Unknown