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im fucking speechless. not even buddie shippers were saying this.
he really IS one of us

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im fucking speechless. not even buddie shippers were saying this.
he really IS one of us
I'm glad you finally enjoyed Nashville, Buck.
9-1-1 S09E07 "Secrets"
eddie’s sweaty tank top.
sorry but have we already talked about the fact that in 8x17 eddie has already quote unquote “gone to the airport” by the time buck wakes up the next morning. which means that he had his big fight with buck and then immediately phoned pepa. in the middle of the night. in order to get chris on an early morning flight. i hadn’t considered this before but logistically that’s how it had to have happened. the man didn’t even have time for a cooling off period he just immediately started fixing it the second after it broke. eddie diaz angrily booking two flights from texas: this’ll show him!
i love how, canonically, the relationship between buck and eddie isn’t just “best friends” but “this thing between us” and “what eddie and i have”
there really is something so unbelievably special to me about buck and christopher’s relationship because it’s like. well i personally don’t like to say that bucks his dad because i don’t think it’s an accurate description of their relationship OR how either of them view it. but it’s also not Not true. because buck is a Trusted Adult. and christopher’s best friend. and i think there’s something just very very special about this seven year old deciding to love his dads friend just so very much. and buck being on the receiving end of that love and treating it as seriously as he does. there’s never any sense of that slightly dismissive attitude adults sometimes have where it’s like “oh yeah he’s seven he loves everyone like that” like NO. it’s a gift. to be trusted like that. or even if that IS true i love that buck is still very much like well who cares if he loves everyone that much! that’s awesome! i am going to treat him like a fully realised person. and if you have ever worked or interacted much with children then you know that if you treat them like a fully realised person you pretty quickly become one of their favourite guys ever. like it’s just so. idk. they’re just intensely special to me. like that’s his buck
(current) christopher counter (pt.2) : 67
WHAT was the point of eddie liking risky business if no take my breath away needledrop while buck strips out of a soaking wet tshirt. like what is the fucking point
competition with Who 🇬🇧 come on Evan, don't make me say it 🙄 wait. Eddie? 🤨 ⁱ ᵐᵉᵃⁿ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ˡⁱᵛⁱⁿᵍ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵍᵘʸ'ˢ ʰᵒᵘˢᵉ 😒🫱 Okay! this is Not his house! 🫲😠 he was a renter! 🫲😠 and he's straight❗️*scoff* Okay 🙄 you know, i don't have to wanna sleep with everyone i have feelings for and i don't have to have Feelings for everyone i sleep with 🫱 Got It 😐 whoa Um.... 😮
No one even CARES. that eddie watched risky business (1983) so many times he was able to recreate tom cruise’s dance BEAT FOR BEAT and MOVE FOR MOVE. No one even cares that eddie had a top gun (1986) poster in his childhood bedroom that he would stare at for a little too long at night. no one cares that eddie complained the whole way when his sisters dragged him to see interview with a vampire (1994) only for him to quietly end up liking the movie more than they did. NO ONE CARES about eddie, 2 beers in, shyly admitting to buck that he maybe HAD(!) a little crush on tom cruise as he shows him cocktail (1988) on the couch one night. no one cares about buck being quietly petty and hating tom cruise and all his movies because he’s so jealous. no one cares
can't stop thinking about buck's thing about sex which like yay of course it does go back to that conversation with bobby about disrespect but i wonder if also the reason why that stuck is because it came at a time where buck was trying to reinvent himself into someone with purpose and worth. and like more than anything he just wants to be something to someone. or everyone. and i think sexual desire to him is the kind of self-absorbed thing that is a remnant of a different kind of guy, and it's ok to him to be that guy in certain contexts (like when he fucks his ex and doesn't expect it to mean anything) but it's less ok to him to be that guy when he's trying to be "well-behaved." and anyway his feeling good doesn't make him better or more lovable - it might even make him worse - he learned that a long time ago
i just feel like buck frequently tries very hard to make the Real Buck very small. but he's not good enough at emotionally regulating or even identifying what is happening inside of him to like. not act the way he does. so Real Buck (whose actual intentions and wants and needs, including sex, are crunched up) comes out in mysterious ways. like of course Real Buck wants to fuck eddie. but wanting to fuck eddie, his straight best friend, is not compatible with Good Buck. the guy he is trying to be. he also crucially is oblivious - willfully or not - to Real Buck wanting to fuck eddie. why would Real Buck want to fuck eddie (thing nobody even accused him of)? Real Buck is Good Buck. so basically in response he blacks out and says the most insane shit you've ever heard. sighhhhhh. Buck diaz...
Thinking about eddie “watched risky business so much he memorised tom cruise’s dance moves in it beat for beat” diaz again. they’re watching mission impossible fallout at the diaz residence. AGAIN. for like the third time that month. chris is bored. buck is seething with jealousy. and eddie is having a great time with his Tom cruise horse blinders on ☺️
chris leaves somewhere after the halo jump scene. 2 beers in and a couple fight scenes later buck is getting antsy and bored as all fuck and is contemplating WHY he even sits through these movies for eddie, when eddie offhandedly goes, “if i had to fuck a guy, it’s gotta be him,” and buck chokes on his beer and sputters- half enraged with jealousy and half just extremely caught off guard, because What, and all he can muster is a weak “really? him?” that sounds a little too desperate and whiny even for his ears… Eddie (infuriatingly) pays no attention to him though, and is like, “yeah? wouldn’t you?”- not once taking his eyes off the screen. buck just pinches the bridge of his nose- “eddie just because i’m bisexual doesn’t mean i’m attracted to EVERY guy i-“ and eddie rolls his eyes and cuts him off with a “that’s not what i meant, buck,” and eddie still isn’t looking at him and his eyes are glued to the fucking movie he’s seen at least 15 times in the past 3 months alone and the stupid fucking motorcycle chase is dragging on way too long for buck’s taste and he’s trying to swallow his newfound disdain for international superstar Tom Cruise and eddie’s apparent crush on him when eddie goes- “all i’m saying, sexuality aside, he’s a good lookin’ dude,” and buck has no one to blame but himself when he slips out a “what about. me.” and eddie’s barely looking at him, STILL transfixed on the fucking movie and goes “what about you?” and without thinking- blinded by jealousy and unwarranted possessiveness over eddie who buck decides will NEVER get a chance to fuck tom cruise, not if he can help it: “if you had to fuck a guy,” he breathes out. “what about me?”
instagram has started recommending me videos of firefighters working out and i gotta say it’s really working for me. from the right angle that’s my friend eddie diaz telling me to do a plank. and brother i’m doing them 👍
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Eddie + Helping Buck navigate his feelings 9-1-1, - Inspired by this post by @eddiecoded