Fire & Oral

19 . England . Cambridge/Lancaster . Drama Student

[charmianross-deactivated2021100]

[fyeahcontroversialcharacters]

[sinclair-wildstar]

I will reblog this every time it crosses my dash.

[dreamychocolateprincess]

People who don’t get this infuriate me

[just-shower-thoughts]

Did Pavlov ever think of feeding his dogs after hearing random bells ringing?

[just-shower-thoughts]

2/20/2017. Today’s date looks like it’s stuttering.

[feeelingalright]

This past winter vs. this summer comparison of my favorite plant. It’s amazing the changes that occur of a period of a couple months.

[respectfulmemes]

[thronescastdaily]

I don’t really feel that famous. I think I lead quite a normal life with the occasional something a bit different. I like getting on the train and normal stuff like doing the dishes, because you can so easily lose your mind in this world where everything’s done for you, you get picked up, driven to things, given stuff for free and all that madness.

[bpdlavender]

someone: speaks louder than normal with a slightly aggressive tone me: here come the tears

[cestvibe]

[dinuguan]

[just-shower-thoughts]

Spiderman would be a lot less cool if he didn’t live in New York

[mogifire]

Black and White painting  by Bob Ross

[boss-of-the-plains]

Still looks awesome

[stuffinspace-deactivated2017100]

bob ross is the most unproblematic of the faves

[crescentia-tamarind-deactivated]

All he ever wanted was to brighten your day.

[hunterinabrowncoat]

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

[rivermusic]

[lovemakesyouwonder]

[just-shower-thoughts]

As someone who was born well after Nixon’s Presidency, I have learned more about him through Futurama than anything else.

[renovation]