alana

20 and a 21st century jester

[amaiandco]

my little wannabe martyr Rory

[rinnalien]

Well... can't blame him. 👀

[amaiandco]

my lil smarty pants Anora

[mycosmia]

Made plans with an old friend today. The guilt is eating me alive. I don’t know why I’m guilty but I can feel it

[ihaveanaxe]

Watching Mizumono so I don’t feel alone in my stomach pains and being covered in blood (I just got my period)

[mycosmia]

feeling an extreme level of guilt and anxiety on this Tuesday night

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— beau taplin

[mycosmia]

And what if I post my 5k+ word document analyzing romance and religion in Hannibal and how they are often the same

[mycosmia]

because. Their relationship was so great and complex and sacred it’s biblical. The kind of grief and gore that only something divine can create. You with me?

[mycosmia]

And what if I post my 5k+ word document analyzing romance and religion in Hannibal and how they are often the same

[mycosmia]

I will die your daughter by susannah joffe is so abigail Hobbs core it makes me sick.

The first time abigail Hobbs died in a kitchen she stopped being just a girl with a father

She might not have stopped breathing every time. But she died someone’s daughter.

The second time abigail Hobbs died she stopped being a daughter to Hannibal and became a chess piece. A pawn in his revenge against will.

the third time she died in a kitchen she was immortalized. This is all she will be. Hannibal sealed her fate to be nothing more than a helpless lamb. A sacrifice that will has to accept

[mycosmia]

Big fan of Hannibal being represented as god. Holy. Divine. Ugly. Because yeah, he did pour his spirit on people. Sons and daughters will prophesy. Will graham was touched by something holy and otherworldly and like any religion he also was guilty

[mycosmia]

One of my favorite things in Hannibal is when Will kills Randall, and Hannibal cleans his hands. It makes me so AURRGHHHH!!

At this point the plan to betray Hannibal is already in place. Will has already betrayed Hannibal’s trust while leading Hannibal to think the opposite. And I can’t help but think about the resemblance to Jesus and Judas. Jesus washed Judas’ feet !!! While Judas was plotting to betray him!!!

The plan was set in motion. The betrayal was done. Yet we see this act of kindness, of acceptance. Consolidation of their twisted interests I guess.

Save me Hannibal x religious imagery

[mycosmia]

time to stay up till 6 am and make playlists. God yes finally

[roomba-with-knives-taped-to-it]

For some reason the versions of this where he gives two salutes is being deleted and replaced with a version with a quick cut to a cheering crowd so I’ll just share it here 🙃

[nerdreamer]

[wokefrogvirus]

elon musk did a nazi salute twice at the inauguration, and republicans are defending him.

trump revoked executive order 11246, which prohibited discrimination.

trump put all dei employees on leave to be fired.

trump banned all lgbtq+ flags from being hung in government buildings.

trump rolled back biden’s executive order to lower prescription drug costs for people using medicare and medicaid.

trump rescinded the $35 cap on insulin, and prices are expected to rise to $1500 a month.

trump ordered the national institutes of health to cancel their review panels on cancer research.

trump ended the guidelines to prevent ai misuse. the guidelines prevent many things, but notably it prevents production of ai child pornography.

when sean hannity asked trump about the economy, he said “i don’t care”, after campaigning with the economy as his main talking point.

trump has withdrawn the us from the world health organization.

trump is ordering health agencies to stop reporting on bird flu and halt publications of scientific reports.

trump has pardoned over 1500 people who stormed the capitol on january 6th.

trump changed mount denali back to mount mckinley.

trump signed an executive order to rename the gulf of mexico to gulf of america.

trump shut down cbp one, an app which granted legal entry to 1 million+ immigrants.

trump is allowing ice raids at churches and elementary schools.

trump announced plans to declare a national emergency at the us-mexico border.

trump signed an executive order to expand the use of the death penalty.

trump disbanded the school safety board that works to prevent school shootings. it was comprised of survivors, educators, and gun violence prevention advocates and formed after the school shooting in parkland.

trump withdrew from the paris climate act.

trump revoked all protections for transgender troops in the us military.

trump rescinded executive orders made by biden that benefited and protected women, lgbtq+ people, black americans, hispanic americans, asian americans, native hawaiians, and pacific islanders.

trump is attempting to make it legal to refuse to hire or fire pregnant women.

multiple state legislators are drafting bills to allow the punishment for abortion to be the death penalty.

trump pardoned 23 individuals convicted under the freedom of access to clinic entrances (FACE) act for their anti-abortion activism, including oftentimes violent protests at abortion clinics.

trump signed an executive order allowing deportation of foreign students who they believe express support for hamas or hezbollah.

trump announced that the us government will from here on out only recognize male and female as sexes. intersex is not legally recognized anymore.

trump refused to swear on the bible during his inauguration.

andy ogles drafted a constitutional amendment to allow trump to be president for a third term.

georgia republican congressman mike collins called for the deportation of new jersey born mariann budde, the bishop who urged trump to “have mercy” on the lgbtq+ community and immigrants during a service at the national cathedral.

six states (arizona, idaho, iowa, kansas, mississippi, and north dakota) are planning on challenging obergefell v. hodges, which would end same-sex marriage nationwide. about a dozen more states have representatives who are also considering filing similar resolutions.

amazon revoked protections for lgbtq+ and black employees.

every single republican told us we were overreacting. trump swore he had nothing to do with project 2025 yet continues implementing details outlined in it. not a single person has the right to tell us we’re being dramatic anymore.

hope the possibility of cheaper eggs and gas was worth it.

[mycosmia]

I stayed up too late and now I’m thinking about god and my family and how I can’t tell the two apart. When I think of worship I think of my grandmother putting my hair in ringlets and the nice coats she would buy me for Sunday mass.

When I think of the crucifixion I think of the sacrifices my mother had to give and the life she missed out on for the sake of her children.

Do I believe in god? Do I miss my dad? Am I religious? Do I say I’m religious because I was put in catholic school by my family and to defy god feels like defying them? Who knows!