"My Deadly Cyns" —cynnie

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“ 3 poem scraps ”

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forever together and always apart

my seven deadly Cyns

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musically charmed snake

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Loneliness

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infinitely orbiting life

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22 thriving: this was just a wish: surviving 18

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red and cleanse

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[cynnie-the-pooh]

artists intertwining kitchen sinks pouring in person phone conversations in the car

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spoken word stream of revised consciousness about Everything reciting life, mine and yours and ours,,

8/20/2020 12am

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8/29/2020 6:33am

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quit the ritual

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thunderclouds

it’s okay to feel dark and heavy.

just know the storm will come,

and it will go.

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cut down

i was

rotten

and decayed

i was

ugly to them

/

just a stump

two feet up from

the ground

/

destroyed

by lightening strikes

splitting my limbs

and soon it scarred

/

but i

did not die

with the tree

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my spirit

carried

the seeds

that will rebirth

an evolved version

stronger

more resilient

to thunderstorms

that have broken me

—cynnie

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sometimes i will slow down

turn around and walk the other way

but each and every time

i come back again

because i learned how to live a better way

i will not stop

not today not ever

because i will only ever always be resilient

i will not stay stagnant

i dont care how slow i move along

just as long as i stay afloat

treading water is enough

breathing just right after drowning

i will not stop

not today not ever

—cynnie