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[mydelianiii]

there are three things that upset me the most

1. Hope 

2. Desire, that make the hope seem to real and far

3. Me doing nothing to reach the first one and get rid the second one

[mydelianiii]

deli story #1

edisi hari santri nasional 

so what you guys first think of living outside boarding school? meet shit people? can’t control their self? i’ll tell you its COMPLETELY WRONG

just don’t look from negative side, take a look from the positive side.

anak pesantren identik banget sama yang namanya culture shock sama kehidupan setelah pesantren, mereka takut katanya, its alright though, its literally new experience and new environment. kita dateng dari tempat yang homogen, semuanya sama karena ada peraturan, se jelek - jelek nya ya bisa bayangin lah nakal anak pesantren. but here, we live together in heteronegity which is beautiful. 

heteronitas menurut gue adalah lingkungan yang saling berbeda, dan ada disisi mana kita tergantung dengan pilihan kita sendiri. 

mereka bilang tempat gue banyak anak yang ga bener, mereka bilang cara berpakaian teman - teman kampus gue kurang bener (syar’i). well here’s my story, gue udah ketemu 2 orang dari sekolah yang bukan pesantren berjilbab disini, gue deket banget sama orang yang pengen banget berjilbab, gamau ngomong kasar dan lain - lain. kadang temen gue bilang masih pengen lepas jilbab, kadang yang masih mau berjilbab takut ga istiqomah. but overall  they literally moved my heart, they’ve made me want to help them, made me what to be with them, because their stronger than they look.

gue nge fans banget sama orang - orang kayak gitu, they reach their decision by choosing not being told which is what i’ve done when school. 

so what you guys think?

[mydelianiii]

what i truly #series

this time is (thankful)

i’m truly happy and thankful for my parents, family and friends for the past 18 years. sometimes there’s sadness but another day are blessing ( God bless give me life for 18 years).

parents are family actually not in the discussion because we all are already know how precious they are. 

my dearest and damn friends from boarding school are just superb, they’re really super cool, they blend but not loosing their identity which that thing i’m lack of, (but i’m still better in blend in tho, try to walk in ma shoes guys)

my new friends in college just saved me, literally saved me, like in every aspect, grades, personality, sick soul and spirit. they’re just blown me up, their fucking crazy, fun and the best is i can enjoy study with ‘em.

i learn something actually, being friends need limit time, like sometimes i feel not in sync with my high school friends again maybe because i spent time like almost 6 years, 24 hours a day with ‘em so its just suck i know ‘em so well so i kinda hate ‘em (its still good by the way, have friends that really know you well) but my college friends are just college friends and super geng that support each other so its super nice and comfortable.

but overall, my friends wherever and whenever they come from are just blessing for me, i’m so thankful. friends are actually forever right? :)

[mydelianiii]

detak jantung saya terdengar sampai telinga. 

sungguh indah ciptaan - Nya 

biarkan detak jantung bapak dan ibu berdetak lebih lama tuhan

hanya itu satu doa saya. 

tangis pilu saya sambil menggendong dosa

ingin minta ampun sepenuh jiwa dan raga

siapa yang dapat menuntun saya 

supaya doa saya di terima oleh tuhan. 

tapi Engkau lah maha pengampun dan mendengar 

sungguh, Engkau sangat saya cintai

[mydelianiii]

Black Eyed Peas and Ariana Grande - Where Is The Love (One Love Manchester)

Black Eyed Peas and Ariana Grande perform Where Is The Love at One Love Manchester. Visit the BBC Music website for more videos http://www.bbc.co.uk/programm...

What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach? Or would you turn the other cheek? Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love, the love, the love It just ain't the same, old ways have changed New days are strange, is the world insane? If love and peace are so strong Why are there pieces of love that don't belong? Nations droppin' bombs Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug If you never know truth then you never know love Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know) Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know) Where's the love, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach? Or would you turn the other cheek? Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love) Where is the love (The love)? Where is the love (The love)? Where is the love (The love)? Where is the love (The love)? Where is the love (The love)? Where is the love (The love)? Where is the love, the love, the love? I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder Most of us only care about money makin' Selfishness got us followin' the wrong direction Wrong information always shown by the media Negative images is the main criteria Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity Whatever happened to the fairness and equality Instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under Gotta keep my faith alive 'til love is found Now ask yourself Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love? Father, Father, Father, help us Send some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love? Sing with me y'all: One world, one world (We only got) One world, one world (That's all we got) One world, one world And something's wrong with it (Yeah) Something's wrong with it (Yeah) Something's wrong with the wo-wo-world, yeah We only got (One world, one world) That's all we got (One world, one world)

[mydelianiii]

Ignorance can ruined you -

Forgot

[mydelianiii]

1. Location no.24 by Mr. Vermont Coronel Jr

2. Affection : Empati 

3. no rules are equal 

[chloedeckar]

Hell, yeah!

[mydelianiii]

-kosong-

seperti gelas tanpa air 

i feel it right now.

[mydelianiii]

James Arthur - Say You Won't Let Go

James Arthur 'Say you won't let go' Get the song here: https://smg.lnk.to/sayyouwontletgo Stream it on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5uCax9HTNlzGyb...

i met you in the dark, you lit me up You made me feel as though I was enough We danced the night away, we drank too much I held your hair back when You were throwing up

Then you smiled over your shoulder For a minute, I was stone-cold sober I pulled you closer to my chest And you asked me to stay over I said, I already told ya I think that you should get some restI knew I loved you then But you'd never know 'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go I know I needed you But I never showed But I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old Just say you won't let go Just say you won't let go

I'll wake you up with some breakfast in bed I'll bring you coffee with a kiss on your head And I'll take the kids to school Wave them goodbye And I'll thank my lucky stars for that nightWhen you looked over your shoulder For a minute, I forget that I'm older I wanna dance with you right now Oh, and you look as beautiful as ever And I swear that everyday you'll get better You make me feel this way somehow

I'm so in love with you And I hope you know Darling your love is more than worth its weight in gold We've come so far my dear Look how we've grown And I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old Just say you won't let go Just say you won't let go

I wanna live with you Even when we're ghosts 'Cause you were always there for me when I needed you mostI'm gonna love you till My lungs give out I promise till death we part like in our vows So I wrote this song for you, now everybody knows 'Cause now it's just you and me till we're grey and old Just say you won't let go Just say you won't let go Just say you won't let go

Oh, just say you won't let go

cr

[creckhead]

Banyak ke-kontraan di dalam kepala. Tapi semuanya tak kuucap karena kutau, untuk mengambil sebuah keputusan; kau sudah cukup dewasa

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[thewitchpoet-blog]

reblog this if you identify as a witch and a writer

I wanna know more of you

[herricahyadi]

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(via herricahyadi)

[mydelianiii]

NYATA

Karena di setiap sudut-sudut kecil diriku Dia lah penopangnya Dan di dalam jiwaku yang kotor Aku cinta pada-Nya Ingin rasanya menumpahkan air mata Yang semakin lama semakin membendung Tapi sujudku begitu singkat Bacaanku tergesa-gesa Kusalahkan waktu Tapi waktu balik mengejekku Ingin rasanya kulempar diriku Kedalamnya laut penebus dosa Yang melelehkan semua hal buruk dalam diriku Ingin rasanya aku berteriak keras Di ujung cakrawala "aku cinta pada-Nya" Tapi bodohnya aku, Kata-kata Tak akan pernah cukup. Kuteriaki diriku untuk menghentikan tulisan bodoh ini. Sedih nian. Hamba berdoa

[mydelianiii]

Sengklek. Gila. Rame. Geboy. Berawal dari "hai gue deli" Sampe "del lo genit ya dasar" Berawal dari "perkenalkan nama saya.." Sampe nyanyi "geboy mujaer" rame rame Berawal dari pusingpusing nganyam nametag Sampe nametag udah gaada bentuknya kemaren Thankyou so much guys. Whatever you do. Where ever you go. Keep it up guys. Love u guys An also a million thanks for my beloved ka iqbal and ka umai. Love u guys so much.

[yoursummerdreamz]

[mydelianiii]

Pas gebetan lo nge chat dan malah nanyain temen lo tuh.. SAKID WOI