My Depression Journal

So this is the story of my current depression. It will be a day to day account. Why am I depressed? Well yeah it's about a boy. My boyfriend of 1 year and 4 months broke up with me. He said he wasn't happy, he needed to live his life, and be free. So I'm here heartbroken and crying my eyes out. This my story.

[captainmarvall]

dance if you’re still alive and have trilogies to finish

[strangehorse]

i’ve never seen the cha-cha slide look cool before and i’m very perturbed rn

[fuocogo]

T’chacha

[mydepressionstory]

Update

This blog is trash please don’t follow it.

[despazito]

musicians only Dark Millenials will remember:

cobra starship

neon trees

metro station

3OH3

taio cruz

owl city

far east movement

ne-yo

onerepublic

boys like girls

[despazito]

the othe genre of 2008-2010s Dark Millenial music:

lady antebellum

shinedown

daughtry

the fray

kings of leon

theory of a deadman

skillet

rob thomas

the script

[thecheshirecass-deactivated2018]

This is not how I wanted to find out I’m a Dark Millennial. I hate this post.

[queerstatic]

tell me something nice, hit me with those positive vibess

[eatsleepcrap]

the earliest recorded named cat lived over 3000 years ago in egypt and was called ‘nedjem’ which means sweetie

[queerstatic]

[eatsleepcrap]

the pet cat of prince thutmose was called ‘tai miuwette’ which means ‘little mewer’

[queerstatic]

[eatsleepcrap]

in medieval england so many cats were given the name ‘gilbert’ that the word ‘gyb’ came to mean ‘pet cat’

[sexhaver]

probably the scariest thing about Pokemon is that there are canonically no regular animals in the world. think about that. whalers hunted Wailords for their oil and blubber. Magikarp are fried up and served for dinner and once every few months a Magikarp hatchery probably has a disaster where one of them accidentally evolves and destroys the entire facility. sometimes a sewer pipe will get clogged and they’ll send a repairman down to look into it and he shines his flashlight into the darkness only to illuminate hundreds or pairs of Grimer and Muk eyes and he prays to God before remembering that God is a pokemon too

[bigfootin]

[fix-a-h3eart-today]

Show me your TITS

T- Time I-Interest T- Thoughtfulness S- Some titties

[marisatomay]

[marisatomay]

[wholesomethemedmemes]

[4a0000-deactivated20180901]

The moon has known me all my life

[lilldiosa]

this is the most comforting thing I’ve read so far in 2018

[mydepressionstory]

Welp this is awkward. But I've graduated high school, headed to college, and with the love of my life, Zack. Life works out in a funny way. Happiness can truly come from some of the darkest places. I've learned that no matter what happens, true love does find a way. (As cheesy as that sounds)

[mydepressionstory]

update

Okay guys let's get something straight. I'm okay now. I'm with this amazing guy named Taylor. Zack has changed schools & he's actually doing a lot worse than I am. I don't really talk to him anymore, but I don't hate him. I've actually tried to help me with his recent sadness. But this blog was basically just a diary for my feelings at the time. And it can be used for others to see how I progressed from basically suicidal to true happiness. I hope that others can learn to realize that things really do get better. Feel free to follow my other blog ashleybranmuffin if you want to see how I'm doing. 

[mydepressionstory]

He broke up with you because he wasn't happy. Obviously it was because he wasn't happy being with you, sorry for being so blunt about it. But seriously, get over it. You are not "depressed" and "heartbroken;" you're like what, 16? stop, please. "I'll keep you in my prayers, sweetheart :P"

Yeah I know. I'm actually okay now. but thanks :)

[jacobscottk]

One Kiss by ~AskingMyValentine

[judywonphotography]

It’s that time of year again! This shall be going on until January 14, 2013! Don’t delete the info please!

You have one month to get in on this! My tumblr only shows when someone reblogs this one so here’s how you can get extra entries:

Like my photography page on facebook here.

Like my friend’s band Alteras Here.

Like/reblog/follow me!

^^^^ That all counts for 5 entries!

Includes:

Suicide Silence Shirt (Men’s Small)

Sleeping With Sirens Shirt (Girl’s Medium)

Memphis May Fire Shirt (Girl’s Large)

Pierce The Veil Shirt (Girl’s Large)

Pierce The Veil bracelet

Motionless In White bracelet

Hit The lights signed documentary 

Limited Edition print of Tony Perry

Blessthefall poster

Batman poster

Blessthefall set list

Custom Made Of Mice & Men Cup

Last copy of my signed Austin Carlile set list that I found

The winner will also get a ceramic Of Mice& Men cup not pictured yet because it’s being fired now. I will also throw in other prized randomly into the bundle.

There will be 3 second place winners who are gonna get a surprise limited edition print of a picture I’ve taken at this years Warped Tour.

[mydepressionstory]

Why is it that once I'm actually happy, Zack wants to suddenly come back into my life?

[mydepressionstory]

Well it's over now. I packed everything he ever gave me in a bag and put it in my closet. It's time to move on and be happy.