Poesy

Pronounced (Po-a-ze) with a twist... "Is it Philosophy that you speak or is it Poetry." All the poetry that I post is written by me.

[mydopesoul]

My problem is attachment. Anytime my subconscious wants to let go I don’t want to physically. Currently if you don’t do me no good you will get cut. I don’t need to spend time with terrible people who can careless about me. One false move can lead you into the depth of fire.

[mydopesoul]

Not sober

Here I go again,

Drinking that sin..

Thinking about my current situation

And how I know I can’t win.

Oops sorry for the late text

Opps sorry we couldn’t meet up

Or opps sorry it’s my turn to interrupt.

Again I’m just here test my trust.

Man fuck them and fuck him too.

Feels like all the words come out

When that drink hit my mouth.

I could lay out the blueprint

Of me

Instead you choose not to see.

I’m a grown as women!

Not interested in having a whole

Whole phone book of men.

Well fuck you.

Because I’ve told you what I wanted

And wanted was your time.

I didn’t even ask for a single dime.

Just some late night thoughts

From my not so sober tongue

And I’m not done.

May 4, 2019

#poesyreads #blackpoetsontumblr #spokenword #poetry

[naturaekos]

[peachysuggest]

you will unlearn all of the bad habits you taught yourself and you will grow into someone stronger than you ever imagined you could be

[mydopesoul]

I have to remember... I am becoming a strong black women.

[mydopesoul]

I just want to be with somebody that’s worth it.

[feministism]

[treygotguap]

Me to Myself: Get out ya fucking feelings nigga and get in ya bag YOU DAT FUCKING NIGGA remember that shit

[darkmoron]

Baby boomers: why don’t millennials just work 2 jobs?

Minimum wage jobs: ok so we need at least 4 full days of availability, must work holidays, can’t request a set schedule, must work weekends, and you will never know what day or what time you are gonna work until the schedule comes out :)

[jaspertheshark]

Millennials: so we’ll get the schedule two weeks in advance right?

Minimum wage job: nah

Millennials: so when will we get it?

Minimum wage job: it’s a surprise :)

[forgotten-ibuprofen]

Millennials: ok, so youll give me at least 30+ hours then, right?

Minimum wage job: We’ll seeeee 🙃 :)

[mydopesoul]

I am Hurt

“I am Hurt”

  If I drink all of my sorrows, Would I still feel so much pain tomorrow? I’m hurt, truth is I’m always hurt. I can hide my pain like a thin sheet of ice, waiting for me to slip at any moment. Lately, I’ve been slippin and skippin. If I would finally pop a pill… or 2, or 3, fuck it, the whole bottle. Will I then feel like I finally hit the lotto? My heart hurts or at least that’s what my mind is saying. How many times do I have to keep suffering from people who couldn’t care about me, Just as I do for them. This isn’t my final tick until I pop that pill. While my friend is telling me in the background, “Ayo you should chill”! Only time could heal. It hurts not knowing what’s gonna happen next. I sure hope he doesn’t go back to his ex. This time I can’t let go. I wish you could ask me how I feel. Apparently, time is supposed to make me heal.

March 2017  

[mydopesoul]

Current state of mind

[mydopesoul]

Steady Lovers

“Steady Lovers” Baby go and throw on that soulful love song. I’m ready to make love to you slow and long. Whatever is on your mind let it go. Instead, move your body to this funky flow. After this, you might forget about doing another hit. The room is filled with incense smoke. Let the mood soak. Don’t rush it baby, tonight we taking it reallll slowww. As I take off this robe, get ready for the show. Hand me the mic, I’m about to sing you a salacious love song tonight. I couldn’t help but wait,… to taste. Our hearts begin to race. Hands grip my waist, he tosses the lace. Then immerse, did it so well like we had to rehearse. Throw me up,, let’s love, not fuck. Steady lovin is only for the grown ups. August 16, 2017

[mydopesoul]

Reposting because, dear future husband I can’t wait 😊

[mydopesoul]

I am a leader, a successor, and many more to come...

What are you?

[mydopesoul]

Let’s Talk

Hey, I have a new page on my Tumblr called Let’s Talk (sorta blog). Sharing some words of wisdom that you can follow, give additional advice, and leave my page with a food for thought. You can comment as well I am all ears. 

The new # for this one is called #letstalk. 

Also, check out my other stuff. If you specifically typed the #... it’s more organized for the mobile version and all my post won’t be so jumbled up. 

#poesyreads

#poesykid

#poesyvideos 

[mydopesoul]

Ahead Before Us

"Ahead Before Us" I didn't know you but I pictured the thought of us. I imagine you were the perfect fit for me. Me and you would live together in a semi-big house. While we make love endlessly. And yes we'll have our little kids.. I pictured a happy family. I felt for the ideal instead of what was real. The sad thing is you can't imagine a life with someone who couldn't see you in theirs. That's the thing, I was looking too far ahead, hoping to get somewhere. Instead, I'm left loss. I didn't see the reality. Reality seems to hurt me more than a dream. I'd dreamt of trying. Trying was like holding my breath in water. I just drowned.  Jan 19, 2017

[mydopesoul]

I am my muse 👩🏽‍🎨

[mydopesoul]

"Young Mans Vday"

Tumblr: https://mydopesoul.tumblr.com/tagged/... Posting this pretty late, but enjoy!! Happy Valentine's Day! Yes, the title is wrong on the screen. “Young M...

Been awhile since I’ve posted but check it out. I’m doing something different and practice makes perfect right?!?

[mydopesoul]

“Valentine’s Day”

"Valentine's day!" Hugs and kisses X's and O's is all I see. February only holding 28 days, is where I want to be. 28 days the most unique month of the year. Plenty of love is being shared. So near, yet rare. And yes I have always been single around this time. But my heart remains kind,, with just a tad of sunshine.   Because watching a collection of people love on each other, kissing up on eachother, and hugging each other makes me happy. It feels as if I have a chance... Sitting back as I glance. Watching people love grow even more on this particular holiday, amazes me. Violets are blue, but all month long I want to see the roses and so much red... (whispers) This month is really getting to my head. I can never go on an anti v-day strike and pretend to enjoy singles day, because I can't. I don't know if Cupid hit me good or if Aphrodite poured all her love into my heart. Right now, I'm just too far in the light and I refuse to see the dark. Strawberries dipped in chocolate, such delicious treats to make my knees go weak. You can't tell me that Valentines Day  is bleak. Call me sappy, or sentimental. I'll be the first one to walk through loves temple. Take this day to appreciate love. It will be rationed all over this world. Suffocating in the air. Because Valentine's Day only comes once a year. My thoughts: My favorite holiday of the year. Yeah, I've haven't experienced this holiday as I've should. Somewhere deep in my heart, I felt it another way. Watching someone celebrating there love all year long. And then Valentine's day comes, it feels like the earth just became a little lighter. Chocolates are selling, and roses are blooming like crazy. I've always been single, but on this day I feel so much more. February 7, 2018