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September 14, 2025

7:30am: woke up

10:45am: went to yin class

1p: home

2pm: baked pumpkin muffins

3pm: napped

5:30pm: hike with CP: red springs. We were up on the top of the ridge until after the sun set. A ringtail came and hung out with us. The stars were beautiful. I didn’t want the night to end

8:30pm: home. Talked with CS about moving. It was a good conversation. Going to hire movers and split the cost.

10pm: sleep

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #witch #tarot #divorce

September 12, 2024

4:15am: woke up

5am: CP picked me up and we drove to Mt. Charleston. Listened to the new twenty one pilots album on the way there. Did Echo Overlook trail. It was a lovely time.

10am: got home, went to yin & tarot with Emily

12:30pm: home, showered.

1pm: watched TOP music videos and caught up on tiktoks with CS

3pm: got ready for work

4pm: picked up Lydia, and went to work at the disco

11pm: home

11:30pm: sleep

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #twenty one pilots #witch #tarot #divorce

September 11, 2025

6:30am: woke up

7:30am: made banana muffins

10am: returned Amazon packages

12pm: hung out with Emily for her birthday

2pm: cleaned litter boxes

4pm: took Lydia to work (her car got repossessed)

6pm: snacked a lot and doom scrolled

8pm:watched big brother, and gave myself a facial

9pm: took a bath

9:45: sleep

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #divorce #witch

September 10, 2025

5am: woke up

6am: solo hike- calico tanks. Ran into a group of 3 older men I passed on my hike last week at Kraft. Accidentally scared a man named Epstein who was smoking a blunt at the peak. Watched two crows attack a hawk. Thought I saw two hikers putting whipped cream on their bodies, but it was sun screen. They let me try some.

9am: winco for keto bread and almond butter.

10am: showered. CS told me he got approved for a rental, and gets the keys on the 15th.

11am: napped.

1pm: watched Game Changer with CS.

3pm: listened to vinyl while getting ready for work

4:30pm: went to work at the disco

11pm: home

11:30pm: sleep

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #witch #divorce

September 9, 2025

7:30am: woke up

9am: went to goodwill. Got a few things for CS for his future kitchen. Got a dvd and blue ray player.

11am: got home. Bad energy in the house.

12pm: napped

2pm: rearranged stuff in bedroom

4pm: worked on my self portrait painting while watching twilight

8pm: watched big brother

9pm: doom scrolled

10pm: sleep

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #divorce

September 8, 2025

5:30am: woke up

6am: solo hike: Kraft mountain loop

9am: went to 3 different GoodWill stores. Found 4/5 twilight movies, and a few kitchen things for CS.

12pm: got my hair cut

1pm: got in fight with CS because he wants to move out Oct 2, but I’m standing firm on Sept. 30

I hate being mean and standing my ground. I hate this so much. But I will not be pushed over.

5pm: went to Trevor’s place, and we hung out for a while before going to trivia. We got 1st place!

9:30pm: home

10pm: sleep

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #divorce

September 7, 2025

4:30am: woke up.

5:30am: Hike with CP. Red Caps. It was lovely, but we were both having stomach issues.

8:30am: home

10am: divided up kitchen stuff with CS. Good energy.

12:30pm: watched f1 race

2pm: did DMT. Saw weird creature shaving layers off a block.

4pm: dropped off CP’s birthday gift.

5pm: was lazy for a while

7pm: went to red springs for full moon ritual. Ran into CP and his friends as they were coming down the mountain.

9pm: showered

10pm: sleep

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #tarot #witch #divorce

September 6, 2024

6:30am: woke up

8am: started making gluten free millionaire shortbread cookies for CP’s birthday

11am: finished making shortbread cookies. Watched Twilight New Moon and knitted

1pm: found out CS thought I was open to flexibility with his move out date. I corrected him and said Sept 30 is his hard out date. Lots of anger/negativity in the house.

1:30pm: angry nap

4pm: went to metaphysical shop for sage

5:30pm: yin and meditation class

8pm: mini full moon ceremony in my back yard

9pm: put together CP’s birthday gift.

9:45pm: sleep

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #tarot #witch #divorce #full moon #moon

September 5, 2025

6:30am: woke up. Daily tarot: reverse knight of wands.

8am: hot girl walk around the block

10am: yin and tarot class with Emily

12pm: winco for baking stuff

1pm: got new phone from Verizon, and attempted to get my number switched over. Spent 3 hours on the phone. Sort of worked?

4:30pm: went to work at the disco. Very irritable.

11pm. Got home, and there was an electrical storm!

12am: sleep

#diary #a day in the life #journal #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #tarot #witch #divorce

September 4, 2025

6:30am: woke up. Daily tarot, 6 of cups

7am: relaxed and listened to records, before getting ready for my interview for Event Setup Lead

10:30am: went to interview. It went well!

12:30pm: drove to calico basin, did rainy hike at red springs. Felt electricity from lightning storm. Cleaned up some trash i found in the rocks.

2:30pm: went to smiths for groceries

3pm: ate a lot, and watched last night’s big brother episode.

4pm: napped

6pm: woke up, made banana muffins, cleaned litter boxes.

7pm: TJ stopped by with Greek salads, and we chatted a bit

8pm: watched big brother

9pm: cleaned up kitchen

10pm: doom scrolled

10:30pm: bed

#diary #journal #a day in the life #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #tarot #witch #divorce

September 3, 2025

7am: woke up. Daily tarot: Ace of pentacles

9am: therapy

10am: showered

12pm: cleaned shower

1pm: spent some time listening to my vinyl

4:30pm: left for work at the disco. It rained during my break.

11pm: home

11:30pm: sleep

#diary #a day in the life #journal #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #tarot #witch #divorce

September 2, 2025

5am: woke up. Daily Tarot: the hermit

6am: solo hike, Kraft mountain. Microdosed. It rained on me halfway through. Rainbow.

9am: coffee at L&G. Posted TikTok.

10:30am: picked up record player from Nellis auction

11am: set up vinyl corner in my room. Played Taylor swift on new player. Rearranged wall art. Finished cleaning/organizing bathroom counter.

2pm: napped

4pm: watched Twilight and knitted

6pm: call with RJ

7:30pm: scrubbed bathtub

8:30pm: deleted emails. I HAVE ZERO UNREAD EMAILS!!!

9:30pm: doom scrolled, drank tea

10:30pm: sleep

#diary #a day in the life #journal #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #tarot #witch #divorce

September 1, 2025

6:30am: woke up. Daily tarot: reverse page of pentacles

8am: put rainbow film on front windows

10am: winco run for cleaning supplies and sauerkraut

12pm: went to yin and reiki class

1:30pm: went to goodwill to look for a record player

2pm: napped

5pm: cleaned master bathroom, moved CS’s stuff to downstairs bathroom. Moved Zumanity couch to bedroom, moved glass table to bedroom (for future record player)

8pm: girl dinner and big brother in bed

10pm: sleep

#diary #a day in the life #journal #cotu #healing #tarot #witch

August 31, 2025

4am: woke up. Daily tarot draw: reverse 2 of pentacles. Gotta balance those priorities…

5am: CP picked me up. Stopped at 7/11 for coffee and a crackhead told me I have the body of a supermodel. Then she looked at CP and said LIVE and pointed at me.

9:30am: arrived in Zion. CP pulled me away from a moving car in the parking lot, and left his arm around me for an extra moment.

10am: got on shuttle to Emerald Pools trails

10:30am: hiked middle/upper pools. Found a secluded area with running water to meditate. Eventually found our way into each others arms. Cuddled for about 15 min, like we’d do before we went to sleep.

1pm: got coffee from canyon coffee. Subpar coffee, but beautiful view.

2pm: hiked Watchman Overlook trail. At the top, we sat in eachothers’ arms and talked. Agreed that we have too much to focus on in our own lives during September (for him, ANW, and for me, the divorce and CS moving out). Aiming for October. We imagined a future. We are on the same page.

6pm: drove back home, my hand on his arm, his hand on my leg.

8pm: home. Showered, made dinner, relaxed.

9:30pm: sleep

#diary #a day in the life #journal #cotu #healing #hiking #outdoors #nature #zion national park #utah #love and loss

August 30, 2025

6:30am: woke up

Daily tarot draw: Justice

7am: deleted more emails. At least 18K.

9:30am-2:30pm: Cirque warehouse shift. Mikey gave me a nice tool kit!!

3pm: picked up Tat from airport

5pm: CP and I were originally going to go to mt Charleston tomorrow, but he asked if I’d like to go to Zion instead. I said yes. His Bluetooth adapter is broken in his car, so we’ll listen to CDs on the way.

6pm: baked banana muffins

7pm: went to winco for car snacks

8pm: made chamomile tea

8:30: sleep