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Study: Transgender children allowed to live openly fare well

CHICAGO (AP) — Young transgender children allowed to live openly as the gender they identify with fared as well psychologically as other kids in a small study that suggests parental support may be the key.

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Transgender kids have good mental health when allowed to be themselves

By Lisa Rapaport (Reuters Health) - Transgender kids who transform their appearance to match their gender identity rather than their sex assigned at birth may not necessarily experience mental health problems more often than other children, a small U.S. study suggests. Compared with their gender-conforming peers, these transgender children were no more likely to have depression and only slightly more prone to anxiety symptoms. “This finding is quite surprising given that, to date, nearly all studies of young gender diverse kids show that they have much higher rates of depression and anxiety than other children,” said lead study author Kristina Olson, director of the TransYouth Project at the University of Washington.

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Diabulimia: The Life-Threatening Eating Disorder We Never Talk About

It's surprisingly common. So why are doctors ignoring it?

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Please Let Me Let G0

I don’t wanna go back to the times that we shared

You never cared

How could I not see

I wanna believe that real loves exists

But with you I took such a big risk

And I’m still suffering 

And I’ve tried to move on

I don’t know why I can’t

Because it’s you

I most want to forget 

Each day my heart breaks

So consumed with our past

I wish that true love

Was more fiction than fact 

I sigh, such regret

I wish it wasn’t so

Don’t know how much more 

I can take

So I beg 

Please let me let go

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Life’s a Bitch

Don’t wanna remember 

My memories

Afraid that if I will

They’ll become reality

I’ve cried so much 

But you don’t care

You never did

How could you dare?

So forgive if I’m vicious

If my words 

Are a bit malicious

I don’t mean to be cold

But I thought

Together we’d grow old

But life isn't what I ‘d thought it would be

Sitting here almost at the age of thirty

Alone, lonely, broken, confused

I try to be positive, but am continually used

I don’t mean to be cold

Or even bitter

But when every day is Groundhog’s day

You mind only gets sicker

And what can change

When I don’t even know where to begin

Im not happy, I’m not having fun

But I know life is still worth living

A life, a dream

Not sure which is which

Maybe a nightmare, really

Life is such a bitch 

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Short Musings

Expressionless

I am

To the beauty

Found

Within

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Weeping Willow

I’m angry 

I’ll never forgive you

You fucked with my heart

What did you do?

How did you get so deep

Under my skin? 

Why the disrespect 

Why weren’t you honest

Why didn’t you let me rest?

All the fire

I threw at you

All the times

That you

Already knew

What you were doing to me

Why couldn’t you just let me go

Why couldn’t you just share

So we could both be happy?

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Time to Pause

I am the one that chooses

To stay in the dark

Fearful of presence 

So cold and disheartened 

Fuck

I’M FALLING APART

Does anyone care

Do I let them?!

Fuck

Like a volcano

Ready to erupt

Steadily waiting 

Then

I explode 

Out of nowhere

So watch out

I’m alone

I’m alone

I just want to go home

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Fuck Me

There’s so many lost souls

The one’s you’ll never know

Talking on their cell phone

But no place to go

Suggest

The stupidest

of situations

I’m there

Like a savant

To my emotions

Do you even care?

Is this the life of the poet?

So alone 

So shut off

But you do it all to yourself?

Everyone wants to know you 

But you push them away

Everyone wants to know you

But you just can’t help yourself

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White Rose

Plugged into perpetual bliss

Light this impish existence

Cradles my need to be seen 

to be heard

to be NEEDED

I have a desire to be needed and wanted

Nothing is ever good enough 

As I scream back to those I love, “Please, don’t give up!”

Loving me is treacherous, sweetly flowing, yet rough!

I’ll push you away 

But really want you near

To try, to try, to try, yet again

Because all I need is love.

Create me 

Fill the open spaces

The voice of my

Lonely soul

I want you to feel me

I want you to become me

I want you to be me

and I you

Two beings unite

So independent, yet so alike

Flowing into each and out of each other

Waves of seas

Leaves of Grass

Sameness

Uniqueness

Last.

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Never Fulfilled

You’re just tripping on the power that I gave you

Took me a long time to trust

Never forgave you

For turning your back on me 

For breaking my heart

And leaving me 

Now I have trust issues

And that’s a problem

Because

I’m always wanting to be in love

But anytime someone gets close

I give them the cold shoulder

Don’t want to let them in

Just grow colder and colder 

I’m ashamed to admit

But I just need to quit

Thinking of you 

Letting you go

Lord only knows

Will help me to grow

From your ego

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Keyra Scovill. 43 likes. Model, writer, muse ♥

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Musings of a Muse

Pleasant peasant Full of fantasy

Never can be touched

Endlessly unfulfilled

I wonder why no one likes me

Even though they tell me

I’m quite the gal

Beauty, creativity, passion, all in one soul

Learned so much

But yet have far to go

So who am I

And why am i here?

I can’t quite understand

When will it become clear?

I can use my body to enrapture many

But in the end

I just need to stand content

And if I stand alone

Then I know

I did fully come  to sense

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Nothing is Forever

I’m trying to feel alright.

I’m trying to feel better.

I’m obsessed.

Constantly trapped.

In the same love letter.

Why do you want to forget me?

You’re all I think about.

I want to re-connect,

Tell you what I’m about.

Come crawling back to me.

I want you to beg.

I want you to want me.

Not enough has been said.

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Sons of Morning Live With Myself

Another one! Check me out in the music video, “Live With Myself” by Sons of Morning! 

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Young Professionals - The Simple Pleasure

Video by Sarah Lasley Song by The Simple Pleasure with Admiral Grey, Jessie England, Wes Marcarelli, and Chad Raines

Check me out in the music video “Young Professionals” by the Simple Pleasure!