jjk‘s @myeuphoriana - Tumblr Blog

i could use like five tequila shots and a beer and a nice sunset to feel alright again

caprisun is my best friend rn anything else makes me wanna puke

at this point, my life's a joke

swiss food drives me crazy tell me why the fuck does one part of this bread have 238kcals uhm HELLO????? its ONE SINGLE PIECE OF THAT BREAD

i can't believe that i got such a cold reaction from my mom to my final results. i passed my apprentiece, a thing i've waited for for almost seven years. it's in my hand and she didnt even bother to say congratulations or hug me or tear up or smile or anything. the only goddamn thing she said was; it doesnt even tell anything and then when she saw that i passed she went well do you expect anything different?

like are you kidding me?

it utterly hurt. it felt like my insides were ripped apart and squeezed infront of me. i felt so much hate towards her. so much disgust. how can a mother be that egocentric and narcissistic. didn't she want me to pass?? didn't she give me the pressure of my life to do good? how many times have i studied my ass off to get atleast a tiny bit of appreciation but no, she's too self centered.

i deserved a celebration. i deserved a "well done" i deserved a "i'm proud of you" but i'll never get it from her. i will never be good enough for her.

i feel burnt out

sometimes my life is just so overly exhausting i cant

i reached a new level of exhausted

i have so much going on i feel like im gonna collapse

i feel like life is just passing by me and im stuck again in this bubble that i cant get out of of. i can't seem to know what built these walls and how i get them down. i dont want to be vulnerable but anything else turns to anger so im just lost

i feel like i have no safe space to let my thoughts out and it eats me alive. yes writing diary would help but do i look like i got the energy to write? absolutely not.

warum chan mer ned eifach segge wenn eim eppis stört und sproblem ahspreche antstatt ziit verlüre mit ignoriere und distanziere ich verstahns ned

yknow RIGHT now was the worst timing of all

im breaking apart i cant hold it any longer

"next time dont cry infront of me and tell me you'll miss me"

dont worry there wont be a seconf time you'll ever see that again. you just cracked the last piece of hope and trust in me for love and happiness.

and then you say i dont care

when your clothes make you less valuable to see <<

Trending Blogs

Recently Viewed Blogs

jjk‘s