chanelimanlov3r

I hate myself I hate my mind

[myfri3ndmi4]

18🫶🏽

TW-4n4&mi4

if you’re not already dealing with this then just scroll away or block idk,wouldn’t want someone to see this if they’re not sick and then get sick yk

[myfri3ndmi4]

Every time I have a crush I feel like a needy whore with no dad.

I am,but it’s not nice to live in reality everyday.

[strberryshrtcke]

[unicornkupcake]

me waiting for the kitchen to be empty so i can weigh my food .✦ ݁˖ 🪽

[myfri3ndmi4]

I just had to ruin it

[dolliestlana]

why it can't last forever

[molly9595]

i wish i had lactose intolerance so i could use milk as a Iaxativ€

[katieron]

[depsidase]

[dziurawat3tnica]

[albva]

They should let you vomit a black sludge and when you are done you feel better about yourself. Also the black sludge forms into an evil clone you can make out with.

[katieron]

[vanillabeansmooches]

This almost accurately describes my life right now I fear.......nothing is appealing to me anymore and I don't know what to do about it

[starvinguni]

[ulzzangdoll]

perhaps the desire to be thin stems from a feeling that I have been a burden my whole life…

[myfri3ndmi4]

People act like £D’s are just stupid teenage girls who are image obsessed, like we only care about wl and don’t understand the consequences,on the surface sure wtv,but everyone with one knows it’s so much more,it’s SH,insecurity,control,autonomy,freedom,release.

I want to be sk!ni3 so I can be “acceptable”,so that despite everything else wrong with me I have one thing to hold on to.

I want it so I can feel secure,so I can walk into a room and feel everybody undress me with their eyes (as people usually do) and know the assumptions they’re making about me aren’t that I’m “wrong” or “f4t” or just plain disgusting.

I want to 🌟 because I want to waste away,I want to try and pull whatever sickness that’s living underneath my skin out of me.

I want to 🌟because when I feel lightheaded or when I step off the sc4l3,I actually feel connected to my body.

I want to 🌟 because I want to d!3 but I’m too weak to do it,and the only way I know how is to do it slowly.I resent the part of my body that keeps me going,the part that’s afraid when I’m on the edge, thinking about jumping.

I want to 🌟 the animal in me out,I want to let go

I want to feel loved,I just want to feel

[dziurawat3tnica]

I lowkey was supposed to be dead at 11

[myfri3ndmi4]

16

[oldworldsorrows]

i need to be skinny enough to post borderline porn of myself on tumblr

[ulzzangdoll]

me before i reach my gw