Love. Passions. Thoughts.

What I'm thinking about and the effects of it.

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The Death of Teller Tuesday

It is hard to believe 24 days Teller Tuesday will be no more. It just doesn’t seem possible. Gone are the nights sitting on the couch holding your breath because your not sure who is gonna meet their end. Sitting and hoping for another butt shot of Jax Teller or if your like me still holding out for Tara’s return and Jax, Abel, and Thomas are all together again. Hush a girl can dream. Yes on Dec 9th it all comes to an end. I know there will be some tired sad and shocked fans on Wednesday the 10th. Me for one.

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Maggie Siff is so pretty. I miss seeing her ever week. Please come back Tara.

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Old man Winter

I do not want all this cold weather, snow, and rain coming our way. I like 4 seasons but as I get older I could cut it to 3. I can already feel the ache deep down in my bones.

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I’m starting to think I’m in a bizzaro world. There are seriously people who hate Tara so much that on Imdb and in the comments of Entertainment Weekly’s articles with that Winsome-character are trying to say that Tara was a selfish violent dark character, worse than Wendy and all the prosititues...

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Tara was the one true good thing on SOA. When she died so did SOA

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True Love onscreen Jax and Tara

It's funny how just a TV show can affect you. I know that people think i'm crazy when I talk about how much I rooted for Jax and Tara on SOA. I ask myself why I am so attached to their story and relationship. 

I believe a lot of the reason comes from watching two very good actors grow together. The onscreen chemistry was amazingly real. I truly believed their love would withstand any test or obstacle thrown their way. They went through so much pain and heartbreak but managed to survive...well mostly.

It wasn't Jax's love that Tara had to worry about losing. His love for her was never a second thought. It was his mother's love and obsession for him and the club that Tara had to fear. In the end it proved to be true.

The smile on Tara's face when she was standing in the living room was so short lived. You could see the relief in her eyes. The relief that all the weight of the world had been removed from her shoulders. She still had the love of Jax. His surrender proved that. She had the peace of mind knowing she didn't have to raise her sons on the run and in fear. You felt an overwhelming sense of peace for her. After all she had given up so much for her true love and best friend. It was time for him to step up and take responsibility for his actions. His turn to pay the price.

Just knowing Gemma was somewhere in the house brought that uneasy feeling to your soul. You just knew Tara's happiness and relief was short lived.

That is why it gets to you so bad. You have seen her pay the price time after time for falling in love, standing by her man, and fighting for a better life for her boys. So why then could she not have that so much deserved peace and comfort? Why is it in life that some people can't catch a break and be enough for someone? Tara was who you rooted for. She represented good, love and compassion. She was a true underdog. 

I know this was just an onscreen couple and their circumstances were well beyond the norm and far more severe than any drama normal couples face. It still doesn't change the fact that you were rooting for them. You wanted them to win over the evil and it's many ways. 

It just leaves a whole in your heart and soul. When you see the pain Jax was in while holding her lifeless body and how lost he is this year it just breaks your heart. This whole season has been very hard. I have missed the chemistry between Jax and Tara. Their love I believe was the only good thing left on the show. Now Jax has become the monster that she feared. The irony is the very thing Gemma killed Tara for will most likely kill Jax in the end. I don't believe he will kill his mom. I believe he will end his life where John Teller lost his. In the end he will be with his true love Tara and best friend Opie. 

I will truly miss this show but I have a feeling I will be very upset on the very last episode. I just hope Gemma gets what she has coming.

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Why you piss me off

You sit there and go on about you way knowing you hurt my feelings and don't care. I get so pissed at myself for letting your arrogant ass piss me off.

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Work. Crush

I am a woman who loves life and fun times like everyone else. I absolutely love when this very handsome Guy at work flirts with me. It amazes me how something so simple can just change my day or mood completely. Why is that? He is gorgeous and could have anyone but he chooses me. I must say I feel guilty sometimes of the thoughts that cross my mind about him. We both have admitted dreaming of the other. It is all innocent. It just makes me wonder if others have a work crush and how it works for them.