my sanctuary

my words. my thoughts.

[sleepyky]

[mygardenofeden]

There are days I question how do I go on like this. How do I do this. This is one of those days.

[surfandwrite]

Even the people we love can be cruel towards us. And sometimes love sounds like a gunshot in a locked room. It shouldn’t be this violent.

Sade Andria Zabala, excerpt from 25 Lessons I Learned From My Past Relationships (via surfandwrite)

[mygardenofeden]

Selfish or independent? I love having no one to answer to, but myself. To do anything I want at a whim. To plan my schedule according to my moods and how tired or how energetic I am. To do things alone and feel absolutely at bliss with it. Is it a good thing, or is it going to develop to be something detrimental as time goes by?

[smoldinopup]

When there are people in the fandom who are tired of Onew + Chicken jokes, but Minho doesn’t care…

[mygardenofeden]

Never get sick of Onew hehe 😘

[mygardenofeden]

I am so fake I am so hypocritical I abhor me.

[mygardenofeden]

Wow

I don't understand why when you're in a bad mood you go and disturb every one around you. What do you hope to achieve? What did you achieve? I don't get what you actually get out of it. Do you actually like making other people's lives miserable? Just because you find that it's unfair that your life is miserable? How about you try making your life less miserable? I don't get why you don't try to address the root of your problem or try to get out of the same situation you were in from, years ago. You have the power to change it yet you prefer to remain in status quo and when one minute thing pissed you off, it becomes the fault of everyone around you? I swear I'd take one or two off days just to CLEAN my entire fucking room then you have NOTHING against me. I wonder what else you gonna pick on after that?

[mygardenofeden]

الحمدلله Miracles do happen. Just when I had given up hope; the only thing left was for me to pray and to ask of You, and Allah, You have granted me my prayers. Thank You for Your blessings on me. #thepowerofdoa #iamsososothankful #seethelightattheendofthetunnel #bringmebacktoMakkah #Alhamdulillah (at مكه المكرمه)

[mygardenofeden]

The details on their architecture never cease to amaze me 😍 plus beautiful sky at any point of the day~ #rinduserindurindunya (at Masjidil Haram Mekkah (Kaabah))

[mygardenofeden]

Assalamu Alaika Ayyuha Annabi - a museum that you can find out all about Rasulullah S.A.W. ❤ managed to visit this museum thanks to a friend and her dad @shemosomi during our visit to Mekkah 😌 such an in depth explanation with a guide, 3D imaging, interactive tour and lots and lots of Hadith and information on our beloved Prophet 😍 (at Mekkah, Arab Saudi)

[mygardenofeden]

الله - written atop the clock tower (at Mecca, Saudi Arabia)

[mygardenofeden]

The place we walked to and fro; from Masjidil Haram and back to have our meals and catch a shut eye. (Really love the buildings there!) 2016 has been an eye-opening year - in more ways than one, in both bitter and good experiences. It was a year full of tears and full of smiles. It was a year of learning. Thank you Allah, for your blessings on me. #anotheryearahead #Alhamdulillah #anotheryearwiser (at Mecca, Saudi Arabia)

[mygardenofeden]

Sanah Helwa Baba ❤ Thank you for bringing us and guiding us every step of the way 😌 May Allah bless you with happiness, health, longevity and Iman InsyaAllah 😊 #theexcitementattheairport #thestartofthejourney #Bismillah #HappyBirthdayBaba #every30December (at Jeddah International Airport)

[mygardenofeden]

A doa came true. To have completed our Umrah and to be with the family in front of the Ka'abah ❤ الحمدلله #sothankful #22Rabiulawal1438H #21December2016 #miqatatTanaeem (at Masjidil Haram Mekkah (Kaabah))

[mygardenofeden]

The coldness this morning reminds me of those Subuh walks to Nabawi when I actually wore gloves cos the wind was superrrrr cold #andtoprotectmywudhu #breathtaking #lovethepeacefulnessthere #rinduserindurindunya (at Masjid Nabawi Madinah Al-Munawwaroh)

[mygardenofeden]

2 weeks of routine change and I'm not used to waking up to go to work. I miss the mornings when we rushed to Masjidil Haram or Masjid Nabawi to perform our prayers 😢 #rinduserindurindunya #nofilter #ithinkimgoingtobelateforwork #itsadifferentkindofrush #howtodoecholikethis (at Masjidil Haram Mekkah (Kaabah))

[mygardenofeden]

The peace we felt when we prayed in Masjid Nabawi for the first time 😳 #itwasthecoldestSubuh #rushedtohaveourfirstprayerhere #Alhamdulillah #16Rabiulawal1438H #15December2016 (at Masjid Nabawi Madinah Al-Munawwaroh)