"you're too much for most people, aren't you?"

"just too queer." (i love carol queen)

[myheartisonthetrain]

🎀 teacher crush survivor / vent sideblog mostly about school / autistic chair thrower who needs an ied diagnosis / horny and angry (switch if u care)

i relate to humbert in the book and dolores in the film

i am extremely bisexual and genderqueer

i read academic journals for fun and am in dire need of non-fiction nerdy friends

"how long do i have to wait 'til my lonely days are over? // my heart is on the train // a bag without an owner" - friends with you - the scary jokes

dni teachers

if alastor from hazbin follows you, that's my main blog lel

i have a lot of internalised ableism and sometimes express that on this blog

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ABOUT:

Noa • UK • Year 12 • Genderfluid (she/he/they/thon/xe/whatever) • Questioning my religion but I will never be Abrahamic • SEN • Teacher's pet • Internet angel ♥︎

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[myheartisonthetrain]

this world feels locked, i'm always observing and never participating, no matter how hard i try. i always make myself tired and get nothing done. i feel trapped

[myheartisonthetrain]

i went to a house party and spent half of it in the hosts room with a dude listening to depeche mode on vinyl and talking :33c i need him so bad bro he looks like john linnell EEEKJ but with braces (//∇//) AND WHEN I GOT UP TO LEAVE HE LEFT TOO. was he just staying for me?!? and then he sent me pictures of the moon i'm creaming

parties are so fun when you're not drunk

we also started pillow fighting i fucking love playfighting it's so hhot like yeah hit me but also laugh and be careful ...that's how it started with 🐢 but this dude's personality is more compatible with mine HEKSJ no no calm down noa you've known him for two hours

biting his arms hitting his legs kissing his face ruffling hisbhair okay sorry

he does physics and maths and i do english and re we are made for each other it is written innthe stars i also drew him and wrote my number on the back i'm fucking geeked and so glad he was potentially eating it up

[littlemadeline-deactivated20260]

if we don’t look legally confusing together i don’t want it

[cinnamondoll23]

Da frick why is it july already

[sacrilegiouslove]

nobody tells you about the part where you're googling adam sandler porn for someone once you join the tc community

[myheartisonthetrain]

🐸 said Mj's husband looked like adam sandler and i've had beef with the man ever since

so uh where 👀

[sacrilegiouslove]

i dont want a boyfriend. i want a father figure who fucks me

[myheartisonthetrain]

my mum is being really nice but this does NOT help the intrusive thoughts 😭

[oscillateing]

My stomach really hurts. So I need everyone to ignore me while also giving me the most attention. But don’t look at me, I’m curled in a fetal position on my bed. But distract me and make me smile. But no laugh because that hurts my tummy.

[sweet-marie]

guys, if i do kill myself and never published any books or anything please copy all my best tumblr posts and arrange them into a deeply moving stream of consciousness narrative and submit it to the new yorker on my behalf. i feel like i can count on you. don't let my life and posting have been in vain

[iwanabeurdog2]

i miss what the teacher crush community was a couple years ago.. so alive and we all yapped so much. especially wlw tc’ers… where are you guys🥹🥹

[watercoloreyedgirl]

when my teacher calls me sweetie i actually feel like i’m exploding with glitter and love

[myheartisonthetrain]

i'm so happy i know what i want to do at uni and i'm so happy it's animation with all the freaks and weirdos who still watch shonen and need deodorant and actually like my cartoony chibi art style

i love my sixth form friends but these are my people, they're the ones i've been bullied with who know how to deal with my bullshit as i do theirs

i am sick of the ableism and judgement and disrespect and lack of passion and gossip and AAAUGHBB

and ik you're thinkin the drama is worse with weird kids I KNOWW but at least they're genuine or if they're not they're pretty easy to work out (#autism)

and i know some ppl gonna be like don't throw your education away but i am absolutely flooding my plotlines with religious motifs and using my media industries knowledge to target specific audiences and sprinkling in stylistic bits of narration and intertextuality so eff you i'm not doing psychology OR law

[gardeniaflowercrown]

When they stop and say grace before eating me out

[sacrilegiouslove]

sometimes when i would hear him telling off kids in the corridors i would get turned on his voice is just so stern when hes mad mfmfjgfgkfg

[myheartisonthetrain]

why do neighbours like to stare you down when you're closing the window LEAVE ME ALOONNEE

[myheartisonthetrain]

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