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tc side blog. she’s Z, was German teacher. 👩🏻‍🏫

[myhopelessfantasy12]

Little update

I’m over Z. Saw on Facebook she got engaged. Her fiancé is honestly not even cute but I’m happy she’s happy and wish her the best 😁

Bye y’all 👋

[sunbleachedfairies]

This is when the feeling sinks in, I don’t wanna miss you like this.

Come back, be here.

[thestoryaboutyou]

I was so busy missing you that I didn’t even noticed how the seasons changed. How beautifully the moon shines. Instead, I compared the moon with your eyes.

Meins.

[honigimohr]

“Du hast mich angelacht und ich mochte, das so sehr.”

— Olli Schulz

[unplannedpoetry]

If only I could touch her

With more than just my hands

Because she reaches inside my chest

And beats my heart for me

The life she feeds through my veins

Fills up my hollowed eyes

And I spill out overflowing

Breathing alive and always wondering

How her hands can touch mine

Without feeling me

-unplannedpoetry

[myhopelessfantasy12]

So Z added me back on Facebook. (I can’t)

She’s not on there a lot I can already see but she just posted the cutest selfie of her on vacation and I can’t.

[animalsnaps]

[myhopelessfantasy12]

I had a dream about Z last night. It was like the very last day of school and I saw her and she pulled me aside (like we were standing so close) and gave me two small gift box things and she was literally almost crying that I was leaving and then we hugged for so long. It felt so real. Then later I opened the boxes I found like these small letters kind of subtlety confessing her feelings. It felt so real and then my host dad woke me up. Ugh.

[yourcanim-deactivated20191213]

Durch dich lernte ich zu lieben. Aber ich lernte auch, was Schmerzen sind und wie es sich anfühlt, wenn das Herz zerbricht.

[maddylovebug12]

I am jealous of my parallel universe self that gets the girl.

[myhopelessfantasy12]

i literally can’t stop think about Z and i miss her and i keep looking at the picture of us and thinking about my friends comment about how her face says something.... ugh

[leohearts]

“We crave what we can’t have.”

—

[myhopelessfantasy12]

So today was my last day...

I got a picture with Z to remember her by where we’re standing next to eachother and she has her hand around my waist and vice versa and all my other teachers. I also got an official goodbye from my school and cool gifts. I’m sad but the principle said I’m always welcome to come back to the school and hopefully I’ll be able to visit next year. 😊

This account may go quiet for a while but I will hopefully see Z again and I wish her all the best with her life. ❤️

[myhopelessfantasy12]

SHE HUGGED ME

OKAY SO TODAY MY LAST CLASS WITH HER WAS CANCELLED SO I STOPPED HER IN THE HALL TO GIVE HER A THANK YOU CHOCOLATE FOR THE YEAR AND CLASS AND STUFF AND SO SHE WAS LIKE “OH IS IT YOUR LAST DAY??” I TOLD HER NO BUT JUST BECAUSE THE CLASS IS CANCELLED TODAY AND THEN SHE SAID “OH THEN WE WONT REALLY SEE EACHOTHER THEN!” THEN JUST OPENED HER ARMS AND HUGGED ME!! THEN SHE WISHED ME LUCK IN LIFE AND WE SAID GOODBYE! I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL I HAVE SO MANY MIXED EMOTIONS! I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE ITS THE END!!!

[middleagedwomen-curves]

If you are attracted to middle aged women, reblog this, I’m trying to prove a point

[lustingtc]

TC: Y/n please come out of there…

Me, behind the blinds of my TC’s class at the end of the year bc I don’t want to leave:

[shatterstar-remade]

big wlw mood: when you remember another woman who you just “””””””””admired””””””””” a lot as a kid for “””””””””some reason”””””””””

[definitelywicked-deactivated201]

“She’s just a REALLY GOOD teacher”