My Idiosyncratic Mind

No Rhyme, No Reason, Just Me. This page will go from good to great, hugs to slaps, and favorite foods to random posts of utter nothingness.

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“No-one will love you exactly the way you want them to. You just have to let them do their best.”

— Unknown

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“Never make fun of someone’s passion because that’s the thing that saves them from the world.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“Loving you was like going to war, I never came back the same.”

— Warsan Shire

[myidiosyncraticmind]

dear daddy

i hope from the heavens

you haven’t missed it

zai is doing so good

opportunities are so present

we remain focused and God fearing

yes daddy we are doing everything we can

to be lifted up to be with you

in Heaven

I think that’s whatwe will all do

and yes I’m crying

tears just seal up the places

and you never hesitated when told me

always celebrate and be happy

someone is flying

so daddy all I want to do

is take a minute to come talk to you

and let you know

your shaunie is trying…

[myidiosyncraticmind]

“That night, we lost each other as well as ourselves all to make others happy…”

-me

[thoughtkick]

“We just got to accept that some people can only be in our hearts, not in our lives.”

— Kathy B.

[lonergirlmonologue]

"i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time."

[myidiosyncraticmind]

“sometimes you have to step back to get the full picture… you can’t see the beauty in your reflection with your nose pressed against the mirror.”

-Shaunie

[thoughtkick]

“Stop thinking so much. You’re breaking your own heart.”

— Unknown

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“If you don’t fight for what you want, don’t cry for what you lost.”

— Jan Jansen

[quotefeeling]

“Be happy for no reason, like a child. If you are happy for a reason, you’re in trouble, because that reason can be taken from you.”

— Deepak Chopra

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“The scariest thing about distance is that you don’t know whether they’ll miss you or forget you.”

— Nicholas Sparks

[myidiosyncraticmind]

They say keep your personal at home and your work at the business when you clock out… I need a third place as of lately…

[aryannesque]

I will not beg you for your time or try to convince you to choose me, the world is too big and I have too much to offer.

[myidiosyncraticmind]

Reminiscent

Of the days I tasted my nectar off your lips

Hand around my neck you kept a firm grip

Pushing into me slowly other hand on my hip

Nails in your back tatt my body having a fit

Looking into your eyes like I know what’s next

Before I can speak

My body trembles as i peak

You looking back into mine

No running

As you thrust our future into me deep

Back arching

Hair pulling

Revisiting the place from which you just came

No breaks needed

The high you give me imma addict

My needs you keep feeding

Pinned gently

Under your hands you feel me start trembling

Whispering your name as you take me on a ride

Fitting you like a glove as you grow inside

The passion can’t be denied

The glow of our perspiration

Grinding and touching my stomach

You spreading my legs wide

So imma put em in the air

Crying out your name in passion

Neighbors banging

Still not a care

Biting my lip til you lean in for me to bite yours

Want them to hear what I’m feeling

Before you flip me over, all fours

Call me greedy but the way you do me

All the energy that hits the exhales to the air

Better than the best blue dream

Inhale you deep

Fill up inside me

Short gasps and head back enjoying every hit before release

[myidiosyncraticmind]

“Sometimes they may mean more to you than you do to them. It’s all good. Retract pressure and keep your pride…”

-shaunie

[myidiosyncraticmind]

Nobody said it was easy… nobody expected it to be a walk in the park. But even on our worst of days, I choose, and will always choose you, even when you find it hard to choose yourself…

-Shaunie