★ My irl name is not actually Cloud, contrary to my misleading username. I merely get gender envy from Cloud Strife, from FF7. You can call me Enbi, and my pronouns are they/them. I'm 18.
★ I'm autistic (and a billion other disabilities and disorders) and have a special interest with technology and most machines in general, as well as divine things like angels, archangels, demons, devils, and other stuff.
★ I am otherkin, specifically demonkin. I am also comfortable being referred to as a person, since I see my demonhood as being within my personhood.
★ I talk a lot about intersex stuff because I am intersex. It's not that rare actually, and even if it WERE rare, we'd still need people to talk about intersex stuff. 💛🟣💛
★ I unconfidently consider myself an artist. (Banner and PFP art is by me)
★ More information about me, as well as warnings for my blog, are under the cut.
★ I'm an intersex transmasculine nonbinary man. I'm heteroflexible. My intersex traits consist of hyperestrogenism, hypoandrogenism, micropenis, vaginal hypoplasia, labial hypertrophy, mesospadias [link], gynecomastia, and more mysteries.
★ Are you wondering if you're intersex, or whether you're valid enough to count as intersex? Please consider taking a look at this post -> [link] before sending me an ask about it.
★ If you see me post about computers and random machines, please know that it IS in a weird way, and I AM sexually attracted to them. I am objectum, specifically techum, so yeah.
★ I do not do commissions as of now.
★ My other blog to talk about all things related to hypergonadism is @hypergonadism-culture-is
★ Warnings: This blog will have sexual jokes/references and mildly suggestive material occasionally, so this might not be your thing if that makes you uncomfortable. There's also lots of talk about genitalia and other sex traits, since I talk a lot about intersexuality. If I do post anything actually NSFW, or which references sexual activities too explicitly, it will include warnings, such as an "ns/ft" tag.
Seeing love for trans men, boys, and transmasculine people happening despite all the transandrophobia in the world right now gives me hope and joy. We are beautiful, handsome, loved, and together.
Friendly reminder that perisex and intersex are not the only options out there!! Like pretty much everything in life, there's always gray areas. Mesosex, dysex, perintersex, ersex, extersex, and more are all super awesome labels that should get more known!
wishing you so much joy with the new hyperfixation. to be cringe is to be free, and to be free is to be happy.. and isn't happiness the true point of life?
Sooooo fucking true, thank you. I am in such an incredibly happy time in my life right now because of this hyperfixation.
/genq, if someone has undergone FGM, would they count as varsex?
I think a victim of FGM identifying as varsex because of it is a perfectly valid reason to be varsex. I can totally see how someone would be varsex because of this.
I can also see why someone wouldn't identify as varsex because of being a victim of FGM.
I think, like a lot of cases, it's up to the individual to decide whether having been a victim of FGM means they are varsex.
Haven't been posting on tumblr as much because of my cringe new hyperfixation. Sorry y'all I'd rather be thinking of this shitty character I have a hard on for than deleting intersexist/transandrophobic anons every five minutes
I keep bouncing back and forth between "bisexual with fem preference" and "heteroflexible" in my head right now, so if you see me refer to myself as either of the former, just keep that in mind.
Love this solidarity!!! Intersex trans people who were reassigned a sex after birth unite!!!
Although tbh I would prefer if you referred to me as a transmasc who WAS RMAB rather than an RMAB transmasc, not to be rude. And I also don't really consider my assigned sex to be a part of my identity, just calling me a transmasc is fine.
Like I've gotten a fair amount of asks that refer to me as an "RMAB transmasc," which I usually ignore, but it's happened often enough where I feel the need to address it. Thank you for listening.
You're daddy's good little calendar, and you're gonna have all the days listed on you. That's right, all 365 of them. And I'm gonna write down what I have to do this week alllll over you. Take my schedule like the obedient time organization device you are. You can't stop me from looking at you and knowing it's July right now.
Sorry everyone. They just released a new rule that says I'm the only person ever who's allowed to have a micropenis. Sorry. Yeah. Everyone else who has a "micropenis" actually just has a non-micro penis. Sorry. Yeah. Sorry. Check the intersex rulebook. Sorry.
Okay but this is actually how intersex exclusionists sound. Like I have multiple examples of this happening for real.
I once saw this person who was like "I ACTUALLY have vulvar hypospadias because my urethra is ACTUALLY inside my vagina, unlike these fakeherms whose urethras are only a LITTLE bit lower!!" like come on. Listen to yourself.
Also once saw this person who was like "I have no clitoris. So it's angering to see all the people who say they have a smaller clitoris, because they will never suffer like me, a person who actually doesn't have one." as if that's a soundproof take.
And I also once saw this person who was like "I have hyperandrogenism to the point where I pass as a cis male without taking testosterone, and to see all these people who say they have hyperandrogenism when really all they have is slightly more body hair is sickening." like seriously? You really wanna die on that hill?
Some of y'all are way too scared of intersex people existing in a way that's different from your own experience of intersexuality.
Having a crush on an embarrassing and widely decided "cringe" character teaches me exactly how those cartoon characters feel keeping a little locket of some fictional character with them at all times and never telling anyone.
Except for my one mutual who knows, you know who you are!! I'm so sorry this is turning into the kind of hyperfixation where I watch compilations of them over and over and over.
Is there a flag/label for where your relationship to your intersexuality is influenced by your relationship to your alterhuman/otherkin identity?
Intersexuality is praised and desired among demons of my species, (as well as general atypical sex traits) which is part of the reason I am so proud and loud about my intersexuality. So it would be nice to know if anyone else felt the same.
Not quite sure if any of these will fit you, but here are some I found! You could also ask someone to coin a term / make a flag for you :)
[Interdemon / Intersex demon] - When someone is both intersex and a demon
[Otherkin Intersex] - When someone is both intersex and otherkin
[Gynandromorph] - A term for intersex nonhumans
[Altiusex] - Technically this one is defined as not feeling cis or trans because of alterhumanity, though it also states that its "for alterhuman beings that have no sex or a sex that doesn't fit within the human binary of male or female." This isn't explicitly an intersex term.
i think one of the reasons why its frustrating when I'm not passing as a straight cis man is that it causes like dysphoria for me. yes, i'm bisexual. yes i do refer to myself as gay sometimes. but sometimes people think gay man and automatically think feminine and i'm like y'all. i do not want you to associate me with visible femininity. please.
Same anon also sent this:
I completely understand. I didn't like when I was attracted to fictional men for a while because I thought being gay was feminine, which was some internalized homophobia on my part.
And then there's the people who say "girl!" to people they think are gay men all the time. ALL. THE. TIME. Which is dysphoria causing for me. I am not feminine in the slightest, and vehemently hate being perceived as such. If people didn't think of gay men as feminine, I wouldn't dislike being perceived as a gay man as much as I do.
I need a ray that makes people think of me as the masculine heteroflexible man I am.
Okay y'all, passing as a CIS man and passing as a STRAIGHT man are two different things.
Like everyone in my life right now (apart from friends who knew me pre-T and those who I've told about my identity) think I'm a cisgender man. But a straight man? Yeah, nobody thinks I'm straight. I guess I "sound" and "act gay"???
Like it's at the point where I'm literally just WALKING and somebody shouts "period!" at me. Or I walk into a room and somebody says "diva!". Or somebody asks me if I can do a straight guy impression. These are all real life examples that have happened like a lot. Kinda annoying at this point tbh, but still endearing.
Like, y'all. I'm heteroflexible. Sure, I'm attracted to a TON of fictional men, but as far as real life men go? I like maybe 5 tops. And I'm VERY attracted to women. If I had a list for all the women I'm attracted to, I would end up writing until I died.
How do I get people to know I'm (mostly) straight without literally saying it to their faces and ruining their idea of me as their sassy gay friend??
