Tw: Ed Prolly

Just ranting abt food and shit Looking for mutuals to chat with cw: 150 gw: 120 ugw: 100

[mylittlesecret101]

So the same friend that I’ve mentioned before on here in my psychology class looked me dead in the eyes the other day and said that I was ugly. The context is another girl I sit with said me and the 4th girl at our table looked a little similar because of the color we were wearing. Me and my friend are newly friends with these girls and the 4th girl is kinda of “cool” and “popular” I guess, and my friend really likes her. So when the other girl said that my friend was like “except you(me, but she said my name) are ugly.” She later said she was joking but either way it really hurt

[mylittlesecret101]

Today in my psychology class we talked about d3pre$$i0n and 3at1ng d1s0rd3rs, and i felt like especially for the ed part my friend sitting next to me was thinking about me. I’ve never told her anything and we’ve never talked about it but the teacher was talking about how to recognize it and common habits for people with it and stuff. I’m worried she suspicious of me now…

[mylittlesecret101]

My reasons to keep going

1- love my body more

2- look as pretty as my friends

3- sit on laps/have people carry me without worrying that I’m too heavy

4- look cute in a bikini!

5- crop tops!!

6- low rise jeans!!

7- look cute in over sized clothes, not big

8- me taken more serious as a dancer

9- not stand out in group photos

10- wear short without being insecure

11- wear tight shirts and have it be cute

12- look better in clothes in general

13- not feel like a pig whenever I eat

14- if I ever get a bf, be able to wear their hoodie and have it be big on me

15- go shopping and get new cute clothes

16 not having to not buy the things I try on in dressing rooms because they don’t fit

Those were the first things I could think of <3

[mylittlesecret101]

Can’t wait til 8 weeks 🤞

[justbonesplease33]

probably not

[mylittlesecret101]

Once winter break is over and school starts again there will be less opportunities for me to eat :D it’s the only part of going back to school that I’m looking forward to

[mylittlesecret101]

I just ate brownies and I hate it