MyMindOnTV

https://soundcloud.com/punknub

[mymindontv]

I open up your facebook page again

I look up at the top where it says we’re friends

I look away and for a moment just pretend

that we are still together and nothing had to end

you tell me that I seem like I am doing well

and you seem pretty good, as far as I can tell

you tell me nothing will ever be just like it was

but I don’t believe you because I am still in love

I keep your picture up because I still want to see your face

even if your memory haunts me every single day

[mymindontv]

the sun shines down on your body

got our friends waiting in the lobby

all the kids looking for their mommy

bet they don’t know that she is a hotty

kick it keep it fresh just chillin out in Fiji

vacay with the fam so we gotta keep it PG

unless we’re in the room kickin it watchin TV

netflix and chill tomorrow get some coffee cause

tonight we’re not sleeping

[mymindontv]

ok shit here we go I don’t really go out to shows

I don’t really showcase my flow I don’t really even know

I don’t really fuck with that ish I don’t really even have a bitch

I don’t really even wanna diss I am just really gonna miss this

I don’t really wanna say what I don’t really wanna say

and I don’t really wanna play anymore motherfucking games

I don’t even really rap and I don’t even give a crap

got my cat boo chillen in my lap god damn Toucon’s shit really slaps UH

I don’t really know you and you don’t really know me

I don’t really know what to do so I will just keep on flowing

I don’t really like this cause I don’t really like shit

I don’t really like here I feel really misfit 

I just really want to know where did all of my time go

I just really want to go and hit the open road do shows

I don’t really know me or where my life is going

but I know one thing it will keep roller coasting

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fresh kicks got sticks

roll up this shit

at the party people wilding

going crazy it’s amazing

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ok shit what it is kickin it chillin with my friends

we don’t need dividends we just smoke that tree again

I don’t really make music I just really have heart

I don’t really like losing so I don’t really want to start

I don’t really say too much cause I don’t really wanna talk

I don’t really even do much cause I don’t really wanna walk

hit that flow like 1 2 3 in a row like it’s tic-tac-toe

punknub spit that slow at the kick back in a knickknack robe

where’d you get that though from the thrift shop oh it’s just down the road

sit back yo we can go hop in the whip we can dip first let me hit that dro we can hit that zone

punknub really does spit yea motherfucker no shit

but what I don’t really get is that I don’t really fit in

punknub’s shit is so weird boy can’t even grow a beard

anxiety and my fears keep me from ever getting clear near

I don’t really hate you and I don’t really regret

all the times I forgave you and all the time that we spent

[mymindontv]

it’s a song about nothing nothing is funny

we are not running we get the money

we make the millions we make the big deals

we do not steal shit we are the realest

punknub back on the track though

don’t smoke the crack though this is not whack though

we got that attack flow

cinnabon rainbow vitamin shade show

this is a dark low dastardly asshole

beat em up criss cross flexing with this floss

it is a coin toss slick like a mob boss 

[mymindontv]

uh ya what’s up I’m balling on a budget though 

got my shit saved up but I don’t even touch it though

catch me getting schwifty with my people at the function though

got me hardly seeing hardly breathing hardly functional

I got top rammen with sriracha on deck

anime stream crunchy roll woah weird flex

my hero one punch dragon ball what’s next

probably drop with the squad get the dub on apex

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get the 5 dollar 2 for 1 4 for 4 meal deal

I got a pocket full of change coins yup the real deal

really though I am broke just so you know the real feels

people living on the streets you wonder why they will steal

so round em up cuff em book em put em all in the jail

their whole family is broke good luck paying bail

this taste that this country left me with is way stale

elect a billionaire POTUS there is no way we will fail

L O L laugh it up half the country gives a fuck

we will all still be stuck in this rut like what’s up

but enough of the tough of the rough of the stuff

politics and bullshit got me worried saying bruh

[mymindontv]

I’m balling on a budget got spare change in my pocket

we gone win and get the W straight to the top you can’t stop it

punk on the track do this often hit the dank got me coughin

if I die know this was awesome sriracha hot we gone sauce em

how much do you make how much green is in your wallet

I keep my green inside a jar keep the homies smiling falling

do you like to gamble flip the coin heads or tails I guess you call it

power puff like blossom bubbles buttercup

[mymindontv]

I don’t wanna be alone again

stoned in my zone in my home again

let my mind roam again to a place

in a space where I could just call you on the phone again shit

my mind it wanders 

[mymindontv]

Don’t Leave

you left me down and out

I don’t think I’ll ever know what that was about

so you’ve got your new place

I didn’t know that I was just another lame in the way

you think that I’m old news

well I will rise up to the challenge and I’ll show you

you like to smoke and drink

I love to hear about your day and what you think

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so do you so do you

and I’ll do me, I’ll do me

x2

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I take shit so damn hard

now you can catch me out late out at the bar

sad dudes with their guitar

you can’t make art unless you have the scars

I don’t want you to go

but I don’t have a choice at least as far as I know

I like to take things slow

but I guess in slo-mo you kept it on the low

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so do you so do you

and I’ll do me, I’ll do me

x2

[mymindontv]

I love you for who you are

not your things your bling your car

not your eyes your smile your scars

I love you for who you are

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I love you the utmost completely

it’s so cliche but you complete me

I wonder if you’re awake or sleeping

out there lonely wishing dreaming

you said that it’s not me it’s you

but I know that means it’s me

you said that I’ve been good to you

I wonder if that is untrue too

[mymindontv]

I trusted you completely

let you hold my heart freely

[mymindontv]

had a whole heart lost a piece of it

now my life is a puzzle which piece will fit

I don’t know which piece that I will miss

but I hope that this is not the end of it

2018 can go straight to hell

from Donald Trump to the 

[mymindontv]

slippin tripping no gas

can’t stop won’t stop won’t last

no style no vibes no class

all talk so fine no mass

hit it when I rip it and a get a little fizzled

punknub yup yup honing like a missile

land in the sand fucking with the Taliban

like we did to japan I can’t even comprehend

why so crazy bull shit nonsense fugazi

I’m so lazy sitting chilling up inside my mind amazing

the life that my parents gave me on the daily

maybe hanging with my lady she’s my baby

text don’t call me or snapchat me IG facebook tweet

get at me I’m so happy scrolling tapping on my phone alone just laughing

is it fake or is it happening news is skewed the views are massing

massive masses trolled and trapped we think we’re free but we are captured

I can’t see a brighter future

We won’t make it out of this

the world is fucked so hey good luck

I send my love and pound your fist

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spit that on a diss track

hit that shit quick with another fist jab

get this bitch lit put it on his tab

put on my kicks top it off with this cap

I don’t even fuck with bullshit

I don’t even fuck with yall

I don’t even fucking notice

I don’t even care at all

spit it so hard like fucking concrete

gotta slow down so you lames can compete

got my flow down you don’t even know me

call me a fucking Dragon all I do is blow heat

daddy when I grow up can I be a fucking star

no you stupid little kid you’ll be drinking at the bar

you’ll be drinking to forget the pain to cover up the scars

another drink so you don’t have to think about this world of ours

Woah chill daddy shit I am only 5

well son I thought I’d break it to you I won’t always be alive

I just hope to give you all the tools that you need to survive

I have high hopes that you will strive and you will really thrive

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[mymindontv]

punknub

toucon

2018

It’s almost over

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I got a lot of shit I need to get off my chest

I hate all of my songs I don’t think that I’m the best

I don’t think we will survive this moment is a test

will he go down in history or end up like all the rest

will we come together and make it out of this

I don’t mean to throw that shade I don’t mean to diss

can you see what I see or am I just in a dream

are we fighting this war or are we all on a team

I can’t stop these thoughts that creep up on me in my bed

I can’t undo these memories that are flashing in my head

I can’t give a good reason for why I shouldn’t be dead

I can’t even I can’t even remember what I said

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I feel like a zombie walking I can’t get out of my head

I feel like a zombie feeding seeming like the living dead

I feel like I can’t control this I just feel so out of touch

I feel like a zombie breathing thinking that this is too much

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so maybe we can make it maybe if we really try

but if we don’t the world is fucked and we are all just going to die

everything you ever said every truth and every lie

will be dust on the wind will be teardrops from the sky

mommy I am hungry hush now darling close your eyes

we can’t afford to feed you can’t afford just to survive

because the people with the money can’t bare to look inside

this big monster we have created is too big for us to drive

brush the dust and wipe the tears

maybe in a few hundred years

the planet will recover maybe we will still be here

but I can’t cross my fingers any harder

if I do then they will break

how can we expect to survive when all we do is take

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I feel like a zombie walking I can’t get out of my head

I feel like a zombie feeding seeming like the living dead

I feel like I can’t control this I just feel so out of touch

I feel like a zombie breathing thinking that this is too much

[mymindontv]

freshest in the game and you know this

punknub he is nothing less than the dopest

cranking out that dope shit damn that boy is hopeless

hold this while I piss while I diss hit those motherfuckers with a bro fist

I am not a baller nope because I have no money

born a stupid white boy big nose looking funny

chilling in a suburb with my honey fun we

having every night with a Moscow playing gin rummy

shit you don’t even know me punknub yup yup dude is the homie

chilling getting fucked up eat fast Matt Stonie 

gotta fucking problem bitch you can blow me

I take a shit and I spit on your ish cause it is below me

punknub I am the only you can never clone me phonies

oh god damn them bars is hot I wrote that shit and that’s all I’ve got

I can see no way to advance the plot so I’ll just chill down at the spot

in ten years I’ll spend all I’ve got and I’ll starve to death in a vacant lot

because I’m a piece of shit I don’t believe in god am I genuine or am I fraud

well fuck that got dark let’s bring it back

people gonna say that punknub is whack

people track punknub and then they attack

it’s a kung fu battle punknub’s fighting back

jab jab duck doge drop kick punch

right to the face guy 1 is done

guy number 2 is just having fun

he just jumps around then pulls out a gun

ah shit bois wait punk is fucked

the dude finally ran out of luck

he rolls and he stabs guy 2 is stuck

by a knife in the chest and he turns to run

guy 2 trips and he falls punknub kicks that bitch in the balls

he screams out and he tries to call but after a kick to the face

he can’t speak at all

now guy 3 pops out of hiding

punknub has the gun from guy 2 and he’s trying

to shoot but the gun is jammed and now is flying

through the air into guy 3′s face now hes’ crying

punknub lands an elbow to guy 3′s throat

guy 3 drops to his knees and begins to choke

he gasps for air and punknub goes

hops in his car now he’s on the road

[mymindontv]

you can fake it til you make it

you can make it to the top

oh oooooh

you can take the break your given

and you can never make it stop

oh oh

[mymindontv]

I feel like I got an elephant standing on my chest

I feel like I got a woodpecker peckin on the back of my head

I would be happier if I could just wake up dead

disregard but at least then I could forget all the shit that I said

I’m sick of being sick and tired I’m sick of being sick and tired

sick of being sick I wish these puzzle pieces fit

I wish I had a fuck to give I wish that I could still just live

I hit the switch and that was it don’t test my grit you silly bitch

[mymindontv]

I don’t wanna be that white boy stay up playing games all night boy

smoke a little herb well shit I might boy kick it with my fam by the curb that’s right boy I don’t wanna be that old guy never made it big can you dig that small fry

with a large coke don’t choke spend my time won’t go broke I hope well sometimes

I just wanna rap that good shit not a hood rat can’t rap that hood shit

I don’t count racks no stacks but I do this try to rap fast outlast that new shit huh

hit em with the triplets I just hope my rhymes turn into dividends

make amends hope my friends will forgive the way I get a little distant not diss’n them K.O. finish him