The Ally Journal

Of late night thoughts. 25. Kuala Lumpur, MY. #when a.e writes - Originals.

[bakwaaas]

adult life is crazy because you can be going through the most devastating and heartbreaking things while still having to go to work and do the laundry and grocery shopping

[myneverendingworries]

The colors of life fade to shades of gray, Sadness envelops, a somber ballet. My words paint a portrait of a broken soul, Aching verses, fragments of a heart once whole.

-Color Code #808080 / a.e

[janeforest]

[d-vsl]

Colin King Interiors

[glumshoe]

[neckkiss]

fluffy sky

[myneverendingworries]

“People say that love is a choice. If love is a choice, then what is this feeling that I can’t avoid?”

My love, that is what we call an attachment. The attachment that both of you have created over time. It does not matter how long or short it was. Now you’re struggling to stretch yourself out from it. And every time you think you’ll make it, you find it easier to stay in this familiar place. How do you think that you will ever move on? A mixture between love, a familiar face and an attachment has consumed you. I’m not saying that you won’t be able to. You will, trust me you will. Once you’re able to tell the difference between attachment and love, you will slowly get up, walk towards to the door and without looking back- you’ll move on.

— the struggle in moving on // a.e

[lovenotlogic]

me: i feel so alone

me: maybe isolating myself will help

[lamignonette]

naomi segal

[probablycorrect]

[myneverendingworries]

What my previous relationship has taught me (personally):

I should not have overdo. I should not have over-love, over-share, over-give. Relationship requires balance.

Realising that you have a toxic trait does not make you a bad person, especially when you know that you’re working on it

It is okay to be emotional. Relationship require both emotional support and being rational at the same time.

No one can ever meet ALL your needs. Only you can do that.

Be brutally honest about how you feel, even if it scares you. This will only bring your relationship forward. If not, they’re just not for you.

Your relationship is not everything. It is only a part of your life. Hence, you should focus on other aspect of your life as well.

Love means to always forgive. So, forgive him & love him again.

Do not confused reality and potential. Being in love with potential will get you nowhere. Instead, accept the person in front of you now and let them flourish as they grow with you by their side.

If you’re tired, rest. Come back and create the love again. A newer one, a stronger one.

But if it’s dead, the love I mean. If it’s dead, leave.

— lessons, lessons. //a.e

[fluffygif]

Favourite morning walks

[varshnarsh]

https://www.instagram.com/p/CGVCniuB-3L/?utm_medium=copy_link

[ancientsstudies]

Sun’s fiery kiss.

[myneverendingworries]

Sometimes I get scared to look at him. Because he might see my thoughts written across my face.

— make it obvious //a.e

[myneverendingworries]

I had a thought last night. That if you call, I would tell you that we should try again. We should love again.

So I waited for a call. Staring at the phone screen waiting for your name to pops up. But it never did.

It’s 6 in the morning and I’m still having the same thought.

— I’m not the one who easily gives up //a.e

[myneverendingworries]

What if on that night when I’m about to leave, you hold me tight and tell me that we will get through this. That you know that even in a tiniest chance of possibility, you still believe in them. In us. What if you saw the future and tell me that you only saw me in it.

And we sat down & you tell me that we will beat this odds together.

— Possibilities of me & you //a.e