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@mynostalgicheart
Fun fact:
I was never someone's first priority
Come to think of it, I don't think I've been second too
Lesson:
Never ever depend on someone. It's really hard to get your hopes up and get disappointed. Even if that person insists, still don't. Protect your heart at all costs.
Fun fact:
I was never someone's first priority
Come to think of it, I don't think I've been second too
Lesson:
Never ever depend on someone. It's really hard to get your hopes up and get disappointed. Even if that person insists, still don't. Protect your heart at all costs.
I just need to this one off my chest:
- No one likes to judge or get mocked for having an interest in something you like
- yes i am actually a sensitive person but I rather not show it to you that I actually got offended or hurt, instead i'll just go home and just cry about it the whole night
- i am not even on anyone's priority list ever. Like ever. This is why I rather be alone or deal with my own shits and issues alone because I don't want to bother people around me.
How i missed writing here
So I have this guy friend who been who, apparently, is still in love with me for more or less 8 years according to my friend. I don't know but I really can't reciprocate his feelings. I only see his as one of my good friends and as a big brother. I'm so sorry :(
Here I go again for the nth time. I really lost count of it. Yesterday was my birthday. Do you know how badly I waited for his greetings? I would totally roll on the floor and scream for joy with just one chat/text of 'happy birthday' but to no avail I never felt his single presence yesterday. I'll keep my pride this day, I won't chat nor text him the whole day. If he won't message me then I'll just rest my case for eternity.
I almost lost myself to someone not deserving of me
I really feel like I am just squeezing myself in his life wherein fact I wasn't in his list of priorities from the start.
I feel like such a fool believing all his lies and sweet words and worst, it happened 3 days before my birthday
Alam mo kasi maiintindihan ko naman kung importante lakad mo eh kahit ilang beses mo icancel yung mga lakad natin kasi wala maintindihin akong tao eh. Pero kasi kahit isang text wala. Masaklap nagseen lang sa chat. Saya di ba?
Maybe this is the time I need to wake up from reality. The real reality and not the fantasy reality I was thinking.
I don't know why the gods hate me. Why did they have to do this to me??? I don't know if I should sacrfice my heart for the life of someone. I can't let someone take their own life just because I rejected him. Do you know how traumatizing what you're doing to me???
GDI now this is the only place I can rant freely. My twitter feed is kinda of a mess so it's best to stay away from posting for a while in there.
Uhm btw I am starting to think of another concept to write 😅
Tangina! Di mo kasi alam yung feeling na may mahal ka ss buhay pero pakiramdam mo magisa ka lang walang kakampi sa buhay.
Hindi sapat ang mahal niyo lang ang isa't isa. Importante din ang effort.
The thing about me is that I fall too quickly and I get hurt too quickly. I know I am naive about love and relationship because I’ve never been in one but I don’t know why it hurts so much to the point of breaking down any minute. Yes I trust people too easily because I believe in it and yeah I get taken for granted all of the time. I hate being naive.
Still relevant this 2019
Jackson, my cute little roasted peanut, your sass is showing
Ang gago mo talaga eh noh? Kaya siguro walang tumagal sayo kasi isa kang MALAKING GAGO. Ayan capslock para intense at ramdam mo yung hinain ko
For a hopeless romantic person, those things I want to expect will never happen if I push this through.
People know I am an open book. People can easily see my reactions and emotions. But people don't know that there is one emotion I mastered to mask - HURT/PAIN
Ang hirap magkagusto sa taong complicated ang buhay. Yung gustong gusto mo nang ipasok ang buhay mo sa buhay niya pero parang mali dahil parang di babagay.
Yes he has a daughter but I don't think I am ready for it. Yes he doesnt believe in 'panliligaw' that actually me sad for a bit. But idk why I am falling deeply for him because of his personality.
Promise kahit gustuhin ko ang hirap kasi eh.
