off the deep end

𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓼𝓴𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝔀𝓮 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓽 𝖆𝖘𝖒𝖎𝖙𝖆 ✧ 𝖌𝖎𝖋𝖘

[defsbeom]

[rest.]

read the read more if you want to see me rant

so… obviously this blog has been pretty dead for a while now. at first it was only meant to be a short hiatus off tumblr, mostly because all the friends i had on here kinda left and i was trying to figure out where i fit in. but then covid and real life happened. nothing bad i assure you, but long story short i’m moving to london in 2 weeks to start my master’s. yes i am still in disbelief. but yeah, i guess real life is just a priority for now, maybe i’ll be back fully at some point in the future. i do firmly believe that no one really ever leaves tumblr. i do still pop back on sometimes, mostly to see jamie’s messages shdkalsl but also some got7 gifs whenever i miss my boys. so anyway if you’ve read this bit, thank you, hope you’re having a good day and if not, i’m sending you my love. adios <3

[pichuit]

insert gender spectrum joke

[cowgirliee]

a dead horse hates to see me coming

[blahblahblahviolentpain]

I think this would be a nice moment for Naveen, especially after what his grandma did

[oakhold-cheerios]

scene kids back in the 2000s would've adored him <3

[azurill]

[weltenwellen]

Ada Limón, “To Be Made Whole”, On Being with Krista Tippett

[weltenwellen]

Rebecca Solnit, Hope In The Dark

[weltenwellen]

Rebecca Solnit, Hope in the Dark

Paul Eluard, “Right in the Middle of the Month of August”, Selected Poems(trans. Gilbert Bowen) (x)

[weltenwellen]

Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man

[m1s0-s0ups]

Your honor he is three budews tall

[cheruib]

miss taking an uquiz every time i opened the tumblr app… it was an era i took for granted

[homeschooledwizard]

I love that we can just walk into Corbeau’s office any time after the main events end. Like canonically we’re just a weird stray pet that he grew fond of and keeps around. He’s our weird uncle with a loan shark business but also does handy tasks around town? But is like one of the most dangerous men in the city. And we can just go in and pester him. Like, we aren’t even forced to walk through the lobby anymore. The henchmen stand to attention when we walk in. We’re important to the head honcho. We have a mob boss as a friend! Even Philippe is like, boss is happier when you’re around 🥰 it’s the best. We can walk in whenever and go pester the most dangerous man in luminous and he doesn’t mind. I like to think when we walk in he just immediately drops everything and we just have some tea and gossip.

[allsadnshit]

Realizing I can't just shut down and push everyone away the second I feel misunderstood if I want to actually grow as a person and learn to tolerate discomfort enough to try new things and make my dreams come true with my own two hands

[usagi-zakura]

For every pokémon game I've shiny-hunted in there seems to be one shiny that keeps popping up... varying ones for each games.

For Legends Arceus its Shinx. For Scarlet and Violet its Hoppip. And after catching three now (two in the exact same way...sitting on top of a lamppost) in Legends ZA its looking like its gonna be Fletchling.

[defsbeom]

going to be a magikarp for me this time around...

[go-begay]

He’s so babygurl

[defsbeom]

[rest.]

read the read more if you want to see me rant

so… obviously this blog has been pretty dead for a while now. at first it was only meant to be a short hiatus off tumblr, mostly because all the friends i had on here kinda left and i was trying to figure out where i fit in. but then covid and real life happened. nothing bad i assure you, but long story short i’m moving to london in 2 weeks to start my master’s. yes i am still in disbelief. but yeah, i guess real life is just a priority for now, maybe i’ll be back fully at some point in the future. i do firmly believe that no one really ever leaves tumblr. i do still pop back on sometimes, mostly to see jamie’s messages shdkalsl but also some got7 gifs whenever i miss my boys. so anyway if you’ve read this bit, thank you, hope you’re having a good day and if not, i’m sending you my love. adios <3

[defsbeom]

no but this is kinda crazy...

i logged back onto tumblr just because...

and i see this pinned to my blog. while i sit on a sofa in the house that i share with the loml, the same house we're cleaning as we are hosting a belated diwali party tomorrow. all this after a day working at a literary agency, working in the field i did my masters in and moved countries for. living this life with a person who is just as obsessed with got7 as i am and will break into an 'i know i'm an icon' and do the little dance any chance he gets. who i preordered the new pokemom game with and spent 4 full days only playing it once it released.

life's so fuckin weird.

[catasters]

[questionlife]

[impuls1ve]

*scrolling through my own blog* wow something is not right with this one