Reality - Undefined @myrealityundefined - Tumblr Blog

Tired of being the loser of my own story.

I'm tired of existing.

not going to lie guys i don’t think being employed is for me

Well let that one out, disappointing yet again.

Well that was disappointing.

He actually moved to Tennessee, I guess there really is no mending that friendship..... I don't know why I kind of had that thought in the back of my head. I guess I do miss him but he never really had a problem with blowing me off or not being there when I need him. I suppose there was good times and bad times but I don't understand why I can't stop missing him. He clearly moving on from what I seen on social media but here I am still trying to convince myself that I don't need him. This going on my own has to be better, it got to be. Could I be even more pitiful. Could my existence be even more of a joke, I don't know, I often think I hit the bottom but then it just keep getting lower and lower and lower and lower and lower and lower and lower and lower.

A mind wipe would be pretty good right about now.

God of War: Ragnarok had me in tears man, that ending, so powerful, so beautiful. This game is definitely my one of my top games. I haven't cried over a video game this much since the ending of Cyberpunk 2077.