my s0briety journey

[mys0brietyjourny]

7/12/26 CW drugging

welp I got fucking roofied. I apparently relapsed on alc and weed while on whatever I was given. just been so disassociated since it happened. probably gonna go to an inpatient facility soon. idk.

[mys0brietyjourny]

July 10, 2026

so, I was clean for around 2 weeks. I let myself try weed again, knowing that I hadn't been feeling super bad cravings anymore. this is the first time I've had weed since April without feeling like I NEED more. I feel like i'm a good amount of high (not just buzzed, but still very much functional and coherent), and I'm not craving more and more. I think this is a good step!!

[mys0brietyjourny]

intro post

hello!!

this is a completely anonymous blog functioning as a public documentation of my journey on healing from my substance abuse problems. i have been sober from alcohol for months, and have gotten to a place where i do not see myself relapsing on that. however, i have found myself abusing cannabis and muscle relaxers, often in combination with each other.

obviously, this blog will contain triggering discussions- i'll be talking about the good, the bad, and the ugly. i will not be sugarcoating anything here. i am making this blog to hold myself to my sobriety, as knowing that people will be there seeing it may help me quit.

feel free to stick around and use this blog as inspo if you are also trying to quit!