Mar 4
Affectus paradoxus Liliae-Cuniculi 2023
The subject’s condition is characterized by a paradoxical coexistence of liberation and profound internal collapse.
There is marked emotional ambivalence: a subjective sense of lightness, clarity, and transcendence coexisting with deep affective numbness, depersonalization, and loss of meaning structures.
Thought processes remain formally coherent yet display heightened symbolism and existential undertones.
The state is experienced as an ecstatic form of freedom bordering on detachment from the self — an existential vacuum where destruction is perceived as purification.
