i used to fat asf

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i used to fat asf
being fat is so embarrassing why do I still eat I look so ugly eating bruh I look like a huge whale or something that’s why nobody want me omg ima stop being fat wtf
Ok maybe this is my month no slacking ima get to my gw 🙏🏻
this is my month where I get to my gw I’m so close 😥
looking at myself makes me feel so sick.
Literally started a fast and was about to hit 48 hours but i felt so sick I threw up and was forced to eat a bit I feel so disappointed I don’t even wanna chew gum or drink water restarted my fast today tho although I lost like .2 pounds I still feel so shit for eating like I was doing so good idk
1/21/2022 - Fri
I really fucked up. I was looking for an old photo last night to show B and ended up in a hole of sick photos that I still haven’t gotten myself to delete. And wow that was triggering as fuck. I know intellectually that I was sick and dying and unhappy back then but when I see those photos I miss my old body so much. I miss being that small. And I feel like a failure in the body I have currently. Which I know isn’t true. I know this body i have right now is the body that is currently keeping me alive and healthy and that it’s the body that’s doing it’s best to recover and finally be happy. I just don’t know how to stop feeling like I’ve failed myself somehow.
My suicide jokes feels less like jokes these days
Seems pretty anorexic of you for liking my posts
my days are fueled by caffeine and my immense hate for my body
don’t you just adore that burning feeling you get inside your stomach when you haven’t eaten. it feels like your stomach is eating itself from the inside out. beautiful
"Why do you SH?"
maybe because it's a coping mechanism
maybe because I like feeling pain
maybe because I like seeing my own blood
maybe because it makes me feel worthless
maybe because it shows I'm not ok
maybe because I like the scars
maybe because I hate myself
maybe because it's an addiction
maybe because I don't want to face my problems
... or maybe I'm just doing it for attention.
Remember:
Food is not hot girl shit.
This hit home today guys
please reblog if you’re an active ed acc.
26 july 2021
i just want to be stick thin and i always have and i always will
MEANSPO KINDA
If you know what it tastes like why eat it? We all know you don’t need it.