My Second First Impression

Navy Girlfriend :) : Which is mainly what this blog is for to keep me sane and to get connected with other military girlfriends! If you are a milso message me I would love to follow back! I'm also a Runner, College Student, and Movement Science Major. I love floral patterns, owls, tea cups, writing letters (though bootcamp kind of ruined that for me), watching netflix, animals, biking and more :) So if your blog pertains to any of those things I'd love to follow you back as well :)!

[mysecondfirstimpression]

Seriously. Its almost been 3 months and i feel like it was last weekend.

[mysecondfirstimpression]

"What's the one regret you can't work through? You got it baby, mine would be you."

this song is ringing so true right now.

[bl-ossomed]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I think once you’ve thought about how a person sleeps, how they’d feel pressed up against your back, or your head on their chest, how compatible your bodies would be in the same space of a bed — once you’ve thought about that, you’re fucked.

All These Things You Wish You’d Say (via fawun)

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This is 19 year old Marie Fowler. Her cancer just returned, and has been declared terminal. She’s already in Hospice Care. Her final wish is to meet Kellin Quinn from Sleeping With Sirens. Please, make it happen. Spread the word. This girl deserves it.

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SIGNAL BOOST.

[fierykage]

The small amount of notes on this post worries me. 

SIGNAL BOOST. LET’S MAKE THIS HAPPEN.

[chaosintocalm]

COME ON GUYS, IF WE CAN GET A FLUFFY CHICKEN FOR SOMEONE WHY NOT THIS

[luridite]

REBLOG THIS OR ELSE

[inkismydrug]

imagine it’s you

[han-syolo-shot-first]

imagine it’s you or someone you love

[mysecondfirstimpression]

I guess I just really miss him. I've been thinking about it a lot. I've been trying to figure out if i miss having someone there for me in the way that he was romantically/physically/etc or just miss having him. Its taken a lot of thinking, but I miss him. Him as whole.

Isn't it shitty when you miss someone who doesn't miss you? Care about someone who doesn't care about you, wish you could take things back from someone who regrets nothing?

Its only been 2 months. But I'm already sick of this. Its not the fun experimenting time i thought it would be. I am experimenting and sometimes yes it is fun, it can be a lot of fun. but at the end of the day its not what i want.

You know what else sucks? When you realize the things that you thought you wanted weren't something that would work out for you or that you would enjoy in the end. What fucking sucks though, is that you have to go through the things you wanted to figure out that they were exactly what you didn't want.

Fuck all of my decisions. I like to think i don't have regrets.

but i definitely have one.

[mysecondfirstimpression]

Reading through old posts. Worst idea in awhile.

[mysecondfirstimpression]

When am I going to start feeling better?

I'm doing everything I can to, EVERYTHING.

Sometimes i feel like I'm not supposed to get over it. I'm so sick of just feeling sad, i thought letting yourself feel sad was suppose to help. All it does is leave me with a bigger mess and the same feelings.

hate this.

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Tiffany McNutt’s (Photography) photo of a wife’s tattoo and her husband seeing if for the first time. She got a section of a letter he wrote to her while he was away on a deployment. It’s in his handwriting!

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