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I'll try to find you, who I can't see. I'll try to hear you, who I can't hear. #ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

[mysecret-heart]

Jul 20, 2025

I feel worried about you, but I can't do anything.

So I prayed to God to protect you and guide you.

I dont know why I feel this way, maybe Im crazy but,

All I know is I have to pray for you and surrender everything to God.

[mysecret-heart]

It's a strange ache, one that lives in the quiet space between almost and never

[mysecret-heart]

God, will I ever get married?

Is there really the one for me?

How will I know if I found my future husband?

Please give me a sign,

A sign using a butterfly.

Thankyou God.

June 22, 2024

[mysecret-heart]

I miss my dad,

But as I think about him

I couldn't remember anthing.

It's like

My mind

Erased everything

About him.

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

Fake things

Are always sweeter.

Love,

Happiness and

Whatnot.

Sweet things

Are bad for you.

Do you know

What's the worst

Of all?

Happiness,.

Humans end up

Unhappy

Because they try

To be happy.

That's why

I don't try

To be happy.

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

Being lost

Is a part of

Your journey.

Like a child

Who stumbles

On his first walk.

We all get lost sometimes.

If you're lost right now,

Remember to always

Find the way.

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

We may lose sometimes,

We may wander somewhere,

We may hurt

Or laugh

Just do it

Whatever it just do it.

It's ok be lost sometimes,

It's ok to wander somewhere,

Hurt is inevitable,

But laugh is a reward.

What you're going through will go through

Keep going.

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

It is easy

To love people

In memory

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

구걸해야 하나

언니?

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

He will

Never

Love me,

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

I have no one

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

I thought

You are someone

I can lean on.

Someone

Who always wish me

A good luck.

Someone

Who want's me

To be happy.

But

I guess I'm wrong

You are

Always the one

Who curses me,

The one

Who always broke me.

You are

The one and only

Who ruins me.

"My Mother"

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

I was a long long season,

Longer than any spring.

One day that day

I was standing before you

I waited for a long time,

I still miss you.

You are still in my heart.

I’ll keep it for a long time.

The day we meet again,

Then I’ll run first.

I have a heart that I could not express,

So I will love you more.

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

It was just me

I had a crush on him

I don't think that was wrong

Because you don't need to be qualified to like someone.

But now,

I come to think that

I'm probably not qualified.

Also,

I didn't know him was rich

I really had no idea

Though I think

That'd make no difference to the way I feel about him

That is not why I had feelings for him

Other than that

There were so many things I liked about him.

"The One Sided"

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

See you happy

Makes me happy.

See you sad

Makes me feel sad too.

See you lonely

Makes me worry.

But while feeling those emotions,

Makes me realized that I couldn't reach you.

No matter how hard I try,

I just couldn't.

So I prayed and pray to God,

Please let this person to be happy,

To be grateful and

Make him feel your presence.

Even if I couldn't reach him

I hope my prayers will.

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

Do you know

My footsteps

Head only to you,

Only you.

The light is shining down on us,

Looking into your eyes

It’s like a dream.

The moment we're together,

Like the blinding sunlight.

I feel like I'm deeply ingrained

By your voice,

It lingers so deep in my heart.

Do you know?

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️

[mysecret-heart]

It may have looked like a flower road,

But enemies everywhеre

It may be very difficult,

This road I've walked on

Know that it was a thorny road before I start

When I get erased in the repeating schedule

It's okay

So don't be miserable as me

You who sleep for your dreams,

It's okay to rest

For today, don't even dream

When the world gets ugly

When the hand that greeted you

Turned into a pointing finger

When the petals wither and fall

When the fog goes away

I'm leaving

This is a battlefield without gunshots

The cruel and beautiful

Good and evil

If I can't kill others, I must die

When wishes are blown away by the wind

It's okay,

Everything becomes memories

The feeling of walking on a tightrope

Will suffocate you

Just laugh out loud

As if the world is leaving

You will fully bloom,

After all the hardships

Everything will be okay,

Everything will be okay

Bye

#ㅅㅍㄷ#ㄴㅎㅈㄱㅅㄹㅎ

#🍒🌙⭐️