2018 held things that I never would have expected. I started last year with a broken heart and drastic changes that I never thought would fully set in.
Through this year I have learned a couple of things. Disappointing people is a way of life and in order to have what is considered “decent” mental health is sometimes necessary. The second is the importance of human connection. Being alone is great. I even think being lonely is kind of beautiful in some ways, but friends keep your heart alive. Moments with them will never be recreated and the feeling you had with a particular memory will never feel the same a second time. Truly, sit back and enjoy moments with people because the absence of that is a dark, dark life.
I wrote down a list of goals for this year like everyone on the planet. I’ll share a few so all of you can keep me accountable through this next year.
1: mediocrity has no place in my life anymore. My life will be consumed with hard work, self discipline and passion.
2: go to a state that you have never been before by yourself.
3: write enough songs to go on an EP and release it.
I love you all so much. Thank you to everyone that has listened to me and loved me when it was impossible. Let’s kill this year folks.
