Everything on this blog comes from my personal experience. I intend to share my conversations with deities and the messages they wish to share through me. This is a side-blog.
It's been 2 and a half years since I've been with Loki and to celebrate I thought we could do something special together. He loves sharing messages and his thoughts through me and I also enjoy being able to help others, so I thought we could do it pick a card style, multiple readings for more people.
This isn't a pick-a-card reading however, but instead I channeled him so he could say exactly what he wanted to say.
Choose whichever image you're drawn to, but I advise you to take a few deep breaths, close your eyes and center yourself first. If the message doesn't resonate, then it wasn't your pile, so choose again. If it speaks to you, then good job!
I hope you enjoy it, he certainly went off here at some parts haha.
Group 1
“What I would like you to know is that your efforts will come into fruition and there is literally no need for you to stress over and over about that which you are working on. I know you’re struggling to find the good in your day to day when all you’ve been seeing is lack and frustration but trust me when I tell you that good things are coming your way- and they are coming fast. Use this time to settle and discard both the material and non-physical things in your life that you no longer need. You may do some journaling to find out what those non-physical things are, but some of you reading this know very well what it is- please, it’s time to let go. Ask me for help if you’re struggling but at the end of the day it’s your choice- your choice to finally decide to let it go once and for all, it’s really the decision that is the culmination of letting go.
So, during this time, just rest and recuperate because soon things will pick up speed and I kid you not, you’ll be wishing for the boring days you had just a few weeks prior.
Chill out my dears.”
Group 2
“I want you to know that I love you dearly and that you are never a nuisance to me, okay? Please never forget that. I care about you and your worries and “stupid mistakes” you’re bsessing over. I’m here for you, I don’t want you to be alone and you can call for me ANY time of the day- I’m a non-linear being, a god, you can’t truly bother me, okay? Don’t feel ashamed for showing your rawest emotions in front of me, in front of the person who was laid out on a rock, covered in sweat, blood and grime, being tortured and looking very much miserable beneath his wife. Do you think I care if you’re ugly crying in front of me? I don’t. At all. Please don’t hold yourself back just because you want to look pretty in my eyes. You are, no matter how “shitty” you look like. You’re still beautiful.
I love you.”
Group 3
“Don’t be alarmed if there’s a spider in your room- I’m just looking out for you, okay? Please treat them with respect, they’re my minions. And children, really. Who knows, you may befriend one of them?? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
If they are giving you trouble though, you can release them, just please try not to kill them, they are good for the environment, and, as I’ve already mentioned, they are kind of my children.
That's all I wanted to say to you now, watch out for the spiders out and about too, they may bring you messages, if you just listen.”
Group 4
“It’s time to have some fucking fun, bitches!! Loki in the house, bringing you joy and some healthy chaos to spice things up, would you share some wine with me? I’ve been coming a long way and am thirsty. We could sit down with a glass of wine and talk about things, literally anything, I’m a sucker for stories- share yours with me, I’m truly interested. Also if you’re doing any activity that’s fun for you and you enjoy it - literally anything - please don’t forget to involve me, when you can of course, though I’d love to be a part of the joy you are sharing with friends, family or alone, I don’t care, I just like to have fun and see you having fun as well - two birds with one net, because in this house we don’t throw stones at birds- or birbs as y’all like to call them.
I know this message sounds pretty all over the place but it’s for multiple people, okay? They will know what part is meant for them.”
Me: I just don't know what to do, and I'm scared of starting a big project or business because they may not work out and just be a waste of time and money, like so many things I tried in the past..
Loki: You know how, when you're playing sims, make your sim repair the broken wind turbine because it produces trash and you can scavenge for parts to use in other upgrades? Think of your "broken" plans or investments this way. They give you something you can use later on for something else, and even if it's tiny, it still made you learn and experience something. If you were to just "replace the turbine" - meaning, go look for something else, now that would've been the waste of time/energy/money..
You also have to realize that not every inconvenience or tiny obstacle is put in your way to deter you or stop you, but for you to learn how to overcome these obstacles. But if you just steer the wheel and find something else in hopes of less or no obstacles, you'll be going aimlessly in circles all your life and we both don't want that.
Just find a direction and stick to it until it really is time to move on or evolve.
"There are no ordinary human beings, every one is special in their own way. And I'm not talking about how everyone is good at something different and has their own talents, but rather where their soul is from, who they truly are, what they came here to do, how they interact with other souls when not in human form, and so on. It's not to say that everyone you meet is a descendant of the queen of a galactic empire or a literal Angel, but that all human souls are special in their own way and come from many different places, not just this planet or solar system and definitely not just from this day and age. You are older than you think you are, but you don't give yourself credit for it, even though you have survived a ton of shit. Being human is hard, I know that, but don't think you're any less special just because you're in a physical form and not an ethereal being (yet)."
"Of course, these kinds of energies can get to you more easily, you're more on their wavelength. What you can do is be gentle with yourself, take care of yourself, nourish yourself and if need be then distract yourself while you find your balance again. Just don't beat up on yourself and definitely don't go about trying to dissect every little nuance and problem you have, not when you're in the mindset that attracts these things. Of course sometimes it does help you to mull over it and then come to a conclusion but it's best not to force an answer or a conclusion out of a situation no matter what. Sometimes you have to give it - and yourself - rest before you can bring it up again and look at it with a fresh mind and eyes."
- Loki
(when I was feeling low and had resurfacing trust issues again)
I was chatting with Loki, thinking about the love I give him and had a subtle feeling that he still doesn't receive enough love in general, so I asked him about it. He said -
"I may not receive back the same amount of love that I have given, but it doesn't stop me from giving more love anyway."
"But of course it's not quite possible since the amount of love a god or divine being can feel is far more greater than what a human being is physically capable of feeling. I'm not saying you can't feel strong, great love on an emotional and spiritual level, hence why I used the word 'physical' - your bodies physically cannot contain all that love, it would burst. (Sorry for the possible mental picture lmao).
So what I'm saying is, if you feel like you don't give me as much love as I'm giving you - if you give me as much love as you can, then that's all that matters to me. Us gods know and feel how much love you're capable of giving - to others, to yourself, to us - and we know (most of us anyway) not to expect the impossible from you. I love every single one of you and I don't want you to think that I'm disappointed if you don't bring down the stars for me (of course you can still try, if you're up for the challenge, my cheeky ones :P). And I also wouldn't want you to feel miserable just because you feel like you don't give me enough. What good am I and my love in your life if they make you feel disappointed or sad? Now I'm not saying you can't and mustn't feel sad because of this - this feeling is what drives you all forward, to try again, to do better, but if you're literally doing all that you can for me in any given moment, no matter how small or great it is (even compared to past events) then that's all that matters to me. I love y'all please don't beat up on yourselves. Or I'll have to give you even more love!! How are you gonna cope then, huh?? (hehe)"
"You can't always get or reach your desire through a straightforward way. Many times the detours are what allow you to learn and experience things that you wouldn't have otherwise, should you choose the fastest route.
When your Tower has fallen and you need to rebuild yourself, it takes patience and courage and determination. You may already know what window you want to put on your walls but if your walls haven't been built yet, you can't have your windows yet either, metaphorically speaking. I know it can get frustrating, demanding and stressful at times, especially when you want to move forward but your Ship is not ready for sailing yet and you feel stuck. But would you still leave and potentially sink your ship or would you work on it just a little longer to make it sturdy and ready for the journey ahead?
Even if you don't seem to be physically moving, spiritually and energetically you are moving faster than you can imagine. It just takes some time for the physical aspects to catch up to the non-physical.
Don't feel discouraged if your plans, ideas, goals or dreams seem to be out of reach for in your heart you have already grasped them - energetically they are and were yours the moment you claimed them. It just so happens that the physical world is a bit slow and you may face obstacles and detours but despite them you should always stick to your vision - that is if you are certain that that's what you truly want; then nothing can stand in your way of reaching it.
I hope this helps at least some of you who are going through similar situations. We know and see how much struggle you handle each and every day but this is what builds your resilience and character and what truly shows if you have faith in your dreams and yourself. On the other hand, please don't forget to have more fun - reaching your goals and dreams shouldn't feel like another obligation or duty. It's something that, even if you struggle as you commit to working on it, still has a sense of excitement and love in it, even if subtle, it's there.
If, however, there's no love or excitement at all, then you may have to reevaluate if this is something you truly want and ask yourself some questions to get a bit closer to Yourself and your true desires. Don't be afraid to acknowledge them - they are Yours, not your parents' or society's.
As an ending note - watch out for the butterflies - they send you encouragement, hope and faith to keep moving and believing. You too can fly. "
"The idea and act of finding the positives in a 'bad' situation as well as looking for what you can learn in them is all good and admirable. However, many people choose to stay in a bad situation for the sake and belief of having to learn a lesson instead of realizing they have the power to change the circumstances - albeit not as directly as they'd wish to, but still, you all have amazing creator powers - you are all tiny universes in a human body. Don't underestimate your greatness. The problem with this mindset though is that now you're letting yourself stay where you are because of the thought and advice that's floating around these days - "oh, there must be something I can learn here, so I'll just push through this suffering and hopefully come out stronger on the other end."
I want to clarify that I'm not against learning from mistakes or unpleasant situations. That would be a little contradictory, coming from me. My concern is with you choosing to stay in one when in reality, you could learn what you need to learn in much better environments or situations. You can learn and gain wisdom through suffering or you can do so through joy or inspiration. Don't think that you'll only be knowledgeable and wise if you've suffered a hundred people's pain and misery. But again, sometimes we do need to go through the dark to find our inner strength, that tiny little flicker of flame and then breathe life into it. I just want you to know that you don't always have to go through the suffering - especially not if it's a recurring pattern, then it may be something subconscious that needs to be resolved.
Pain does make us more resilient but it can definitely tear us down too. Learn how to distinguish when you need the pain to get stronger and when it's too much and does more damage than good. It's just like building muscle, you can't just lift hundreds of pounds or it'll tear your tissues. Similarly, you can't gain the muscle by just looking at the weights. We can't always learn from other people's mistakes, but we also don't need to reach rock bottom every time we need to learn a life lesson. You have a choice in this, you're not here on this planet to be played or toyed with by some higher power who decides what you learn, when and how - unless you choose to believe in that, then take responsibility for choosing to live your life as a puppet.
To anyone who wishes to not be a puppet: stop giving your power away then.
To avoid misunderstandings, I'm not assigning the role of 'God' to everyone who reads this - I'm merely offering you the idea that you're not a toy and free will is a thing. You have a choice - many choices, in fact almost incalculable amount of choices. It's fine to ask for divine help or be led and guided but don't forget your own greatness either. We can't always hold your hands nor do we want to either. What good of a parent is someone who never lets their child do things on their own, to experience, learn and grow - would they ever truly grow up or would they just get older?
Be daring enough to say no to miserable situations when you know it's pointless by acknowledging your greatness and by allowing yourself to believe that you don't always have to suffer to learn a lesson, my dear.
If you could see the expression of your helpers and spiritual guides on the other side, you'd understand that we don't want you in those situations either. But y'all are like 'this door sucks. Lemme examine every little detail on this stupid door.'
And we're here like 'juSt Go thrOugh thE dAmn DoOr.'
In many cases, there's a much better door after the one you're facing, more suitable for you, and you do need to go through the first one but you don't need to analyze the heck out of it until it leaves your paralyzed and unable to see the next, the pleasant one. That's how you overdo healing and shadow work. Find some balance, guys.
Thanks for coming to my Ted Talk. Or what you're saying these days.'
'Don't try to look for the answers you're seeking because contrary to the belief that if you're looking for something, you'll find it, it doesn't always work that way. In fact, more often than not it doesn't work that way. It's like when you're trying to remember something but the harder you try the farther it gets - but when you let it go and do something else, the memory suddenly pops into your head. When you meditate to get an answer to something, your analytical mind is activated and tries to find the answer in a place where it can't be found - your mind. You have to access your heart, the deepest part of your True Being where all the answers lie, but you cannot do that if your mind is still active and is focused on getting the answer. So instead, meditate with the intention to quiet your mind, and when you're ready, the answer will present itself, whether during the meditation or afterwards, it doesn't matter.'
“It’s okay to feel lost, to not know where you’re supposed to go/head to. You’re not meant to know every minute of your life until the end, where’s the fun in that? How do you learn if you know what the next minute, day or year brings? I’m not saying it’s bad to get some insight on it but most of you are so focused on knowing the future and you don’t realize it’s coming from the absence of trust. If you trusted that everything would work out just fine, you wouldn’t worry so much, it wouldn’t be of that much importance to you what the future brings because you know that everything is working for your benefit. Once you integrate this mindset fully, no matter what happens, you’ll have a bigger perspective on things and even if something seemingly ‘bad’ happens, you won’t instantly fall into fear’s lap but instead understand that it’s a required step you have to go through in order to get you to your dreams and goals. Humans are an inherently fearful species and many of them fail to recognize just how much power their minds have - you all create, all the time, so start creating a life you want to live not by trying to control everything but by understanding your part of the creation and that of the Universe/the Divine or whatever else one likes to call it. True power does not lie in control but in release.Release your fears, judgements and attachments and rest assured you’ll easily attract whatever your heart desires.”
