Welcome to my build a headmate blog. This blog is ran by one alter in a system and will be a bit slow, the trade off for that is we promise highly detailed packs that have a lot of time and love in them. My name is Neil, iโm a boy and gay as hell. Iโm an alter in Mod Artyomโs System at @maniacs-bah but I want my own bah blog. I also am in charge of our intros at @maniacs-intros .
This blog as a unique gimmick to it. We have a strict list of sources you can request from and the option to send an emoji and we make a pack off of the emoji/emojis and our fandom list. I will NOT be doing any packs off of this list! I will be picky! You donโt have to send an emoji but emoji requests will be done first!
I am personally pro endo, pro radqueer, anti ai, pro conabuse, pro para, and pro transids. I donโt tolerate any form of bigotry. Antis are not welcome here. Iโm not that nice so donโt expect a nice response if you come here as an anti.
Source List โ Template โ Inbox/Masterlist โ Blacklist
Blog Tags
#๐ stargazing - bah requests
#๐ the baseball field - non request packs
#๐ the blackhole - non request posts / general neil talking
#๐ incoming transmission - asks
#๐ special customers - anons
#๐ letters from neil - important posts
#๐ you called me your angel - vent posts
Special Customers:
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- ๐ชถ๐ฆด
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- โญ๏ธ๐ค
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If you have any questions please ask. I donโt biteโฆfor free
these are topics and things i will not do and will normally react negatively towards
โขany character who is a predator to children
โขpedophilia (valid para but i canโt make alters with it)
โขdsmp , anything related to it including kins and all that stuff. specifically quackity and schlatt and wilbur and dream โฆ i may use c!tommy for kins and stuff
โขanything to do with the grabber and lelande coyle or whatever his name is i hate them
โขseason 3 of euphoria
i know weird blacklist but i will edit and add to it as time goes on. the main one is predator characters. i am our systemโs trauma holder around that stuff. i will NOT be nice if you bring my discomforts to my blog.
Personality: Eric has a very strong dislike for many things, mainly due to his tendency to hyperfocus on the few things he does care about. Heโs not the most pleasant alter to interact with but if youโre someone he enjoys or engaging in a hobby he can be much softer and caring. Though this is mostly reliant on situation factors.
Likes: Horror Films , Music , Tasks specifically repeative ones , Being Alone , Guns , Weapons In General , History , Hiking , Splatterpunk , Video Games
Dislikes: Boredom , Being Fully Alone , Being Ignored , Most Sports , Front Being To Busy
Hobbies: Video Games , Fixing Stuff , Spicy Things , Cooking , Driving , Smoking
Kins: Dean Winchester Fictionkin [Supernatural] , Andre Kriegman Synpath [Zero Day] , Shotgun Objectkin , Werewolf Kin , Hunting Dog Kin
Source Partner: Semi complicated, technically nobody? Not that he hasnโt had girls he liked and he had Dylan but he doesnโt exactly know what he would classify as a partner
Source Connections:
โขDylan Klebold - Best Friend - Probably Ericโs closest bond, they tended to enable the worst parts of each other but that doesnโt mean they donโt enjoy their time together. He cared about Dylanโs opinion a lot more then he would like to admit - Positive
โขEric genuinely does have more connections but he sometimes struggles to figure out his exact feelings on them. Sometimes his friends felt like the most important thing and sometimes he wished they were never friends. Itโs a bitโฆunpredictable. Normally they tend to lean positiveโฆcomplex positive but still
Source Memories:
โขEric spent a lot of time outside of his house, normally just wandering around with friends or at someoneโs house. He liked being out and doing things.
โขHated the fact that he had any type of mental health problems, he went out of his way to hide it and his medication. Looking back he doubted anyone but him would have cared that much
โขPlanning for NBK was probably his fondest memories, actually doing it was also but the planning was his favorite
โขEric had beef with one of Dylanโs cats. The cat hated him and he could never figure out why, so he sort of just hated the cat back
hello! could i request a pack of soulless sam winchester from supernatural? if you accept, thank you very much...!
iโm gonna be honest i donโt remember soulless sam well enough. while i enjoy supernatural i do not know good chunks of it so i am going to deny this one! i apologize
Personality: Finney is a very reserved and quiet alter. He hates most people, and all adults, chrono or transAge, he doesnโt trust them. Finney likes sourcemates more than most people, and outside of that he basically interacts with nobody. Finney loves his own time.
Likes: Sourcemates , Being Alone , Quiet , Music , Winter , Fall , Animals , Hot Chocolate , Snow
Dislikes: Groups Of People , Touch , The Grabber , School/Work , Movies That Remind Him Of His Source Memories
Hobbies: Ice Skating , Drawing , Roblox , Video Games In General , Theater
Could we get an Adam Lanza ? If you do this , thank you very much .
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i mean i guess if you really want him here you go /lh. i kinda went with a different vibe i hope ur cool with it. Also i didnโt feel like doing source stuff cause personal reasons so i hope thatโs ok
Personality: Adam is an incredibly asocial alter. He dislikes any in person communication and tolerates innerworld communication. His favorite way to speak is online. Adam tends to retreat into his own safe area instead of dealing with people or alters he dislikes.
Likes: The Internet , Video Games , Arcades , Peach Flavoring , Monster , His Personal Space
Dislikes: Social Interactions , Touch , People In General , Large Animals
Hobbies: Video Games , DnD , Arcades
Kins: Michael Afton Fictionkin [FNAF] , Tweek Tweak Fictionkin [South Park] , Catra Synpath [She-Ra] , King Sombra Synpath [MLP] , Gun Objectkin , Video Game Conceptkin , Fall Seasonkin , Cat Therian
Personality: Oliver will do everything in his power to be viewed in a good light. He wants to be respected and praised. In reality though heโs a sadistic and cruel man with incredible mommy issues. He will make it your problem.
Hobbies: Psychology , Acedmics , True Crime , Reading , Cooking , Arts And Crafts
Other Sexual Info: Switch , heโll always be in control but sometimes will in fact want to be sub
Favorite Color: Brown
Favorite Candy: M&Ms
Favorite Drink: Black Coffee
Aesthetic:
Other Quirks: When in front Oliver will tend to chew on objects, it helps soothe him. Also will be attached to positive relationships the body has (partner, friends, parents)
Innerworld Room:
Innerworld Pet: Flower the Wolfdog
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I hope you enjoy! Had a bit of help from Anastasiya making this so shout out to her! Posts might be a little more slow but i love these emoji ones the most!
Personality: Viktor can come off as a bit aloof and awkward, which can be genuine, though the more time you spend around him the more you realize heโs relatively sadistic and cruel. Viktor doesnโt care for most people, sometimes heโll find a headmate heโll bond with and even more rare heโll bond with someone out of the system. Though normally Viktor will remain in his own bubble.
Other Quirks: Viktor will be more friendly to other true crime alters then non true crime ones
Innerworld Room:
Tattoos:
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This one was a lot of fun to do! I had to have some help picking if I made Igor or Viktor and i decided to do Viktor! I love this case so much ^^ enjoy!
Would you be willing to do a consang transmasc Sam Winchester with teratophilia?
gonna reject this one simply due to it being to many requirements! feel free to request it on our main though. i kinda run this blog so i have a lot of control over what i put into my packs
Personality: Eric is very flamboyant and extra guy. He doesnโt like being put in a box and will tend to bring attention to himself. Eric is a good friend though, heโs there for those who earn his trust and loyalty. Though he is really really REALLY gay.
Likes: His Friends , His Partner , Socializing , Malls , Being Out And About , Smoking , Drinking
Dislikes: Being Stuck Inside , Winter , Being Alone , Creeps , Isolation
Hobbies: Shopping , Driving , Parties , Anything Highly Social , Movies
Kins: Jason Dean Fictionkin [Heathers] , Roxy Lalonde Fictionkin [Homestuck] , Rodrick Heffley Fictionkin [Diary Of A Wimpy Kid] , Skull Kid Synpath [Legend Of Zelda] , Confetti Objectkin , Stray Cat Therian
Other Sexual Info: Switch , he doesnโt really care though
Favorite Color: Purple
Favorite Candy: Reeses Pieces
Favorite Drink: Frappuccino
Aesthetic:
Other Quirks: Eric is a social alter, he craves and thrives in social situations. This will cause hi not seek these situations out despite what others may want
Innerworld Room:
Tattoos and/or Piercings:
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This one was so much fun! Iโll work on the emoji requests next i think! I love making alters from my source. I love sourcemates. Anyway enjoy this fucker
Hellooo! I am so so happy to see Hell Park as a source omg we have so many HP fictives!! Could we request Pocket from Hell Park? Heโs been a wee fragment for so long ๐ญ Please and thank you!!! :D
we have such an insane attachment to this au and some others lol i hope you enjoy this silly guy
Personality: Pocket is an incredibly hyperactive and positive hellspawn. Despite his source he truly does try to put his best foot forward. Despite this he struggles with feeling like his source, and the negative feelings that come from it.
Likes: Reading , Video Games , Socializing , Making Friends , Makeup