Are you as haunted by me as I'm haunted by you?
When you tell one of your puns do you think of me groaning while smiling, looking at you with pretend exasperation mixed with what felt like unending affection?
When you listen to that singer do you remember when I dressed up as them for a convention and proudly showed you pictures?
Can you still watch the people online we watched together, the reason we started talking in the first place?
Do you talk about me in therapy to the point your therapist has nothing new to say?
Do you find my letters and wish you could burn them but need to hold on to proof we were so close it felt like destiny for us to meet?
Do you wish you talked to people that are still friends with me for any little nugget of information you can hear about me?
Do you refresh social media every few days to see if theres any update on my life youre missing out on? Do you feel like the biggest creep and can't look at yourself for hours afterwards?
At least you wouldn't have to log out of your account to see me because I cant bring myself to block you in case you ever need to reach out.
Do you listen to break up songs and think of me?
Are your friends as tired as mine are to listen to you talk about me?
Has my name turned into a forbidden word?
When you hear a similar sound are you transported back to when you would say my name, so used to how the word curled around your mouth because of how often you called for me?
Do you go back to measure how much time its been?
Since we felt comfortable around each other
Since I stopped doing anything
Do you think of me when you need to act sad for an acting opportunity?
Do you think of how much we both loved theatre?
How it felt like there was nothing you loved I didn't love too? And if somehow you found something I didn't know about you couldn't wait to show me so we could love it together?
Do you try to find new interests because I'm there in all the old ones?
Are you haunted by me as much as I'm haunted by you?
Did you mourn but moved on and can still enjoy all the things we enjoyed
Are you not a shell of a person because someone that was a big part of you is gone
When you hear my name do I come to mind at all and do you feel anything because of it
Should I want you to be sad or over it
Would it be weird for you that I'm still hanging on? I swear I'm trying to fall
Are you haunted by me or are you better without me
And what does it say about me its been months and I'm still writing about you
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