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KakaSaku Fic Rec | Readers’ Favourites
This took forever. Mainly because I had to retrieve the links myself, but it’s finally here! I present to you the KakaSaku fanfiction recommended by this fandom through comments, messages and asks per my request. Thank you to everyone who sent in their recs and to those who recommended some of my writings. Happy reading! Find 50 fics under the cut. I added a (*) next to my personal absolute favourites if you’re interested ;) Although I should point out I haven’t read everything on this list yet!
A Study In Movement by @ila-moon-beam | Ongoing | M
Sakura juggles taking care of her 12- year- old, working as a nurse technician and exotic dancer. It’s not an easy life, but it’s the best she can do given what she has. What she isn’t prepared for is Sarada’s handsome teacher who she meets at the parent/teacher conference, as well as his surprise appearance at the strip club she preforms at one night with his friends.
Private Practice by @alienwritesstuff | Ongoing | M
When nineteen year old Kakashi is injured during a mission, it’s Sakura’s job to see that he is healed properly. But, Kakashi is interested in a bit more than the healing she can give him. [Age Swap AU]
Nama-Stay Away From Me by @the-copy-mistress | Ongoing | M
When Sakura’s impeccable schedule keeps getting thrown by her gym’s ever tardy yoga teacher, she decides to give him a piece of her mind. Things do not go as she predicted. Modern AU.
Moment You Loved Her (back) by LindtLuirae | Completed | T
Some things are just worth breaking for. KakaSaku AU.
Hungry Hearts by @ila-moon-beam | Ongoing | M
Sakura is a single mom who works tirelessly to finish her bachelor’s degree. She does what many other single moms her age do; they go to school, they work, they take care of their children. Except, things are different for Sakura in her last semester of her college career. Her daughter, Sarada, will be staying with her grandfather, she will be TAing for this mysterious new Professor at her university, and she will soon find a familiar face coming back to haunt her; determined to reconcile their family.
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I wanna cry. I really wanna cry! Almost 6 years, and see such a quality doujin, makes me wanna cry! This is what we NaruSaku fans deserved. This is the best we can get from NaruSaku! I thank you so much Tokai2000. I thank you for real!
Credits to the artist: https://www.deviantart.com/tokai2000/art/Naruto-Doujin-Alternative-The-Last-Ch-05-p-09-801612308
‘Home’ - Pilot Chapter
Chapter 1 (here) | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | more to come
He regretted heading into the forest by himself. He usually came with his mom and his dad, but his mom was much too tired to go with him and his dad absolutely had to go to work with none of his usual excuses to stay home. He couldn’t blame them for not being able to come.
His dad constantly took breaks from work, or snuck out to check up on him, or even took him to work with him. But as his mom said, his work would eventually catch up with him and he wouldn’t be able to have any breaks. His dad worked non stop for days, just to make sure he could be at home with him and his mother as much as possible nowadays.
His mom had become so round, moving proved difficult for her now a days. She groaned and sighed every time she got up from a seat or had to walk across the room. His mother insisted it wouldn’t be like that for much longer, and soon he’d have a little sister.
It wasn’t the first time he ventured into the forest by himself. He snuck into the wooded areas a few times over the last few weeks when his parents couldn’t come with him. They always got worried and upset when he left on his own, but they seemed less angry when he brought them gifts. One time he brought them flowers from deep within the forest. Not even his Aunt Ino had them in her shop. Another time he brought home a little slug. His mom helped him make the slug a box he wanted to keep as a pet. He even brought home a baby toad one, but his dad made him set that one free.
He wanted to find something else in the forest to impress them again. Or even a present for his new little sister…
Now here he was… wherever ‘here’ was. He lost track of where he came from or where he had already been. Everything looked the same, from the green grass, to the green bushes, to the brown tree trunks, and the small glimpses of sky through the canopy. He did his best to avoid the darker parts of the forest, but somehow, he found himself engulfed in it.
Shinachiku took a deep breath and exhaled forcefully. His mother always told him to keep a calm head and you can figure almost anything out… but… He was lost. He wanted to be tough and pretend to be brave, but his trembling hands and darting eyes gave him away.
A branch snapped nearby. It startled him beyond measure. He ran without thinking, unaware of his surroundings as he ran further and further into the dark forest. He continued to run, but the rustling followed still. It might be a bear, or a wolf, or a multitude of other things that wanted to gobble him up.
Shinachiku came to a screeching halt when found himself at a cliff. He looked down in horror. A view at such a height would normally excite him, but he could have fallen off. He turned back, planning to find another escape, but the leaves and the bushes rustled. Whatever chased him this far still hadn’t given up.
“S-stay away!” Shinachiku waved his arms and yelled. A friend told him it would scare away creatures from the forest. Either he hadn’t done it correctly, or the creature wasn’t scared of him at all. A dark figure emerged from the darkness, but the darkness obscured his view.
Shinachiku took a frightful step backwards, and before he knew it, his world tilted upside down. He fell, he realized. Rocks and dirt hit him as he fell toward the earth. He saw a glimpse of the dark figure standing at the now far away cliff, watching him fall from above.
The world turned black.
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MANHWA RECOMMENDATION (pt. 2) (This based on what i have read so far, please feel free to send me recommendations too! Thank youu~)
1. Annarasumanara - Ha Il Kwon (Completed)
- Yun Ai wanted to be a magician when she was little. But now in reality, she is a high school student who cannot even afford new stockings. Since the day she met a real magician at a fair, she desperately wants to follow her dream.
2. Lookism - Park Tae Jun (Ongoing)
- Park Hyung Suk, overweight and unattractive, is bullied and abused on a daily basis. But a miracle is about to happen…
3. Greatest Outcast - No Do Hwan (Ongoing)
- Most outcasts are ostracized because they look different, talk different, or live different. But not everyone. And not every previous outcast turns into a revenge machine. After seeing his friend suffer a horrific incident, the once outcast, Kang Haneul, decides to exact revenge with the help of an ability he never knew existed.
4. 19 Days - Old Xian (Ongoing)
- The cute and funny adventures of a boy and his best friend. Also contains insert art of the characters by the mangaka.
5. Secret Crush - Jung (Ongoing)
- What’s the probability of someone you have a crush on having a crush on you? What’ll happen to these two secret lovers? Will they ever find out that they are, in fact, in love with each other?
6. That Summer - Kim Hyun (Ongoing)
- Kim Jumi’s life is like that of any other teenager preparing for her SAT’s: all work and no play. But one summer day, she witnesses something on the rooftop of her school… From then on, she finds herself getting progressively more tangled up with two boys who’re in a complicated relationship.
7. Our Relationship is/Something About Us - Lee Yun Ji (Ongoing) They consider themselves the best of friends. Others seem to think otherwise. There’s something about their relationship that’s hard to describe. What will become of these two “friends”?
(warning, long) my favorite webcomics/manga/manhwa in no particular order:
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In which, Y/N just desperately tries to force Harry out of her life.
Word count: 1,179
Warnings: Angst, heartbreak.
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Eight months, thirty-four weeks, two-hundred forty three days and sixteen hours since she last felt her heart shatter- or at least since she felt anything. She’s numb. Not physically, but mentally. If she would’ve know that four years of a relationship would lead to nothing but heartbreak, she would’ve avoided it. It wasn’t inevitable- or so she thought. Always thought their love would end up with them on the altar, as they pronounce their I do’s that lace with love and appreciation for each other, not in some diner under the pouring rain as he pronounced the words she thought would never come out of his mouth.
“It’s over.”
She laughed, she laughed and laughed until he stood up, walked out of the diner the same way he walked out of her life, then reality settled in her mind- it’s over.
Not seemingly knowing how she even had the strength to pull herself up and walk under the cold rain that translated to “condolences, sweetheart”, the freezing cold London air that annoyingly nipped at her wet clothes, making everything much more uncomfortable and cold for her.
She wandered, and wandered in the night streets of London. It seemed as if, everything and everyone is oblivious to the heartbreak she felt. Tears prickled at her eyes, and thankfully, the rain was there to cover it up.
It was unexpected, really. She always thought she’d be strong when she experiences her first heartbreak. Funny how now, she ends being distraught. She shouldn’t be this hurt, shouldn’t she? It’s just a break-up, after all. To think that a treasured love, hours upon hours spent on building up, can be broken down in mere seconds with two simple everyday words. It’s mind blowing, really.
Now, how is she doing? You ask.
Better than eight months ago, at least. Patched up some cracks with useless band-aids that only stay on temporarily. It’s as if she’s never gonna escape the heart break, as if she’s never gonna escape him.
Articles upon articles of him out with his friends, looking very contented, happy and it definitely hurt her. How can he already have moved on that fast? Was she really that forgettable?
She felt anger, how could he? She slammed her phone on the counter as she huffed angrily.
Anger might not be the medicine to heartache, but it’s one step to moving on, at least.
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It was another fine day at the shop, and she was on her break. Tapping on her phone as she played on of those games everybody’s playing. Sighing as she lost yet another round, she placed her phone on her back pocket as she proceeded to take a water bottle. Then she felt it vibrate. Eyebrows furrowed, she placed the lid back on as she took her non-stop vibrating phone out of her back pocket.
Twitter mentions?
She doesn’t get hundreds of mentions in a few minutes, at least since eight months ago.
She unlocked her phone and clicked on the twitter app. Running her fingers through her hair and she waited for the app to load. Once it finally did, she clicked on the mentions and there she saw hundreds of notifications from Harry’s fans.
What?
Confused was definitely one thing to describe her at that moment. She clicked on one of them, not even bothering to read what they had to say as she instantly scrolled up, and there she saw an article from one of those nosy accounts with a picture of Harry and a blonde girl.
Harry Styles seen with Victoria Secret model, Camille Rowe! Ship or sink? What do you think?
She felt jealousy seep through her as she stared at the picture longingly, seeing what was once hers with another girl. Tears prickled her eyes as she shook her head, exiting the app and quickly pressing on it, clicking the ‘X’ to delete it.
Deleting social media, just like how he deleted her from his world. Yet, another step.
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It was a rainy day, as she sat on one of her couches, reading a novel that she bought just a few days ago. The rain reminded her of him, but everything reminds her of him. She continued reading the book to distract her mind of further thoughts about him. She heard her doorbell ring, rolling her eyes as she thought of the things this person could possibly want from her.
The doorbell rang again, as she walked to the door, not really in the mood to talk to anyone. Once she finally got there, she unlocked the door, swinging it open to the reveal the one person who’s been running in her mind for the past eight months.
“Y/N.” He sighed partly from the fact that she opened the door to him and from the cold air nipping at his skin. “Harry.” She raised an eyebrow, as her hand tightly clutched on the door handle, ready to slam the door.
“Listen, I-” He tried, but she already slammed the door, quickly locking it as she walked to her bedroom, ready to drown out the sounds of him knocking, calling out her name and apologies with her cries.
How can he? Just come around eight months later, thinks she would forgive him right then and there and it would be okay. Okay. She slumped onto her bed as tears dribbled down from her eyes and down to her cheeks. She just can’t figure out how to get over him. She’s been trying to hasn’t she? It’s been eight months and she’s in the same situation as she was just a few weeks after their break-up. She wasn’t herself. She knew that and everybody around her knew that.
She had to find herself.
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A few days later, her phone was bombarded with numerous texts and missed calls from him, voicemails and such. She couldn’t bring herself to either read his texts, listen to his voicemails or even answer his phone calls. She couldn’t bare hearing his voice, knowing the hurt and pain would come back over again, and she would be back to square one.
She laid on her bed, staring at the white ceiling and she made up decisions in her mind. Her eyes flicked to her phone beside her, stared at it for a few seconds before taking it off the wire connected to it. Unlocking her phone, she clicked on the contacts app and search up for his name. Clicking the phone icon, she waited as he picked up.
Ring.
Ring.
Ring.
Ring.
Ring.
None.
“Hey it’s Harry, I’m currently busy around this time so it would be best if you leave a voicemail. I’ll call you back later when I have the chance.” Then came the beep.
She sighed, “Happy birthday, Harry. Call me back, please. Or maybe- maybe don’t. You’ll probably be blocked already. I just- just please don’t come around anymore, we don’t need to talk about anything anymore, I don’t want to hear bullshit excuses from you. Have a great birthday, goodbye, Harry.”
And that was the last time he heard of her.
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@lovelyzenweek | Day 3: Jealousy // Insecurities
The tears just wouldn’t stop as Zen held on to Vivi, wrinkling the fabric of her shirt from the sheer amount of force that’s balled up into his hands. Just a while ago, he had gotten off the phone with his mother. It had come as a huge surprise for her to contact him, but the actor was hopeful that maybe she was willing to mend their broken relationship.
But alas, all his mother had to talk about was how his brother had won a very large case and wanted to brag about it, and there was also a thinly veiled objective of using the sibling’s success to criticize the actor’s own life. Of course, Zen was happy for his older brother, but it also left a bitter taste in his mouth and wasn’t what he needed right now. A reminder that his family would never accept him.
Vivi’s heart broke at the sight of Zen being completely and utterly vulnerable. It was at times like these that she was reminded of the insecurities lying behind those confident smiles. It was the least she could do to stay by his side when he needed it most.
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“Self-destruction Self-destruction isn’t snorting the line on the party just because you want to try it for fun and thinking “I’ll do it just once, just to try it!” Self-destruction isn’t going out and drinking a little too much sometimes. Self-destruction is taking that line even you know what will happen, knowing the side effect of that. It’s taking that line, not because of fun or people around you, it’s because you have that urge inside you that tells you to do it, to fuck yourself up. Self-destruction is going out with the intention to get drunk and not know about yourself the whole time just because you feel something inside of yourself that needs to be destroyed. You don’t drink because you’re sad or happy, you drink to kill that something inside of you. Self-destruction is that smoke of cigarette you just took. You didn’t start smoking because of people around you make you do it, you started smoking because you heard it’s bad for you. Now you’re addicted. Or maybe you aren’t but you still do it. Self-destruction is when you go to some random person you met at the bar house because of sex. You don’t know who he is, you could be anybody, you could end up dead, raped, you don’t know it won’t happen, but you go anyway. You know all the risks but you do it anyway. Self-destruction is pushing people away and making yourself antisocial on purpose. Self-destruction is popping painkillers even if you aren’t in pain. Self-destruction is getting into fights on purpose. Self-destruction is letting your id doing whatever you want. Self-destruction is a lot of things, but it’s never a choice. Self-destruction isn’t mental illness. Self-destruction isn’t when you break up with your boyfriend so you lock your room and cry or go out and get drunk to forget about him. Self-destruction is something in people, something that pulls you to the edge. It’s the sweetest sin of all of them. You can fight it, but it always wins. People keep saying to fight it like if they can fight it, you can fight it also, but if you are a really self-destructive you can’t fight it and you know it. It’s part of your reality, your life. Not all alcoholics are self-destructive. Not all addicts are self-destructive. Not all drug addicts are self-destructive. Not all who are depressive are self-destructive. Not all alcoholics are self-destructive. Not all addicts are self-destructive. Not all drug addicts are self-destructive. I smoke, I drink, I take pills – I’m not addicted to any of that. I do it do destroy myself. I don’t hate myself, I’m very far from hating myself. But some people do hate themselves. Some do, some don’t. everybody is different. If somebody asked me why I do what I do I wouldn’t know how to answer. I know what is the goal, but I don’t know the main reason beside something self-destructive inside me. For example, I know what heroin does to people but I’d love to try it. But I’ll never do it. Not because I don’t want to, but because I know what would it do to people around me. I don’t want to fuck them up. I want to fuck me up. And there are ways to do it without hurting somebody constantly. People who are self-destructive don’t want to harm you, they want to harm themselves.”
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”Who are you, what are you doing in my loft and why are you only wearing a fucking towel?!”
admin: s. genre: angst, fluff, smut (in later parts), age gap (cus I love this shit), kinda daddyish, ceo! baekhyun au
pt. 2, pt. 3
You could say your life situation right now was more than depressing. Not long ago, you turned 24 and finished your studies. Now, being a social sciences absolvent with a Bachelor of Arts, you were also jobless, broke and bored everyday.
Since your were also still living in the apartment you lived in for the past 24 years, you literally had nothing to do everyday except for cooking, cleaning and washing the laundry sometimes.
Your mum was a cleaning lady for a richass CEO you knew nothing about, and except for the two of you there was no one around.
So, being alone almost everyday until six or seven in the evening, you just lied on the couch of your living room in your underwear watching TV and this was exactly what your were doing now.
It was already eight in the evening and your mum was running a hour late. It was unusual but you weren’t worried. It could happen. You were watching one of your favourite children shows when you heard keys jiggling.
Jumping up and stretching your neck so you could see in the hall to the door from your current position on the couch, you saw your mum entering the apartment looking more than only exhausting.
You immediately rushed to her taking the groceries from her she must have bought on the way home. Setting them down on the kitchen island you prepared a glass of water with a pill against headaches for her. “Take that, mum.”
Your mum took the glass from you and smiled, gulping down the water with the pill. “Thank you sweetie. Sorry by the way that I’m late. Your aunt had a problem, so I had to help her.”
Upon hearing that you got keen of hearing. Your aunt and uncle were in the middle of a bad divorce and your uncle decided it was a good idea to move to Busan. So your aunt had to make little trips to the coast visiting her still husband only so she could finally get divorced. Your mothers part was to stay at her only sisters side and travel with her and that meant you had the whole apartment for you for probably almost one week.
Trying to hide your smile you came to her side. “That probably means you have to travel with Auntie Jihye to Busan, right?”
Your mum sighed and nodded, placing the empty glass in the sink. “Yes but don’t be too happy too soon, miss. While I’m gone you have to clean Mr. Byuns Loft. His Loft still has to be clean even when I’m not here and you’re not that bad at cleaning. Also, you’re broke and need a job. Even if it’s only for a short period you can have the money you make while I’m gone.”
You groaned and tried to convince your mum why you couldn’t clean her boss loft while her absence. “Mum that’s illegal. I can’t clean his loft while you’re gone.” Hoping your mother would trust you, you slowly tried to go into your room but your mum thought otherwise.
“Y/N, Mr. Byun is a very nice young man from the few times I talked to him on the phone. I never saw him in person, he never enters his loft while I’m cleaning because he’s busy working. He won’t even know you cleaned his loft for one week instead of me. You’re broke and need money, you know I can’t come up for all of your expenses. So don’t be such a lazy person and clean his loft!” The Voice of your mum got stronger and firmer towards the end of her speech and you exactly knew you had no choice other than to clean your mums boss loft.
Sighing you gave her a sign meaning you’d do it for her. Your mum just smiled. “I’ll write you a list of the things you have to know while you’re cleaning. Also you have to wash his clothes if there are and if he leaves a note on the fridge it means he wants something to eat when he comes home. Also - I’m just going to write you a list, okay sweetie?”
Nodding and obviously rolling your eyes you finally entered your room. You threw yourself on your bed closing your eyes.
When your mum was gone it actually always meant for you, you could relax, sleep longer than usual and eat as much takeout food as you wished for but now you had to do her job.
Sitting up you took your laptop opening google and typing in the name of Mr. Byuns Company. It was one of the few things you knew about him. This and that he was 35 and richer than you and your mum would ever be.
You clicked on the official website of the Byun Enterprises - the name of Mr. Byuns Company - and scrolled threw the employee section, the section where all the Partner companies were listed and finally the section with the bosses profile.
The section had a large picture of Mr. Byun on the top. His name, age and works below it. You stared at his picture way longer than you preferred.
He was handsome. No, he was fucking hot. His brown slightly strawberry red hair was slightly curled and parted in the middle showing a little bit of his forehead. His eye color was also brown and his stare was boring into your soul. His pinkish lips were formed into a light smirk. You licked your own lips and wandered with your eyes further down the picture.
It was only a picture displaying his upper body but it was enough for you. He wore a wine red, black button up shirt which was only buttoned till the middle of his chest. The rest was unbuttoned so you could see a bit of his strong toned chest. Over the shirt he had a dark grey, blackish suit jacket which was open but with a black belt held together on his waist. Around his neck there were two silver chains hanging low on his chest.
Your heart was thumping, your underwear slightly stained and you felt a headache creeping up. You never knew your mum worked for such a good looking person.
Scrolling down more you read what was standing under his picture - Byun Baekhuyn, 35 years old, hard working and caring. Head of the Byun Enterprises…
Suddenly you heard a knock on your door and you quickly closed the tab with the website, followed by your laptop. Placing it to where it was before you stood up and opened the door for your mum.
“Here’s the list with all the things you have to know while being in Mr. Byuns Loft. I also wrote down the address and the code for the door lock. Mr. Byuns Loft is in one of the tallest buildings in Seoul. When you enter it you have to pass a reception but don’t worry I already told the lady working there that you are coming instead of me.” Passing you the list she pointed out the address and the code for the door lock.
Quickly reading all the points you choked. Mr. Byun was way too demanding what things regarding cleaning his loft, washing his clothes and cooking his food prosecuted.
“Mum that’s too much! How am I supposed to do all of this everyday for one week? I’m going to die!” Protesting you read the list again. Mr. Byun had even a special way his clothes had to be washed or that he wants his potatoes mashed and not cut. What kind of guy was he?
Your mum chuckled and patted your head. “That’s the life of a working person, darling. Either this or having no money. It’s not even that bad you just have to get used to it then it’s kinda fun.”
Not believing your mum one word you just sighed and closed the door after your mum had left. Putting the list on your nightstand you sat down on your bed ones again. This was going to be an awful week.
Today was your first day as Mr. Byuns cleaning Lady - only for one week of course. You had woken up extra early today. Your mum had left last evening and even until she and your aunt finally drove away, your mum had remembered you countless times to do exactly what stood on the list.
Already being ready to go, you sat at the kitchen table and sipped from your coffee. It was half past seven and you had to be at Mr. Byuns Loft at eight. You still didn’t know what you should clean in ten hours but your mum said you definitely needed the time. There was no way this could be fun.
The drive with the subway to the building Mr. Byun lived in was as terrible as this day would going to be. The subway was filled with rude people pushing and pressing each other. When you were still in University you had lived there, so you didn’t have to take the subway every morning and you were glad you did so.
After you had finally arrived you stood infront of the building before entering it. It was really high and Mr. Byuns Loft was in one of the highest floors. Usually you weren’t afraid of heights but you had also never visited a building as tall as this, so maybe this would change.
Passing the reception the lady behind the counter smiled at you. Like your mother had said she already told her you would come instead of her for one week.
You looked around and saw security men almost at every entrance - even infront of the elevator. Being a little bit shy you quickly passed them and entered the elevator.
Breathing out after the door had closed you pressed the number of the floor Mr. Byuns Loft was located at. It wasn’t the last floor but still one of the highest.
The doors of the elevator opened after your ride to the top. At the wall had been a window so you could look outside while riding up and the way the streets, cars and people got so small so fast made you anxious.
You walked outside and towards the door to Mr. Byuns Loft. Luckily his loft was the only apartment in this floor besides one public bathroom. The building was very large what meant if Mr. Byuns Loft was the only apartment on this floor, the size of it had to be enormous.
Typing in the code for the door lock the door opened and you entered his loft. The smell of a mixture of men Parfum and soap engulfed the apartment.
Directly after entering the apartment you were in an open big ass living room. One wall was completely made out of glass what gave away an incredible view over the skyline of Seoul. All in all the apartment was furnished very nicely and thoughtful. Everything was held in black, white and grayish colors.
Placing your bag at the kitchen counter, you took out at the list your mum had given you before and read the first point - washing his clothes.
You sighed and made a fist cheering you on. It was not the first time you had to wash clothes and your mum gave you such a detailed description of how to wash his clothes, you were sure you could do it.
In the extra room were all the washing machines were you took the basket for his clothes and started walking towards his bedroom. You were glad his apartment was not one of these confusing ones, so you found every room pretty quickly.
Entering his bedroom you gasped. It was immense and beautiful. The colors were still the same but it looked super classy and chic. His bed was of course a king sized bed made of black wood. Above it was a large painting. He even had again one wall full of glass with a connected balcony to it.
Still having big eyes and being full of jealousy you started picking up his clothes from his bed. Your mum told you Mr. Byun always left the clothes he wanted to be washed on his bed, so you didn’t have to search for them. You didn’t know if it was a nice gesture or if he just didn’t want someone to search through his things.
Half of the day was already over. It was now four in the afternoon and you had already washed his clothes, cleaned every room except for the bathroom connected to his bedroom and you even cooked him some ricecakes.
You were exhausted and sweaty. The thought that this was only day one of seven almost made you throw up.
Lazily walking in his bedroom you entered his connected bathroom. It was obviously again super big and had everything in it. A bathing tube, two sinks, an enormous mirror and… a fucking rainfall shower.
You had lost your breath. Since you were a teenager it was one of your dreams to at least shower one time in a rainfall shower.
Starring at it for good two minutes you hesitated if you should try it out or not. I mean, you still had two hours until you had to go and according to your mother Mr. Byun never comes home early. Also your were sweaty and exhausted. You deserved this.
You decided to first clean the bathroom except for the shower and then shortly hop in just to rinse your body a little bit. Your body needed and deserved some relaxation.
Shortly after you had cleaned the bathroom, you stripped your clothes, laying them outside the bathroom on Mr. Byuns bed.
Opening the shower door, you quickly turned on the water and let it fall on your body. The feeling was amazing. You stood there for almost five minutes just letting the water soak your body until you found more options you could use while showering. You played a little bit with the regulator of the shower and you didn’t even realized one full hours passed by.
Already feeling how your skin started to wrinkle from the water you exited the shower and put a towel around your body. The towel was not really large but it was enough to cover what needed to be covered.
You walked out the bathroom and then his bedroom. You wanted your body to dry a little bit before you put on your clothes again and you saw a sound system in his living room, you still had one hour left, some music wouldn’t kill anyone.
Switching on the sound system, the sound almost made your ears burst but after some time you got used to the clear and loud music and you started to jump around.
Mr. Byuns living Room had the perfect size to dance along the music that was playing from the sound system.
You were in the middle of having fun while Mr. Byun Baekhyun was currently standing outside of the door to his loft and heard the music from his sound system blasting through the corridors.
Hesitating if he should call the security or handle it himself he decided to first observe the situation himself. Maybe Mrs. Y/L/N wanted to listen to some music while cleaning his loft.
Typing in the code the door opened and he entered the loft. The situation what he found infront of him was definitely not what he expected to see.
A stranger more specific a girl was running and jumping around in his living room only wearing a towel that merely covered her buttcheeks and womanhood.
Gulping he just stood there observing the situation a little bit more until he had found his composure again and walked to the sound system, still unnoticed by you and switched it off, angrily.
Your Head immediately turned to the sound system in shock. Your head turning into a red mess the second you saw Mr. Byun standing there with a bewildered and angry look on his face.
“Who are you, what are you doing in my loft and why are you only wearing a fucking towel?!” He asked with a intimidating loud and annoyed voice.
In this exact moment you had died internally.
So guys this is the first part of a new story I will be writing here on tumblr and this time it’s a baekhyun story! Also can you guys all guess which baekhyun era he is displayed as here? For all the people who can’t seem to guess it (*cough* admin a. *cough*) it’s lotto era cus lotto era was daddy era in my opinion lmao and it’s my favourite baekhyun era.
By the way im still on vacation so don’t think the second part will be uploaded anytime soon since I’m writing and editing this on my phone and doing this is shit. Anyway, love you guys~
- admin s. 🌞
title credits: admin a. 💖
| Never | Zen/Hyun Ryu
Your hand hit across his cheek, the sound so loud the entire room went silent.
Zen’s head was tilted to the left, the print fresh on his face. There was a surprised look in his eyes, woven together with betrayal but most of all - acceptance.
He swallowed carefully. The tension was so thick he could have slid a knife through it like butter. Your hands trembled at your sides as the silence remained. Neither of you attempted to break it, but it would have to be broken, and quickly. The malice in the air was climbing too fast, and if it wasn’t stopped could lead to something drastic.
Zen broke first.
“Y-Y/N.” He took a slow, shaky breath. “I-”
“Don’t you dare say another word,” you said lowly. His fuchsia eyes stared back, shimmering like glass with emotions that seemed to be on the brink of overflowing. Your fists dug nails into your palms. Your anger was not unbridled, screaming in rage. Instead you kept calm, keeping it on a leash as your steady voice rang clear and through.
And yet that was even more terrifying.
“I will not repeat myself,” You started, keeping your chin levelled, looking every part put together. You were strong. You would not be a wimp over this.
“I-” Zen started, only to wince as you grabbed his tie, dragging him down so that you could see him eye to eye. This distance use to make your heart flutter, used to make your mind run wild and butterflies to rush your nerves. Now all it did was tickle a void in your heart that would never be filled again.
“You made your choice,” You stated. “And so now, your majesty, I would like you to respect mine.”
The crown had been dashed to the floor, and with the way he looked captured by your gaze, it was more like he was the commoner and you were the esteemed queen, an icy glint in your once warm eyes.
“I will never forgive you.”
And he was broken, shattered at your feet.
“We are over.”
Your voice trembled on the last word against your will.
Just like that your cold facade was cut through as well, and Zen spun into motion. His hand moved quicker than you could process, wrapping around your fingers that were still holding onto his tie. Though the position hadn’t changed, the power clearly had, his mouth pressed into a firm line.
Then again, you could never fool Zen. He knew you too well. He always did.
“Don’t go.” The sentiment was simple. You squeezed your eyes shut, summoning all the courage that had suddenly left you the moment his skin made contact with yours.
You breathed in that familiar scent once more, of mint and cologne, for the final time.
“I can’t,” You opened them. “No after what you did. Not with her.”
You let go, losing contact with cold fingers that used to be so warm. And he knew that you were gone from his grasp, though you were only a reach away. Gone forever.
“We are over, Zen.”
The only sound left was the white noise of the quiet knocking at your skull.
Then uproarious applause.
“That was amazing!”
You blinked, feeling someone barell into you and smoosh your cheeks. You shook yourself out of the character’s persona, a grin spreading across your face.
“Really?”
“Great job you two!” The director interrupted your friend’s praise. There was a serene smile lifting his lips. “I didn’t expect you to act it so well the first time around. That was a masterpiece.”
You felt your cheeks pink, coughing into your hand. “It’s nothing.”
“I disagree,” A drawl came from your left as the crew set and everyone began to clear out the room. ”It definetely was something.”
You cocked your hip. “Was it, now?”
Zen whined, hand still cupping his cheek. “You didn’t have to hit me that hard.”
You shrugged. “The director said to perform like we were on stage. So I did.”
“It still hurt though,” He mumbled underneath his breath as the two of you were left alone. You snickered.
“Baby.“
Zen rolled his eyes, leaning closer and sending another rush of heat to your face. His lips landed on your nose and you sighed in slight content.
“You’d never really do that would you?” You asked lowly, almost indecipherable. Zen hummed in confusion, pressing his forehead to yours, both your eyes closed.
You whispered again in clarification. “You know…”
“Cheat?” Your fellow actor asked, his voice tinged with amusement. You coloured more, pulling away in embarrassment. However a hand at the back of your neck stopped any more planned movement.
You peeked an eye open only to see bright ones staring right back at you. Zen smiled but the playfulness left his expression as he spoke again. “I would never cheat on you, Y/N. I already gave you my everything.” A firm kiss was pressed to your forehead before his eyes flicked to your lips. “I’m in love with you.”
You lunged forward and captured his lips with yours before he could. You tried to hold back your grin but couldn’t, and ended up splitting the kiss because of it.
Zen had a blush of his own, staring at you in a daze before he broke out of it. He averted his gaze, pulling his tie a bit to loosen it and slowly biting his lip, drawing the flesh into his mouth.
You laughed, pressing the heel of your hand to your smile. “I love you too you dork.”
[MasterList]
25 Vanderwood and MC
✿ if you don’t want to be sad only read the first 2.
✿ I love you - said in a blissful sigh as you fall asleep.
They stretched slowly, languidly, like a gooey droplet of honey dripping from a spoon, and then pulled you close to them, soaking you completely in their warmth. You giggled as they nudged their nose against your cheek, reminding you somewhat of an affectionate puppy, and you could feel their grin brushing your skin after they pressed a quick kiss against it.
Neither of you said anything. It was dark in the room, and all you could hear was their breathing and the rustle of the sheets as you shifted into a slightly more comfortable position. They held you tightly in these private hours, because it was one of the few times they felt at liberty to do so… and here, alone, the two of you could be free of your cares and your troubles.
You’d slipped into that strange, hazy, half-dreaming world when you heard it against your ear, warmed by the breath that slipped out of Vanderwood’s mouth. “I love you.” Smiling, you kissing their neck lazily, and listened to them breathe out in a contentment that they never thought they’d ever get to experience. This was it, the both of you knew. Bliss. Happiness.
A shaft of light in a darkened, dreary world.
✿ I love you - said brokenly, as you clutch the sleeve of my jacket and beg me not to leave.
They fell to their knees, rain pouring on the empty sidewalk around them. The shadows hung deeply in the storm drains and the alleys, gathering there like a swampy mire of pitch, and the entire world around them was covered in an insatiable darkness. It was cold, yearning, maybe, for the light that shone beyond you - bright and ethereal and calling your name.
It was paradise that sang to you, perhaps - an escape from this dark, ugly world, a world beyond pain and suffering and anguish. A world that was, ultimately, beyond their reach - and so they clung to your jacket, whispering quietly as they begged you not to go. Not to keep walking into that strange light, not to leave them behind and huddled there, alone.
“I love you. Please. Please don’t leave. Please don’t abandon me.”
You looked down at Vanderwood for a moment, something like pity in your eyes - god, those beautiful eyes - and you seemed to sparkle slightly as you shook your head and turned away. The fabric slipped from their hand, and they were left alone in the darkness and the filth, and -
- they woke up to you calling their name, over and over again, repeating it in a desperate plea. “Please wake up, darling. You’re dreaming.”
Vanderwood found that they’d clung on to you with a desperate, vice-like grip, practically forcing the air out of you with how tightly they’d trapped you with their body. Slowly - with hitching breaths and trembling limbs - they released you, but you didn’t release them, reminding them that you still existed with your tangible weight.
“I’m not going to leave you,” you assured them, and they finally cried, a few droplets scattered droplets that you brushed away from their cheek. “I promise. I won’t ever leave you,” and you kissed their nose, their mouth, and their eyes.
They seemed to calm, after awhile, burying their face against your chest and letting their hands trace across your sides and your stomach. They soaked up your vows like a flower soaked up the sun, and they told you they loved you again, as if desperate to make sure you heard it at least one more time.
✿ I love you - said when I am dead.
They stared at the picture for a second or two, and then set it down in the box with a tired sigh. Everything else had been packed up already, those lingering traces of you… but the photos and their glass frames were delicate, so they had to make sure all of them ended up on the top.
They weren’t sure why they were doing this, really. Caring if they broke, caring to stow it all away carefully. Perhaps it was some sentimental way of remembering you - of treasuring you even though you were gone - even they knew they should just toss it all out and try to move forward.
Vanderwood knew that, but even still, they stared numbly down at your smiling face behind the reflected shine of the light overhead, and suddenly it hurt again, as fresh and raw as the moment they’d first heard the news. You were happy in that photograph, leaning against them with a bright grin on your face. You were so, so happy.
and they’d been happy too.
“I love you,” they said, their warbling voice betraying a crack in the stoic facade they’d tried so desperately to maintain. They covered their mouth with their hand, bowing their head and taking a deep, deep breath in an attempt to compose themselves. You were dead, and no matter how many tears they shed, it wouldn’t do anything to bring you back. So they shoul-
I promise. I won’t ever leave you.
That memory broke them, and they gritted their teeth, their deep, shaky breaths muffled by the fabric of their glove. For a moment - a single, stupid moment - they found themselves wishing they could go there too, to that wonderful, bright world beyond all this filth and dust and mold. Then they could say it - those three words, letting you hear them again and again.
But they couldn’t. They were here still, putting all the traces of you away in the attic, and they could only hope for your happiness now.
Downstairs, they could hear the phone start to ring, and the cry of a baby joined it soon after. Vanderwood stood slowly, telling themselves once more that sorrow wouldn’t do them any good. After all - there were some things they couldn’t put in a box and hide away, and they still needed to tend to the world you’d left behind.