amnesia;

Life is all about blending in colors, no matter how much we wish to separate them at times. ♢ ♢ ♢ ♢ ♢

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[mysticxjinki]

d r σ w n    t h e     w o r l d    i n    r e d

There’s no fanfare when they arrive—no telltale shuffling of shoes, no daunting chill draping over shoulders and breathing down necks. The unfortunate only know time’s up when phantom fingers slip over their eyes and a chorus of squelches sound the air.

Red spills, splatters, sloshes all over the floors. Always a different painting of life snatched before its time. 

They’re the culprits—the predators, the damned, the coup d’etat. There’s a tangled thread of misery, grievances, torture and pain impaled through their chests. Lines of intersecting relations crisscross, twists, knots and pulls tight around their necks like a foreboding noose. These are the puppeteer’s strings. A puppeteer by the name of Fate.

After all, those who dare to play God always end up being played by God. 

  C o n q u e s t | W a r | F a m i n e | D e a t h

Independent | Lit. AU | 18+|Triggering | Reblog/Follow | Armagedon

[jellythingy]

미안해. 수천수만 번을 말하고 또 미안해 이 좁은 방의 낮은 천장이 하늘이란 게, 내가 너의 우산이자 비란 게. I’m sorry. No matter how many times I say it, I’m still sorry That this low ceiling of this small room is our sky, That I’m not your umbrella, but your rain.

Tablo (밑바닥에서)

[blushwolf-deactivated20131204]

[fillingboxes]

I dare you to make my muse blush.

[eternal-luna-deactivated2014071]

Bumps on the Sidewalk: Luna and Onew

"I think I should take a few, just to be safe. I don’t want it to become infected." She tugged on his sleeve, bringing him closer to her and away from the busy street to prevent another accident. "I’m surprised a person like you keeps a box of bandages in your pocket. But you can never be too safe" She commented, taking a few from the box.

Judging from his lack of eye contact, Sunyoung showed concern for this stranger. He seemed shy and very well kept to himself, she wondered if there was anyway she could repay him back. “Mind if I ask for your name? Maybe I can help you like you did for me. You seemed to be in a rush back there, was there an emergency?”

[mysticxjinki]

He moved to open the new box but was side tracked by his sudden movements. Looking up to the stranger, he noticed she was a lot closer than she has been before. He felt his heart stop beating but he shook his head to stop his uneasiness.  "I-I" He started to speak and watched the girl's fingers open the box of bandages smoothly, with no trouble. Onew swallowed down fear and spoke, "I'm clumsy when I cook," He held up his index finger which shown his knuckle covered by a bandage. Afterward, he took the box away when he saw the girl done and snuffed his hands with it into his pockets once again.

"My name?" He took a moment to think if he could just lie to her but  threw that thought away once he realized how kind she's been this whole time. "My name is Onew miss."  Onew looked up once before straightening his hat so his eyes could be better seen. "I'm just walking through. Did I seem to be in a rush?" He asked with a nervous chuckle.

[mysticxjinki]

A Day Out

"I'll be back later!" He heard Daesung call out then hearing a lock turn a moment later. 

Onew slightly waved before returning to his book. It wasn't particularly interesting or anything, but it helped to get his mind off of things. Well only slightly. The cover of the book started to curl up naturally from Onew folding the back constantly. He could only read about the magical man from the 20's before the entertainment level started to dwindle. He sighed once after tossing the book on the table. Turning his head, he saw the sun seeping through the window. He wanted to feel the warmth the sun was radiating. Onew wondered how long it was since he's been out or at least around people other than Dae and the doctors. 

He can already feel the jitters from just thinking of meeting a stranger, but he dreaded staying inside another day. Before he can doubt himself, he grabbed the first sweater he saw and his wallet. Saying his goodbyes to his pets, he closed the door behind him and took a deep breath. 

"You can do this Jinki. Just stay alert." He repeatedly said this to himself like a mantra and walked down the streets.  

[mysticxjinki]

Thank you for following me, kind monsieur. Here's a photo.I'm pretty sure that's dragon fruit, but a very tasty and edible tart nonetheless! Anyway, thank you for following me once again~ Stop by Petit Bonbon when you have the time~ and money.

No problem, you seemed very nice. I'll be sure to visit soon for more of these delicious tarts. 

[mysticxjinki]

x

[mysticxjinki]

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She watched with wide eyes as the male before her grew smaller until she found herself staring at the child’s form. Blinking twice, she aimlessly backed away,”Did- ..d’you just call me mom— Wh-“

He felt his lips quiver, wondering why the woman looked so afraid. Onew didn't know why but he ran to her and held on to her leg, sniffling. "Please don't leave me mommy" He said between his sobs.

[mysticxjinki]

Child, but for the rest of the day.

Onew felt himself shrink and the whole world getting taller. His clothes became longer. “What” he outspoken, but quickly moved his hands to cover his mouth. 'Why do I sound so different?' He thought. He looked down to his feet to see them drastically smaller than usual. “Oh gosh! Mommy?!”   

[mysticxjinki]

M!A: I even made these special so you guys would!

Gift: What's this! Muse found something strange on their doorstep and must keep it with them for at least six hours. Anon decides what it is they find.

Soul: Muse has become soul-bound to someone's s muse for a maximum of one week! Muse must send the other person at least 3 asks a day, and cannot deny any request given by that muse for at least three days. Anon decided who they're bound to. (negated if the other muse doesn't agree.)

Devotion: But my dear, I love you! Something has caused my muse to become overcome with an overwhelming need to prove their love to something or someone. Anon decides the duration, and who or what muse is in love with.

Wings:You can fly! Muse sprouts wings for up to a maximum of two weeks. Anon gets to choose how big they are( chicken wings anyone?)

Storm: A tiny storm cloud has decided to torment muse. Anon decides duration and the type of storm! It can be a regular storm, or you can have it rain something random. Rain rain, go away!

Glass: I knew those mime classes would pay off someday! Muse is stuck in an invisible 'glass box' for any duration the anon chooses.

Glamour: Muse thinks they are a famous celebrity or royalty for any duration the anon chooses up to one week. It's simply fabulous darling~

Jealous: Muse becomes extremely jealous of another muse for an extremely ridiculous reason of the anon's choosing. Can last up to five days max.

Power: Fear me mortals, for I am almighty! Mwahaha. Muse goes mad with power for as long as the anon wants.

Chaos: It's a mad house! A mad house I say! Muse's personality gets flipped backwards for three days. The timid turn mighty, the charismatic turn into downers, and straight characters get to kiss a girl/boy and like it.

Sin: Put this and one of the seven sins in muse's ask box, and they'll be consumed by it for five days. Gluttony, lust, pride, envy, greed, sloth, and wrath. Pick your poison~

Mirror: Muse turns into a narcissist for 24 hours. If they see another muse of the same character they have to flirt with them at least once.

Skin: Take it off! Muse's clothes have gone missing for any duration of the anon's choosing up to one week!

Tears: Muse can't stop crying. Anon decides for how long and for what reason they cry. I didn't mean to spill the milk! ;o;

Mercy: Groveling time! Muse thinks they've done something wrong and need to apologize for everything and beg forgiveness.

Child: Do you know where my Mommy is? Muse turns into a toddler for a week.

Pride:Muse feels an inescapable need to boast about everything they do, even normal things. I mad toast this morning, how kickass am I?

Lie: Oh no, Pinocchio! Muse can't lie for however long anon decides.

Master: Muse must be submissive and give into any demands they're given for 5 hours. I'll do anything to please you...Master.

Addiction: WHERE MY DRUGS AT MAN. Muse is addicted to a substance of some kind for 24 hours. Anon decided what they're addicted to.

Blood: You monster. Muse is a blood thirsty sociopath for 24 hours.

Justice: Muse thinks they're a superhero for however long the anon decides, and they must 'save' everything! Jeeze, these tights are tight!

Regret: Muse regrets everything they do for five hours. Oh the shame!

Mask: Costume party? Muse is stuck wearing a costume of the anons choice for a up to a week.

Secret: Muse cannot speak the truth for 24 hours, thinking they'll let slip an important secret! Hide the documents!

Grieve: Muse thinks that someone or something they care for is gone forever, and will ignore any evidence to the contrary. Anon specify how long it lasts.

Moon: One small step for man,a giant leap for muse-kind. Muse must live in zero-gravity for 24 hours.

Silence: What did you say? Muse goes mute and can only communicate in gifs and descriptive text. No dialogue. Anon decides duration.

Pray: Muse is tormented by spirits/is an spirit for 24 hours. if they become an spirit, they cannot be seen, and must haunt someones askbox until they turn back.

Pure: Sex? What's that? Muse suddenly has the mentality of a three year old, and can't understand anything 'adult'. Anon decides the duration.

Hate: Muse suddenly despises someone or something they previously liked, for 24 hours. Anon decides who or what they hate.

Snow: Jack Frost isn't whose nipping at your nose~ Muse is inexplicably turned into a winter spirit for three days. He can't be seen by anyone during this time.

Cold: I'm covered in purple spots! Muse is sick for the next week. Anon decides how severe the illness is and what symptoms.

Beauty: Man, I feel like a ...woman? Muse suddenly switches genders. Anon decides the duration.

Twisted: Muse is turned into an evil version of themselves, or if bad, they turn good. Through the looking glass.

Obsession: Muse is being followed by an obsessive stalker who is slowly going crazier and crazier. Anon decides for how long.

Break: My Leg! Muse has broken their leg and now needs help to take care of themselves and get around. Lasts for a week.

Control: Muse loses control of their actions and are controlled by an outside force. Anon decides for how long and whether the outside force controlling the muse is good or not.

Scar: Muse is now planning to overthrow a kingdom or ruling party in their universe. Lasts for 24 hours.

Fall: Oh no, a cliff hanger! Muse if trapped on the side of a cliff or somewhere high up with no way of escaping. Lasts for 3 days.

Same: Muse is suddenly turned into another character! Anon decides who they now look like and for how long.

Someone: Now you're just somebody that I used to know~ Muse cannot remember anything about a single person for one week. Anon decides who it is they cannot remember.

Love: Muse is suddenly madly in love with another person! Anon decides who it is. If already in love with that person, they fall out of it. All is fair in love and war after all!

Conflict: Muse suddenly feels as if they are in the middle of a massive war! Anon decides for how long. Get your guns!

Morning: Oh shit,is there a tiger in the bathroom?! Muse wakes up the morning after a rough night of drinking, and has no idea what is going on. Lasts for one week or until the muse figures out what happened last night.

Night: A wishing star! Anon gets to make a wish and muse has to accommodate it.

Pale: Muse becomes a vampire (and not the sparkly variety) for 3 days. Anon gets to decide if they are the regular blood sucking variety, or if they crave something different. Well this sucks.

Sorrow: Muse becomes incredibly depressed for 24 hours, and can only respond to things pessimistically. I'm a cup half empty kind of person.

Joy: I have cancer?Hurray! Muse is extremely peppy/hyperactive and reacts to everything in an inappropriately happy way.

Pain: Muse is in an extremely large amount of pain for no apparent or fixable reason. Put me out of my misery.

Fear: Anon gets to name something, and muse will have an extremely debilitating phobia of it for one week. Bonus points if it's something ridiculous.

Rage: Muse becomes consumed in an uncontrolable rage and goes on a rampage in other people's ask boxes for 24 hours. MUSE SMASH!

Terrible: Something bad happens to muse. Anon decides what it is.

Game: Muse is somehow cast into a Hunger Games type scenario, and if they somehow survive they get a fabulous prize. Anon decides what prize they get if they win.

Gun: I'm going to jump it! Anon tells muse a word and a character, and they make an unreasonable assumption based on it.

Mess: Muse is now filthy and needs someone to help them clean off. You dirty boy you!

Hero: Muse is put into a dangerous situation and can only be saved by another person. Anon decides what the situation is. I need a hero!

Memory: Dude where's my....who am I again? Muse loses there memory and can't remember anything at all. Anon decides the duration.

Exile: You've been kicked off the island. Muse is exiled from their home.

Dress: Muse has to wear clothes from the opposite gender for three days. If muse is male, they muse wear a flamboyant dress. If muse is female, they wear a man's tux or suit. This includes underwear as well. Feel the breeze!

Leather: Muse must wear a leash and collar for three days. If an RPer sends this, they must be their slave for those three days. Be gentle with me...

Treasure: Muse finds a treasure map and becomes a pirate! Anon decides the duration. A pirates life for me~

Hidden: Something important of the muse's can be lost. It can be something they own, or something they've given another character. Where did I put that again?

Dirty: Muse becomes a sexual deviant for 5 hours. Spread 'em baby~

Water: SHARKS! Muse becomes lost at sea for one week.

Legend: Muse has to go on a quest to find a legendary treasure. It is dangerous and extremely hard to get to, guarded by a dragon. Anon decides what the treasure is.

Fire: Burn, baby, burn! Muse breathes fire whenever they open their mouths for the next 24 hours.

Paradise: Muse is stuck on a deserted island by themselves for one week. At least I have you Winston.

White: Muse is stuck in the white room of an insane asylum for 24 hours. I'm not crazy! The purple ferrets are!

Breathe: Muse is a mermaid.merman for three days, and can't breathe above water. Under the sea~

Find: No leaving the nest! Muse is found by a curious giant bird and it adopts them for three days.

Dance: Muse must dance with everyone they see for 24 hours. Everybody salsa!

Roses: Muse must propose to everyone they see, regardless of gender or species, for 24 hours. Will you be mine?

Black: Muse does blind for one week. Who turned out the lights?

Heart: You assume I care why? Muse cannot feel or express any emotions for 24 hours.

Red: Muse is easily flustered and skittish. Anon decides for how long. S-senpai noticed m-m-me!

Murder: Don't shoot! Muse is paranoid and thinks a serial killer is stalking them for three days.

Worthless: Muse becomes completely powerless for three days! If muse is normally powerless, they get super strength for thee days! Why am I so pointless?

Relax: Muse wins a vacation to somewhere exotic and gets to take another person with them. Spring break woohoo!

Ocean: Muse is turned into a sea creature. Anon decides what kind, and for how long. Under the sea~

Winter: Ice burn! Muse is now lost in a snow storm and must survive for three days!

Bed: Muse now has narcolepsy and falls asleep at random for three days.

Nighty night!

Call: Muse is suddenly feral and acts like wild animal. Alternatively, they actually become a wild animal.Anon decides for how long. It's the call of the wild!

Return: Someone from Muse's past comes back. I missed you!

Shy: Muse is incredibly shy and clingy for three days. Don't l-look at m-me like that S-senpai-san.

Fast: Muse is suddenly unable to stop moving, and must run constantly. Anon decides on the duration.

Alone: I'm so lonely without you...Muse is stuck alone as the only survivor in a deserted city for three days.

Enjoy: Muse is easily entertained by something stupid for 24 hours. Anon decides what it is.

Wait: Muse is promised their greatest wish if they can wait, but they cannot interact with the person they love while they do. Anon decides how long it lasts.

Mild: Super spicy! Muse feels like their mouth is on fire and only kisses make it stop. Anon decides how long it lasts.

Tired: Muse is suddenly very drowsy and lethargic and feels the need to cuddle with everyone, even their enemies. Muse decides duration. I think I need a hug.

Favorite: A favorite thing of Muse's is destroyed or Muse can no longer get to it. Anon decides what that favorite is and for how long.

Eyes: Muse has lost their depth perception and balance for 24 hours. I can't see straight!

Pet: Me-OW! Muse is turned into an animal of some kind for three days.

Eat: Muse get's the stomach flu, and is unable to eat without being forced to vomit it back up again for three days. I don't feel so hot.

Easy: Muse now has extreme difficulty doing something they are normally good at. But WHY can't I repeat the alphabet?

Book: Quiet in the library! Muse is now stuck inside a storybook, and what happens is decided by the askbox. Lasts until the story finishes.

Different: Something obvious about muse is different from normal, such as their hair being a new color, or their clothes suddenly shifting to something unusual. Change is good.

Home: Muse is deluded into thinking they are now in a family with someone, and insists on 'playing family' with them for three days. The twist-they think they are the opposite role than they should be, as in =male muse is mommy, female muse is daddy, child muse is the parent.Now put the apron on!

Complete: Muse must be in a relationship with someone or they begin to have a panic attack. Lasts for however long the anon wants.

[eternal-luna-deactivated2014071]

Onew walked down the busy streets of Seoul, trying to get to his doctor's office quickly. Being around a crowd has send his nerves in a rush. He pulled down his snap back to block out his eyes from others and stuffed his hands into his pockets. He then skillfully went through the crowd until he felt himself stepping back. He looked towards a girl groaning in pain. "I'm sorry miss, I didn't see where I was going." He stuck out his hand for the stranger to grab. "Are you okay?"

The slow pace of the pedestrians in Seoul was enough for someone to empty out their minds and lose awareness of their surroundings. Sunyoung herself just wanted the crowd to disperse so she can get to where she needs to. Out of nowhere, she started to lose balance and headed for the concrete ground, luckily she landed on her knees but didn’t prevent any future scrapes. “Aish..” she hissed in pain, annoyed how everyone continued walking, not even sparing a thought to help her out. Until a hand appeared in front of her. Sunyoung gladly took the kind offer. “I’m not sure, how bad does it look?” She asked the stranger as she examined her knees.

The stranger was a man who was covered from head to toe with only his hands, neck, and face exposing skin. Even his head was covered with a cap with the lid covering the upper half of his face. His attire gave off a mysterious vibe that left Sunyoung pondering. Out of all the people, he was the only one rushing, and judging from the paleness of his face, he didn’t look too well either. “Question is, are you okay?”

[mysticxjinki]

He felt the stranger’s hand held firmly against his as she stood back up. Hearing the other’s words, he looked down to her knees and grimace. Instantly he was worried if he was the cause of her injuries. He bit his lips and stared down to the cement sidewalk, ignoring the occasional push and shove from the strangers rushing for some reason.  

"It doesn’t look to bad.." He then took out a box of bandages he recently bought. It was requested by Daesung since he kept injuring himself from cooking. "If you like, I can give you some bandages. " He glanced at her once, before returning to the floor. 

Onew then heard the concern tone in her voice with the question she asked. “Yes I’m fine. No cuts or bruises here.” He spoke with a soft chuckle. 

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blood

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[reblogthings]

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[mysticxjinki]

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[mysticxjinki]

Onew held the flimsy notebook in his hands. Looking to the blank paper, he saw an escape. He wanted to let go of his thoughts, of all he has been through so far. The pen scribbled over the paper, writing all his thoughts that came to mind.  

Day 1

The bruises have finally lessened but the doctor still want me to come in every week for a check up. The Doctor wanted to see my progress and to make sure I'm comfortable in my day to day living. Speaking of my daily life, it seems I'm living in an apartment with a man named Daesung. He's very nice to me but he seems sad. His smile isn't sincere. Maybe I should have lied to him, that I did remember him but that wouldn't be fair. I can't pretend when I don't even know what's real. He could be a stranger pretending for all I know! What am I going to do? Everytime I try to remember, a painful sound rings though my ears. It never fails to make me collapse. Everytime I attempt, it back fires...

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