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hm, maybe that was something i secretly wanted but never told you. oh he'd go crazy if we got another dog! i think he thinks he's still a pup in his mind... how much have you been baby-ing him?

what? babying him.... (/laughs nervously) i have no idea what you’re taking about— ha ha..... getting him a playmate will be good though. maybe he’ll stop trying to wake me during my naps if he has someone else to bother–

#hello i apparently dont know how to answer messages privately

hey— me again. just wanted to pop back in again to say hi.

hello to you too stranger~ hello today, tomorrow and hello to the rest of all the other yet unspoken hellos.

ah, crazy how we can keep missing each other. i see it's a pattern to come back in december, hm? i mean an anniversary date is better than any date i could imagine. i mean, every date with you was perfect heh. anyways, hello from the other side yet again. it's crazy how you never fail to cross my mind even from these many months -- years -- apart. i miss our family. i hope this isn't too cheesy or too much to take in or anything. i miss you.

every year around the same time i check-in just to see if you might’ve stopped by. and every year you do. it makes me miss all of our nights in bed, small conversations and then some. it’s been so long hasn’t it--? i love anything and everything cheesy when it comes from you. every word you speak no matter how cheesy or how dumb is the best thing to have ever happened to me.

jonginssoo

cuties ♡

good night, sleep tight

silence falls over the apartment, kyungsoo busying himself with the book he’s picked up from the library. some sappy romance novel that he can’t pry his eyes from. the rain falls quietly in the night with the city quieting as the hour passes. the world is swallowed by the clouds that cry tonight and people find shelter in their homes. it isn’t until his little pup, who isn’t so little anymore crawls into his lap with a soft whimper of attention. it gathers kyungsoo’s attention and causes an airy chuckle to pass his lips. “are you hungry now?” he sets the book faced down on the page he’s left off on, scooping the little brown devil in his arms before giving it a kiss atop of it’s head. “i just gave you a snack a little while ago, coffee, you can’t keep eating otherwise you’ll get fat.” these days kyungsoo occupies himself with the little coffee shop he has (that’s finally started to gain popularity) and his little dog, coffee. it’s quiet nights like these that makes kyungsoo miss any form of attention-- thankfully coffee knows how to cure his heart and saves him from drowning in loneliness. the dog presses its wet nose against kyungsoo’s cheek and whimpers once more, tail wagging furiously in hopes to win over his owner’s heart. it’s hard for the owner to say no to such a face and soon enough, kyungsoo settles for finally setting dinner out for coffee. “alright mister, eat your fill and we’ll go to bed after.” while the little dog is eating, kyungsoo busies himself with getting ready for bed, having already taken a shower, he just brushes his teeth and changes into something warm. the winter air is finally settling in and he’s not about to fall into the same mistakes as everyone else and get sick. the cafe owner sits himself in front of the television while his dog finishes its meal, eyes glued to the new drama that’s airing every monday and tuesday nights. something about lost lovers who find themselves once again after revisiting the same spot they met over fifteen years ago. it makes kyungsoo laugh and cry, a roller coaster of emotions that pounds at the edge of his heart and begs to take hold of it. when the episode finishes, his attention turns to his dog after turning the television off. he notices that once again, coffee is sitting by the door, cuddling an old pair of sneakers that belongs to his makes way as he walks over to the door to lock it before bed. “i know love, i miss him too.” he picks up little coffee and holds him close, “but he’ll come home soon. it’s just a matter of time until he stops by to say hi again.” they both make way to the bedroom, the somber feeling dragging kyungsoo’s chest to the floor. “he’s just been really busy, is all, and i’ve been almost all to busy to notice too.” it’s a bitter lie that he speaks to coffee, not even sure if the little one understands anyways. he just says it to make even himself feel better despite thinking about his lover every waking second of the days, weeks, months-- years. “he’ll return soon, baby. we just need to be patient.” the lights are off, both of them sleeping on the side of the bed that’s been empty for months now. “good night, coffee. and sweet dreams.” kyungsoo hopes his dreams tonight doesn’t result in him waking up in tears once more.

#a self para

I don't know if you'll ever see this but I always find my way back. Somehow.

come back! :-(

jonginssoo

an actual sunshine 🌺☀️

#i love a cute boy :/

adrenaliziing

exhaustedbylonging

I have to stop having these imaginary conversations with you in my head.

Me to You

The crazy wants out.

(via exhaustedbylonging)

jess-amelia

I hoped and prayed that you would come back and we would live happily ever after. But the truth is, you had your chance and you threw it away. So now I sincerely hope you never come back because I don’t know if my heart can handle saying goodbye to you again.

But I’ll survive cause that’s what I do - Jess Amelia (via jess-amelia)