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Time with the girl
Dawn and I are sitting at the table, talking about the coloring page we're working on.
Dawn; "I wish I had colored pencils to fill in the smaller spots"
Me: "I have colored pencils! I have TWO sets of colored pretzels!"
Needless to say that isn't what I meant XD
The extent of her love
So Dawn and I are driving back to her place after taking a friend home from work. On the way I got the munchies (not due to intoxication of any sort) and we stopped to get nuggets and cheesy tots for both of us. So at this point we're almost home and I say "I love you" and she immediately says "I love you too" then quietly says "not enough to give you a cheesy tot though"
This morning...
So I'm spending the night with Dawn, we're sleeping in the same bed, and this morning....like literally not even 20 minutes ago from the time this is posted...I wake up to her playing with my boobs. Which was a nice way to wake up and (because I thought maybe she was at least have awake) well a few minutes later after a little kissing and more boob touching she suddenly jerks and come to find out she was still asleep! And she was "playing with a squishy. They were like land jellyfish" I just...don't even know....how to react to that
I got Dawn the Sailor Moon R movie, Sailor Moon S, and Sailor Moon Crystal season 2....did I mention she really likes Sailor Moon? It's her birthday present but her birthday in like 2.5 weeks and she's gotten all her birthday presents already....I wish I could get her more but I'm a broke woman....sigh
I got Dawn a GIANT TEDDY BEAR the other day and a little one a week or two ago. Dawn absolutely loves it but she doesn't have room in her room for it at the moment...she needs to clean it....but anywho I started a second part time job and I don't get to see Dawn as frequently right now which is a little frustrating but gotta do what I gotta do
Aw, yeah, that’s the good shit.
I love abandoned ruins so much
the world taken back by nature is my aesthetic
So Dawn and I were taking a friend home from work Monday night and while Dawn was moving to the front seat she went to give him a hug well he "punched" her boob (and by that I mean he barely bumped his fist against her boob) and he turns to me and says "that's right, I punched your wife in the tit" then does this weird crab walk while making this 'whatre you gonna do about it' expression. So Dawn says "goodnight oniichan!" (because he hates being called that) and just before we drove off we hear him go "wait what? no! no!" It was fantastic
My girlfriend almost killed me with sake...
So Dawn and I are drinking sake, watching the broadcast dub of Attack on Titan and I tell her to shoot the sake (because were using shot glasses) so she does but she does it kinda weird so I ask her why and she gives a vague answer that makes sense to me, I'm halfway through my shot when she says "its the same reason I can't deep throat" so then I almost die while choking on sake
Ghosts maybe?
So tonight I'm hanging out with Dawn. We're watching tv and having a good time, we have our first alcoholic beverages of the night everything is good when suddenly a plastic cup that had been sitting on the counter with the other cup and bottle of rum gets knocked to the ground. Immediately Dawn pauses the show and gives a firm statement of "you aren't allowed to do that" (we're both in the paranormal field) then a few minutes later tries to reason that it was the ceiling fan/a.c. that knocked the cup off. Well a couple hours later we let the pups out one last time and we both stand outside since it's nice, then we come inside to see (on the other side of the room) one (of two side by side) beach balls that has led lights that turn on when it's shaken or something is flashing. Dawn is standing there just pointing and me being the asshole I am make a comment about the first phenomena. So now she's all freaked out and I'm hoping it's nothing serioua
I'm screwed....
So I guess I accidentally flipped a switch in Dawn...I mean we've had sex a few times but now she's teasing me and getting me all worked up but because she's on her period she doesn't want to go all the way which is fine...but this is rather surprising to see from my straight girlfriend...I mean she has admitted that she's bi for me so I'm happy....but it's still a shock...
We are back from camping!
It was so much fun!! Dawn got to swim super far in the lake...so between the last post and the trip I got Dawn to agree to sex on the trip, but her stipulation was the toy couldn't make noise. We went down to our local shop and she wanted a toy that I was worried would be too big for her small size...and I was right...but while on the trip we got interrupted because of one of our friends being drunk and continually coming into our tent and we got interrupted while trying to test it out before the trip. When we got back the other day Dawn said she wouldn't object going back to the shop and getting the smaller size like I had suggested the first time. We went yesterday and tested it out last night and it was quite the success..we used it tonight too... Oh Dawn also admitted to me that while she's straight I'm the only woman she is okay being with in a sexual way so I'm happy about that :)
So we're going camping
In about 11 days Dawn and I are going to go camping with a friend of ours. She and I are sharing a tent and today she told me I can't try anything so we were quietly jokingly arguing about that because her parents were watching tv nearby so I said to her mom "Mom tell her to let me do it" and her mom, not knowing what we were arguing about said "Let her do what she wants" I think I'm in trouble now XD
Hello everyone!
It's been some crazy times since I last posted. I'm in a new place now but I visit Dawn almost every weekend and I'm over this weekend....Dawn's friend asked her to babysit her two kids and one is just under a year old so Dawn is super excited about baby cuddles. She keeps looking over at me saying "I want one" .....I want a baby too...but that's not exactly possible right now....it's really warming my heart to see my straight girlfriend cuddling a baby and it's giving me thoughts I probably shouldn't be having
I know...I suck at consistent posting
Let’s see….well on Monday Dawn and I got matching tattoos. They came out really pretty, it was her first one so I’m glad we were able to do it. If you’re wondering what we got (since we’re both writers) we got quills with an ink trail.
A few weeks ago I moved into a new place…I didn’t mind living with Dawn at all, but there was just too much environmental stress for me to handle. I’m still in the same area, so I’ll still be able to see her. As a matter of fact I spent thos last I believe it was Wednesday night til Monday with her…so yeah…
I’m working on getting a second job because the one I have I can’t support myself so I sure as hell can’t support two. So we’ll see how that goes…
It's okay to choose yourself.
Making the decision to take care of yourself after having looked after the people around you for your entire life is one of the hardest decisions to make. It feels like these people you've been taking care of are now being abandoned. It's hard to come to terms with the fact that you have to take care of yourself before you can even consider looking after or taking care of another person. Don't take on responsibilities that aren't yours. Don't bog yourself down trying to fix everything around you. It won't do anyone any good if you aren't taking care of yourself. I just had to make this decision myself and I'll tell you what it hurts like a bitch....but it's such an important decision to make. And don't misunderstand, you don't have to be a selfish prick to take care of yourself....just be aware and receptive to the things you need. There's no fault in that.
Got out of the shower....let the pups out one last time....find Dawn like this...
It hurts...
I see Dawn’s been in...to paraphrase what she’s said, her family sucks. Don’t get me wrong I’m very grateful that her parents have done what they have for me, but what bothers me is they treat me as if I’m their child..when their two daughters are right there. The older one has done nothing but complicated and destroy. And Dawn...yeah she has her moments, but she tries. She tries really hard. I hate to see all of this. I hate watching the abuse cycle. I went through this with my mom and the dude she left my father for...all of this...it’s taking a worse toll than I thought.
I wanted to help. I wanted to observe, give my opinions and suggestions, and see it go into play. If it had gone like that none of this would be happening...but that isn’t fair of me, is it? I know better.
Due to the environmental stress I’ve been left with no other choice than to go back to stay with my mother. I’ve been agonizing over this decision for quite some time, but I have to prioritize my own health.
I told Dawn my decision tonight...it felt like such a sleaze move...take her on a date then present her with this...I feel horrible...but she understands. I know she forgives me, but right now I don’t know if I could forgive myself...
