My Stupid Diary

Just my diary with stuff that I'll probably never have the guts to tell you or anyone. Something to deal with the pain of missing people. Something to deal with the pain of being completly alone.

[mystupidiary]

[fivenightsatdilfs]

[jealous-bitch]

I’m stuck in a body I don’t want with an unsound mind that won’t let me rest.

[dolli33]

maybe things wud be better if i was skinnier

[sesizzligindendarbe]

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

I think none of this has a purpose.

I will forever feel hurt, scared and overwhelmed. And maybe it's just because it's part of who I am.

It feels like I just suffer because I have to...

[quietintimacy]

us....

[quietintimacy]

us

[saccharinehell]

I hate myself too don't worry.

[mystupidiary]

Since I am extremely overwhelmed, I'm going to list some of your red flags that I am so fucking done with:

🚩 You only talk about yourself.

🚩 You only reach out when you need something or you want to deliver bad news to me.

🚩 You minimize my accomplishments, my struggles, everything.

🚩 You hate when you see someone else succeed because you think that everyone has to be at rock bottom with you.

🚩 You don't communicate and I am tired that I am the only one who communicate stuff.

And so much more.

Fuck you. With all my heart, I want you to go fuck yourself so fucking hard, you cunt.

How someone who says that is my friend can be so fucking selfish? Get over yourself.

The world doesn’t revolve around you.

[mystupidiary]

You ruined everything, you stupid bitch.

[pokemonpostsdaily]

[worthless-misery]

I don't want to wake up...

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Will these thoughts ever stop?

[brokenfrombirth]

🎶 Where were you when everything was falling apart? 🎶

[becherdireinen]

i wanna go back to 2020 when it was illegal for people to come near me.

[fvckinsociety]

Wouldn't mind dying in my sleep tonight.