My Wandering Hearts Words

things i feel but never tell

[mywanderingheartswords]

“Why didn’t you fight harder? Who was I to you if I wasn’t enough to fight for?”

- mywanderingheartswords

[teacup13-deactivated20200319]

if I touched a poem, it would feel like kissing the laughter on your lips. if I needed another metaphor to match the slow spin of apologies, I would take it from the sleepless 2am in your hair. I know my sadness carries me from one I love you to the next, one picture and I’m folding the corners of yesterday to make myself bigger. I used to think the stars only shone when we needed a place to throw out wishes, but I know they just want to see you smile before they say goodnight. and although it hurts, my heart still beats for you, your name still bleeds out of my mouth. but, if you notice me missing you, let me know.

@juansendizon

[mywanderingheartswords]

Do you lay awake at night missing me too...

mywanderingheartswords

[mywanderingheartswords]

poetry

if it wasn’t for you i wouldn’t know i could do this

so thankful to have a new outlet

but it reminds me of you every time

whenever i pick up the pen

when i allow my heart to speak in alliteration

i am reminded of the love and the pain

and my tear stained cheeks start up again

a blessing and a curse

pulls at my heart with every verse

[mywanderingheartswords]

I could write a thousand words about the pain of missing you and still be searching for a thousand more to make an ounce of pain go away

mywanderingheartswords

[mywanderingheartswords]

torn

i sit here praying your memory of me does not fade

i still think of what we were

what they would not allow us to be

why do we let them control us

why did they tear us apart

please do not forget about us

[mywanderingheartswords]

“It’s cold outside, but I don’t need blankets when I’m covered in memories of you...”

- mywanderingheartswords

[mywanderingheartswords]

when you left

you took the best of me

and now i’m stuck here with the worst

how do i get myself back

you were only here for a few months

but you took away years of my life

[mywanderingheartswords]

nighttime

i woke from a dream about you

as if i was waking up into a nightmare

a place where you were no where to be found

i crave my bed

the place where i leave my daily nightmare and into my dreams with you

[mywanderingheartswords]

pinky promise

I pinky promise something we learn as a child is not to be broken the linking of our finders with the deal of a kiss a mark of honor that we would stand by i think of all of the times we upheld this code and the many promises we made my first promise to you was when our eyes locked for the first time that saturday morning i pinky promise that you will never leave my heart

[mywanderingheartswords]

rose colored glasses

you were the perfect illusion

but when the smoke cleared, so did my vision

and reality shattered that perfection

[mywanderingheartswords]

Treaded

sometimes i wonder how they get through life without us sometimes i wonder how we give in without a fuss

why do they try to inflict so much pain why do we let it happen again and again

we give and we give they know we will just let them live

they don’t ask for forgiveness but we give it away with such willingness

maybe one day we will learn maybe one day the tides will turn

until then we know we have each other maybe one day we will find a worthy lover