it was what they did, talked to each other about what was bothering them– what was weighing on their hearts, be those school-related things or personal things. cerise had even cracked under his presence and told him about her past, how she had been treated badly by the mundane children– to her surprise, he had accepted her, with all her flaws and imperfections. something she never could have imagined and she thought, ‘it’s because it’s dante, no one else would accept it.’
Had she not mentioned the chilly weather, he wouldn’t have noticed the low temperature in the first place. He’s born out of fire and ashes, rumor had it that it was actually hellfire, even. He could withstand the coldness just fine given his nature, having grown up within a castle on top of the mountains too. When she pointed it out and tugged a blanket over his shoulders, his palms reach to cup both his cheeks. Warm.
“I never get cold or sick, that’s weird,” he mumbled, not even knowing exactly why the beat of his heart rose a bit more in rhythm, drumming aloud and near damn exploding in his chest. It was an odd sensation that gets triggered even more with close proximity to her. He noticed that the moment her face inches near his, her smile more prominent with the distance.
It wasn’t like this the previous nights, or ever. Cerise’s presence was a normal presence in his life. Has been. Or had been, ever since he’s overheard his classmates chat about their special someones during a two-hour break before their next class.
Who makes you feel special? Belonged? Comfortable? Those were the things they discussed amidst their hushed whispers, along with names and exchanged secrets between close friends. Curse his enhanced hearing, now he’s overthinking it, and started to put two and two together, and before he knew it, the dots connect and make out her name in his head.
She does make him feel special, for sharing things she couldn’t possibly have told anyone else and spending quality time with the two of them alone at the rooftop. She does make him feel belonged, in a sense that he didn’t have to change for anyone and be himself around her. And she does make him comfortable, accepting him as he is and not weighing him down with expectations.
It would be weird to suddenly ask her why he’s feeling all these around her. He contemplated, lips pursed into a thin line as he gathers his thoughts and looks at her. Maybe he could coat it with something that wouldn’t be too in-her-face.
“It’s - nothing. As I was saying... since I never get sick it felt weird that I’m suddenly getting lightheaded and dizzy. Like my heart... feels weak. Maybe I’m just tired,” he mumbles. Under he dim light, her red lips are still the most distracting thing to ever exist.
He looked away and pokes a stick into a piece if meat, popping it in his mouth with a faint smile. “Nevermind that. How has your day been? Were the classes fun?”